AN: This is lemon fic. Please turn away if you don't like that. There will be a few chaps, kinda PWP but I will write stories with plot. I do not own Sailor Moon or any of its characters, unfortunately.
There's a duality to every single one of us Senshi. There's a human heart and a Senshi heart. Now you would think they would just be the same right? Turns out…nope.
As always Rei is just a little bit different. Of course it has to be me. Usagi found her soulmate at 14, both her human and senshi heart connected with Mamoru in a way that none of us will ever understand.
Then there's Michiru and Haruka. Their senshi and human hearts connected the very first moment they met. Though the nature of their relationship is a lot more sexual than Usagi and Mamoru's.
Makoto. Well her human heart and senshi heart, and pretty much every single ounce of her loves Ami. Of course Ami returns the affection, but do you think the girl will admit it? Hah! Ami is much more scared of those feelings than any yaoma, daimohn, or other villain we've ever faced. Combined.
And here I am again pushing away my own damn problems by concentrating on other people's problems. I am way too screwed up to try to figure out their lives. Though I admit it's hard not to think about it when all of us are cooped up in Grandpa's shrine because I'm the only Senshi with her secret identity intact from our current enemy. They even discovered Mamoru was Tuxedo Mask.
Good thing Grandpa is vacationing in the Bahamas, I'm sure he would have a nosebleed if he heard the noises coming from Michiru and Haruka's room every single night.
Shit. Off track again! Focus Rei! I've been standing in front of the door to my own bedroom for like 20 minutes now and I'm thinking about everyone else's love life except my own.
See unlike the other Senshi, my two hearts are not connected as one. I've liked Yuuichirou since day one and my human heart fell for that baka so hard. But my Senshi heart loves someone else entirely, someone who has fought by my side for years and will remain at my side for pretty much the rest of my life when Usagi becomes Neo Queen Serenity.
Chibiusa said that it was approaching soon before she headed back to her future. So I have to figure this out before we get there. There's no time for emotions when you have to maintain world peace.
"Rei-chan?"
Oh shit.
"Why are standing outside the door?"
My face turns a shade of red that would rival Ami's every time Makoto even looks at her. "Nani? Oh I was just coming back from the bathroom…"
It was a terrible lie, and I am a terrible liar. She scrunches her nose.
So damn cute.
"Rei-chan…don't lie, you were scared about this meeting and trying to stall as long as possible."
I drop my head in shame. Dammit. "Hai Minako-chan, sorry."
She sighs. "Come in."
I step into my own room terrified like Usagi the first time she faced a yaoma and got her ass beat pretty bad. Yuuichirou is sitting Indian style on the ground and suddenly I want to throw up. Oh God, stalling was probably worse! I gave them all this time to sit together and…talk.
Minako shuts the door behind me and I jump. I immediately apologize, "Gomen Nasai!"
Yuuichirou cocks as eyebrow and Minako chuckles as she stands beside him. "For what Rei-chan?" she says softly in a lower tone that makes me shudder at the memory of the words uttered during my greatest moments of ecstasy.
"Huh? Wha—you don't know?" I blink in surprise.
"That you've been sleeping with both of us?" Yuuichirou says standing up. He is ridiculously calm for being as jealous as he is. Something is off.
"We were aware of it when you started doing it Rei-chan," Minako says with a small smile.
"To be honest I don't really care to share you with Minako-san," Yuuichirou says. "As long as I get to have you too."
Now I'm really surprised. They're pranking me. I know it. Cameras are going to pop out any second and Usagi is going to tease me for the rest of my life, and Makoto well laugh and say 'serves you right' and Ami will never be able to look me in the eye and Michiru and Haruka…well they'd just be proud of me.
"Rei-chan, we know how Senshi hearts work," Minako says. "My human and Senshi heart belong to you, I feel complete every time we're together."
"And if I had a secondary heart it would belong to you too," Yuuichirou says.
"We know that you can never be complete with only one of us because we can only satisfy half of who you are," Minako says.
I drop my head. "Gomen."
"You can't control who you love Rei-san," Yuuichirou says. "We understand."
"And we want to make you feel complete," Minako says. "No more going to one of us then going to the other in the same day to get that sense of completeness, you should feel complete all at once."
