I dont own Victorious
I smiled at my handsome boyfriend who was standing opposite me talking to Andre and Robbie. He smiled back, and swept a hand through his gorgeous hair. There were so many things I loved about him, his comforting arms that wrapped around me on bad days, his unique smell of aftershave and shampoo that filled my nose and made my heart beat a little faster, his big hands that my smaller hands seemed to fit perfectly in, his soft gentle kisses, or his full-on, make you wanna scream make-out sessions, his light touches that made my skin scorch and his understanding laid-back personality. Being with him was like breathing, natural and easy. Sure we had had some minor fights, but we always apologized to each other before the day came to an end. We just got on so well together, his face was the first and last that popped into my thoughts each day. I know people say that there boyfriends or husbands are there everything, but I mean it, he is my everything. He is the first person I want to tell good news to, or the first person I want to talk to when something bad happens, I need to and want to be around him every day, and every kiss we share feels like the best I've ever had. I have had a few boyfriends in the past, but none of them came anywhere close to the way he made me feel. When we touched electricity coursed through my veins, when we kissed my mind went into this pleasurable fuzzy mess, his voice still made me go weak in the knees, and whenever I spoke to him I still got those butterflies in my stomach. Sometimes people would ask me how I got so lucky to get him, and I'd reply, 'I have no idea'.
I was brought back to reality by him calling my name, "Tori? Hello? Anyone there?"
I shook my head and smiled at him, "Sorry, just thinking. What were you saying?"
He smiled back and offered me his hand, "Want to dance?"
I looked at him with fake shock, "Me? Dance! I don't dance." I joked.
He chuckled one of his sexy throat chuckles, "Okay, fine by me, I'll just go ask that cute blond over there." He teased pointed at some random girl.
"Pftt! No way buddy!" I grabbed his hand and pulled him onto our second annual Prome dance floor. A slow song started and he wrapped his arms around my waist and brought me so close that I could taste his breath on my tongue. I snaked my arms around his neck and leaned my head on his shoulder. We just swayed to the beat of the music, enjoying being in each others arms. When the song ended we pulled away just enough so I could touch his lips with mine softly. He deepened the kiss a bit before pulling away and planting a kiss on my cheek. Suddenly a very familiar song played over the loud speakers. I recognized my voice singing the first song I had written by myself.
"Hey, isn't this your song?" he asked me.
"No, it's our song." I said simply.
He had a very confused look on his face, "Our? I don't remember writing it."
I blushed a little, "It was before we started dating, I kind of, well, um, wrote it to you."
He smiled, "Makes sense. I remember you writing it and the day you sung it…"
*flashback*
Here I was running around, trying to come up with a song for my song writing class, this time Andre couldn't help me. Its not that he didn't want to, he couldn't, he was practically swamped with work for this terms musical. When I asked him how to write a song, he told me it had to come from my heart, and that I needed inspiration. Easy, enough right? Nope not when you have no inspiration. And plus things were pretty hectic in my little social life at the moment, Beck had dumped Jade for some mystery reason, and by Beck doing that he single-handedly signed my death warrant. I tried to stay out of Jade-zillas war path, but it was pretty difficult. She had blamed me for her break-up, and had accused me for being the mystery reason for Becks sudden change of heart. Apparently I had tempted Beck with my flirtatious hair flicking and my annoying bubbly personality- her words not mine. I mean I had always found Beck attractive, sweet, sensitive, awesome, amazing, - wait stop my train of thoughts, is it just me or did my thoughts become strange? I mean Beck is a friend and nothing more, right! My strange thoughts were interrupted by the boy himself, as he plonked down next to me, and looked at my empty music sheets.
"Nothing yet?"
"Nope. Nada. Zip. I've run dry." I tried to look him in the eyes but I just couldn't, due to the thoughts that I had recently thought.
"When is it due?"
