I decided to write this out of thoughts and what not. It is kinda personal to me but yeah it is. I just decided to use Jassmine to do this idea. I can picture her fatherless.
I own nothing. Not a thing. Just my thoughts and would you guys please stop leaving me alone with them!
I remeber looking around and being younger. All the other girls had a father. I didn't. Where was my dad? Why wasn't he around like all the other dads? These thoughts would fill my mind over and over. Me just wondering about these things. To little to get an answer and old enough to wonder and care. Where is my dad?
I just blocked it out as the years went by. Not thinking about it and just having it rarely slip into my mind. Funny when it did. I'd once even asked Santa for info on my dad. Strange that I wanted that.
I'd block it out. Just came to the concluesion that my dad just up and lefted one day. He didn't love me. I mean why else would he just leave? Not even send a card. A note. Just leave photos that would fade into my memory. Why else would he leave me? He must not love me.
Years pass and I would grow. Thing changing and my mind leaving the topic out for debate. Until one day. I couldn;'t take seeing those eyes of his on my face! I couldn't take seeing his hair on my head! I had to know! Where was my daddy?
"Mama?" I asked.
My mother tunred around. " Yes Jassmine?"
I took a big gulp. My stomach was uneasy. " What happened to my father? Did he just leave?"
My mom's eys grow wide. Is she about to cry? "No! He loved you very much!"
Now that I'm older I know what happened. I know where my dad is. Why he is gone. But only one thing doesn't seem fair to me. Why did this have to happen? Why could I have been a daddy's girl like all my friends where?
Yes Yes it is awful but you people deal with it! I wanted to give Junko some love and this is the best I can do so please be nice and review!