My eyes are as wide as saucers. Surely she doesn't mean…
"With your consent of course," Yuuichirou adds with a respectful bow.
Holy shit. THEY DO!
"Uh…I—er," I step back towards the door, "give me, one minute!"
Minako chuckles and Yuuichirou nods with a soft, "Hai."
I bolt out of my room and run to Makoto and Ami's room. Of course I had an extra room so they could be on their own but I told Ami there was rodents and that they had to share. What can I say? I'm a meddler.
I knock on their door and receive no response. That's weird. Makoto is a light sleeper. I open the door slowly and nearly squealed. Makoto and Ami are bare naked curled up together. They are so knocked out Makoto is drooling and Ami is snoring lightly. There are clothes all over the place, I'm pretty sure that's a thong on the ceiling fan. It's green. Hah, guess I know who that belongs to.
It's very obvious that they lost control, I can see it and…smell it uhh I gotta go!
I run over to Usagi and Mamoru's room and knock on their door. There's shuffling on the inside then Mamoru opens the door. He looks groggy but alert. "Rei-chan everything okay?"
"Can we talk for a sec?"
"Oooiiii!" Usagi screeches. I cringe. Goddamn that girl does not have a reason to be jealous, two people is enough to deal with.
I step into their room and blurt it out. "I've been sleeping with Mina-chan and Yuu-chan."
Mamoru blinks in surprise and Usagi bolts out of the bed so high it's like something went up her ass. She lets out a nasty squeal and jumps right in front of me with a speed that she doesn't even have in battle. I roll my eyes. Figures.
"What the hell!?"
"My Senshi heart loves Minako, but my human heart loves Yuuichirou so I've been two-timing them for the past two years!"
Usagi looks like she's about to faint. "T-two…WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME!"
I huff at her and snap back, "It's not a very easy thing to tell."
"Usako," Mamoru says gripping Usagi's shoulders and pulling her gently away. "Rei-chan, the question is why are you telling us now?"
"Because they're both in my room right now wanting to make me complete all at once," I say.
Mamoru's eyes widen for a moment but then he understands. Usagi is clueless. Of course.
"What do you mean?" she says.
I want to smack the shit out of her right now.
Mamoru turns to Usagi and gently says, "they want to have a threesome with her."
Usagi's face pales. "A thre—holy shit!"
"Usagi!" Mamoru cries in surprise.
I burst into laughter. It was rare to see Usagi curse, definitely not a queenly trait.
"Rei-chan, follow your heart," Mamoru says in a very Tuxedo Masky kind of way. "If it feels right with both parts of your heart then do it, but don't let hormones cloud your vision and make you do something you'll regret."
"Regret? She's been having a three-person relationship behind their backs!" Usagi says. "Just do it."
"Usagi-chan…"
"Hey, that's what Rei-chan told me when I was debating whether to give you my virginity or not," Usagi says with a shrug.
I snort. Yeah. That was a very fun conversation. Ami looked like she wanted the world to swallow her whole (though by the marks I saw on Makoto's body just now she's probably the freakiest out of all of us. It's always the silent ones.) Makoto was being sensible and talking about pros and cons of waiting and not waiting, and Minako was saying 'he's your soulmate, what's to think about?' Though I'm pretty sure she was talking more to me. Then I just blurt out, 'For fuck sake just do it Usagi!'
She did. Obviously.
Mamoru let out an audible sigh. "Meanwhile I was debating it for friggin years."
"Years!" Usagi shrieked, then a louder one yet, "Wait? Debating! What's there to DEBATE MAMORU!"
Ah crap, I gotta go. Mamoru is defending himself like wild as I bolt out of their room and straight to the last ones of our group. We're not really close enough for this type of conversation but fuck it, I'm out of options.
I knock on the door and Michiru answers promptly. She's naked. As usual. That girl has no sense of modesty at all, even in front of Mamoru and Yuuichirou, much to Usagi's displeasure. "Hiya Rei-chan, what brings you here?"
I avert my eyes from her hard nipples and say, "I need some advice." Wait, why are her nipples full of chocolate. Oh God.
Michiru smirks. "Haruka loves dark chocolate."
I feel my face flush. "That is not why I'm here!"
"You're here cause you're debating on whether you want to have a threesome or not."