"Oh, only next month, but I want to get it done because I'm in the musical." Okay you must be thinking if it's only due in a month, why am I freaking out? Well you see I have this thing where I need to get everything sorted out before I forget to do them…
"You still have time. Chill Tori, you'll get it done." He playfully ruffled my hair, which made me go all weak and wobbly at the knees.
"Listen, do you want to hang out after school,"
I cut him off, "I don't think that's a good idea if I value my life, Beck"
He looked hurt, and then put on his best puppy-dog face, a face he had learnt I can't resist.
"Fine, Beck, Fine." I gave in, can you blame me?
Over the next few weeks Beck and I had been hanging out a lot, we had become really close, talking on the phone until late at night about stupid things. And my feelings for Beck had really grown, I saw him in a new light, a sort of soft romantic light. I realized just how happy he made me feel, and I often found myself daydreaming about kisses and his arms around my waist. I just couldn't figure out how he felt, I had been dropping a few hints here and there, like an accidental brush of our hands, or much more intimate hugs, but for the love of me I couldn't get any sort of reaction out of him, that is when I had decided what my song was going to be about my feelings for him, hopefully he wouldn't get confused and think they were meant for another boy.
I was busy going over the words of my song in my head, when Beck came up behind me and rested his hand on my shoulder. "Everything will be fine."
I was just about to reply to him when a flustered looking man grabbed me by my arm and pushed me onto the stage. I gave him a weird look, walked over to the microphone and spoke into it, "Hey I'm Tori and this song is for someone, its called crush." As I said those words, I spotted Beck in the crowd and looked my eyes on his, he gave me a smile and a thumbs up, the music started and I started to sing.
I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I've just got to know
[chorus:]
Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we could be?
Where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath
when I look at you?
Are you holding back
Like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going
Away
Going away
Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging,
Spending time, boy, are we just friends?
Is there more?
Is there more? (Is there more)
See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this
Into something that'll last
Last forever
Forever
[chorus]
Why do I keep running from the truth?
(Why do I keep running)
All I ever think about is you
(All I ever think about)
You got me hypnotized
(Hypnotized)
So mesmerized
(mesmerized)
And I've just got to know
Do you ever think (ever think)
When your all alone (all alone)
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go (goooo)
Am I crazy or falling in love, (crazy)
Is this real or just another crush (another crush)
Do you catch a breath,
When I look at you,
Are you holding back,
Like the way I do,
Cause' I'm tryin tryin to walk away,
But I know this crush aint' going
Away (this crush ain't)
Going away (goin' away)
Going away (when you're all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go (going awayyyy)
Going away
I finished my song and looked at Beck, who had a sort of look on his face as if he just realized something.
*end flashback*
The song ended and Beck brought his lips back to mine. He broke apart after a second and asked, "So is this real or just another crush?"
I chuckled and gave him a quick kiss, "Beck Oliver, I am totally and utterly in love with you." It was the first time I had told him I loved him. I knew I did, my feelings for Beck were way past a simple crush, I needed him like I needed oxygen to survive, without him I wouldn't be me, there was parts of me that I didn't know of and Beck helped bring them out, he completed me, I really feel as if he is my soul mate as if we were meant to be. His personality matched mine so well and we practically shone together, wherever we went people would compliment us on being the 'perfect' couple. I know things about Beck that no one , not even Jade knows about, like how he gets so nervous before an audition that he cant even sleep the night before, and so many other things. Beck is definitely one of the things I can't live without, if I could I would give my heart to him, because I know he will keep it safe.
He smiled my favorite smile, one full of mischief, happiness and a slight tinge of cockiness, "I love you too, Tori Vega, my heart is yours forever and always." He leaned in and gave me one of his make you wanna scream kisses, my head quickly turning into an enjoyable fuzzy mess.
Hey so this is my new story, it could either be a one-shot, or prehaps a multi-chap, where we see various memories of Beck and Toris relationship such as their first kiss, date etc. Just tell me what you want.
I cant update until next week, coz I'm going on a school camp, but when I come back there better be 5 review or more or else I'm not gonna update and keep this as a one-shot.
Becksgirl out! =]