What the fu—
"We can hear Usagi screeching from here Rei-san," Haruka says stepping up behind Michiru also naked. She's the same when it comes to modesty, though she's more reserved around the guys.
"Ah shit…"
"You're in quite a dilemma," Michiru says with a small nod.
"Yes, I don't know what to do," Rei says. "I don't want to ruin our love."
Haruka snorts. "That is not the dilemma here."
I tilt my head to the side. "It's not."
"Nope," Haruka says popping the 'p' of the word extra loud. "The problem is that you have no control over the situation."
"Hai," Michiru says in agreement. "You have two people who are head over heels in love with you and willing to do absolutely anything for you and they're controlling you like a puppet."
"You shouldn't even be debating this," Haruka says a bit annoyed. "Get your ass back in that room and fuck the shit out of them."
"You fuck them, not the other way around," Michiru says.
Oh Kami that's hot. They're right. They want me, they're giving themselves to me. And hell yeah I'm gonna take it.
Michiru smirks. "We have extra chocolate if you need it."
I snort. "Offer it to Ami-chan and Mako-chan, they might use it."
Haruka laughs aloud and Michiru nearly squeals, "fucking finally."
I leave them laughing as I bolt back to my room like Artemis flees the scene when Luna is in heat. I burst into the room and Yuuichirou and Minako are standing there, in the exact same position I left them.
"On your knees both of you," I say in a dark tone.
Yuuichirou plops down without hesitation and Minako looks at me a bit surprised.
I step right close to her, my lips inches from hers. "Did. I. Fucking. Stutter?"
I feel more than see Minako's body shudder and then she's on her knees right in front of me.
"Is he hard?" I say to Minako.
Mina reaches for Yuuichirou and grips his crotch. "Hai," she says.
"Yuu?"
Yuuichirou reaches over to Minako and slips his hand under her skirt. His face turns beet red as he pulls his hand away. "H-hai," he groans lifting his sticky hand up.
"Mina-chan," I say stepping even closer to her, my crotch right in her face. "Am I wet?"
Minako groans and tears open my robe. I grip by the hair hard and tug her back.
"Calm the fuck down or Yuu-chan will check."
Minako's breathing is hard and heavy. Heavier than I've ever seen even after our worst battles. Her hands are trembling so much as she tugs down my underwear and lets out a low moan. "Hai Rei-chan, so, so, much."
"How does it taste?"
Minako leans forward with a groan and licks up my slit. The pleasure courses up my legs in waves and I nearly topple over. Damn her tongue has a love me chain of its own.
I manage to speak above the tingling that has taken over my body. "Yuu-chan, behind me."
Yuuichirou crawls behind me, seemingly not needing further instruction. He's a lot smarter than her looks. His big hands grip my buttcheeks and spread them apart. I let out a long cry when I feel his tongue pressing against my tight butthole. He presses against it, swirls around it and Minako keeps going in those damn circles, over and over and over…and over…and o-over…and…ohhh fuck!
My body caves. I'm trembling and shaking with the orgasm that washes over me. The biggest orgasm I've ever had in my life.
They both catch me together and I want to squeal with joy. I've never felt so…well complete. I can't get enough. I want more!
I shove Minako hard onto the ground and tear her underwear out from under her teddy. I think that's what this thing is. It's fucking flimsy. I don't give a shit it fulfills my purposes now.
Minako moans out of control as her legs hook on top of my shoulders and she's breathing so hard her back keeps arching off the ground. I bring my hand forward and shove two fingers into her hard. They go in so easily and Minako is groaning loudly.
I glance back at Yuuicihrou who slid off his pants and boxers at some point and is stroking his erection. Mm, so fucking hard and big for me. "Come here," I pant as my fingers slow to a tortuous pace inside Minako.
Of course my blonde bombshell lets out this high pitched whine and I want to laugh. Yuuichirou crawls up beside me and I reach out, gripping him by the buttcheek and pulling him towards me. I wrap my lips around his hardness and take the whole thing in. He groans loudly and place one hand on my head. I suck him hard until he loses it and starts thrusting himself into my mouth. He's gentle even though I can feel his cock twitching in my mouth ready to explode.
"Rei fuck me please!" Minako's cry makes me release Yuuichirou with a loud pop.
"Same to you Yuu-chan," I mutter as I start moving my fingers faster in and out of Minako's sopping wet pussy. I move my head down and wrap my lips around her clit. I suck on it hard, not letting Minako even catch her breath. My fingers are moving fast and she's gripping onto my black locks so hard it feels like they're about to be ripped off my head.
Just when I thought it couldn't get better Yuuichirou enters me. His cock fills my pussy so good in doggy style, his hands grip my hips hard and I hear him groan so loud. He's desperate. He's close to the edge and he doesn't want to leave me behind. He thrusts his hips hard, harder than he's ever done in the two years we've been together.
I react by biting down on Minako's clit. The reaction is a loud cry and a trembling body. Minako is cumming. And she's cumming hard.
Yuuchirou thrusts faster and harder. It feels like he's going to rip me apart but I love it. I want more. I want it harder! Faster! Yes!
Minako's hands are on my head pulling my hair. I can barely register her voice screaming out, "Enough! Rei! Please! I'm sensitive! P-please!"
Yuuichirou groans louder and he moves faster, he's so deep inside me and I feel him everywhere. Everything happens all at once in nearly an instant. Minako lets out a shrill cry of desperation as she cums again, even harder than the first time and I feel Yuuichirou releasing himself into me. My body starts convulsing out of control and a cry rips from my throat.
Yuuichirou pushes away suddenly and I gasp. Something is happening. Something I've never felt before. My hips buck downward into Minako and I feel hot liquid gushing out of me so hard it makes a splattering sound on the floor. My body jerks out of control, my legs and arms are flailing and Minako grips my arms to try to relax me.
Whimpers escape my throat as I feel Yuuichirou gripping my legs, pinning them down. I shake for nearly an entire minute before I collapse, spent onto Minako's chest. Minako hugs me to her bosom, caressing my hair. Yuuichirou lies beside Minako and gently strokes my back.
This is it. This is what it's supposed to be like for me. It may seem unorthodox and totally taboo, but this what I need to be complete. I need both parts of my heart to be sated, and now I know how it feels.
…
To say that breakfast was awkward would've been an understatement. Michiru and Haruka kept smirking at everyone, Usagi was still pissed at Mamoru who was sulking, and Ami didn't really look her normal color since she was red the whole time and wouldn't make eye contact with Makoto. And here I am sitting in between Minako and Yuuichirou like nothing happened.
It feels weird to keep secrets from the other senshi. Makoto and Ami are obviously keeping their tryst secret and I…well how do I tell everyone I'm in a dedicated, committed relationship with two people? One man and one woman. Both of whom are my closest friends.
I guess blurting seems to be my thing as of late.
"I'm in a relationship with Yuu-chan and Mina-chan."
Everyone's eyes are on us. Usagi grins. "Ah you did it!"
"See even Rei had to think about it a little," Mamoru says with a sigh.
Usagi growls at him but Makoto intervenes before she can wail at him. "Did what?"
Michiru smirks and Haruka says carelessly, "have a threesome with them."
Ami nearly chokes on her water and Makoto snorts. "Finally at the same time? I was getting tired of the back and forth."
Shit! Did everyone know about that?
Minako nods. "Me too."
"Me three," Yuuichirou adds.
"Mako-chan and I…" Ami hesitates. We all wait silently. It's very hard for Ami to feel these things. Until she met Makoto she considered herself Asexual. It came as a great shock that both her human and Senshi heart started having sexual urges when before there hadn't been anything resembling desire.
Makoto smiles and nods in encouragement. Ami doesn't say anything more, she just grips Makoto's hand and gives it a gentle kiss. The gesture is so sweet that I'm envious. None of our relationships are like that. I guess we're all different.
Haruka and Michiru bask in their indifference never even telling each other how they feel but always knowing it. Usagi consumed with irrational jealousy, but mostly just a deep set fear that she'll lose Mamoru because it had happened too many times before. Minako, Yuuichirou, and I, lovers taken over by passion that consumes us like flames to the point where rationality is not an option. Then there's Ami and Makoto. Sweet, gentle. Like a delicate rose. But in the privacy of comfort they're wild and free. That big ass hickey on Makoto's neck proves that.
"Nice bruise you got there," Haruka teases pointing to Makoto's neck.
Ami's red again and we're all laughing.
