Disclaimer: I tried to own it, really I did, but they wouldn't give me a chance. /sigh

Summary: A series of poems of the life of Remus, from when he was bitten. *Slightly* AU, full warnings inside.

Author's note: This has been in my mind for a long while now, so I decided to do it right after my exams, which is today by the way. You do NOT want to know how hard the Maths test was.. and people claim it was easy! .. okay, I digress.

The point is, this fanfiction is a series of poems. It starts from the night he was bitten, to.. wherever my imagination takes me. But rest assured that I will not abandon this; it's my first multi-chaptered fic and it IS poetry after all! I love poetry. Heh. This fic would probably be more than ten chapters or so.

Warnings: AU. It is not known when Remus is bitten, so I just chose the age of three. I know, I'm so cruel. /sigh
This may seem unbelievable, since he is after all, only three years old- how can he think such coherent and structured thoughts? But hey, it's fanfiction, and I have to tell you the story in poetry form in some way other than baby babble. So I just try to fit in some hints of child innocence, so that it might 'suit his age'. (But really, you'd think an eleven year old was thinking this.. argh.) I'm sorry! I really am!
Character Death. I'm very evil, aren't I. Darn. I guess quite a lot of characters die. Some are minor, and some cause him to be very very emo for days.

Things changed; 1. Mr Lupin is prejudiced. This is obviously AU and noncanon as in the books, he and Mrs Lupin and tried everything they could to find a cure. 2. Since no one knows their blood status, Mr and Mrs Lupin are assumed to be halfbloods in this story. 3. I changed the way Remus was bitten. According to wiki, Greyback bit Remus when Mr Lupin had insulted him. 4. In the wiki, it is said that Moony's parents were unsure of the safety Hogwarts promised, but in here Mrs Lupin was entirely sure.

That's all, I guess. Future warnings will be placed in future chapters, if any. Please do read and review!

~RL~

My name is Remus Lupin
and I am only three
Today something had happened
And now my parents don't love me

I was walking in the backyard
On the night of the full moon
Today something had happened
That ended my life so soon

This scary monster saw me
Then it leaped at me and bit
Then my parents came to see me
and then Dad got into a fit

He paced the room for hours
His face so full of pain
I sat there alone and crying
While Mom looked at me in disdain

I sobbed and cried in my room
Hugging my little toy
My little toy, my only friend
Since I was a little boy

My parents never hugged me
They never kissed or smiled
They looked at me with those eyes
Those eyes hated this child
.

They'd never hit or slap me
They would just merely stare
Stare with that silent look
As if to disobey, I'd dare

I hate myself, I really do
I hate it for who I really am
An ugly werewolf, inside of me
A Dark creature people condemn

I hate myself, I really do
It took only one night
One night to change my life
Forever, with just one bite

I dread tomorrow, everyday
because tomorrow, nothing is new
Just the same- no love but hate
No one save a precious few

No one dared to talk to me
No one dared to touch
No one dared to befriend me
I guess they don't like me much

Oh how I'd love to be like them
Those kids from the house next door
So carefree, innocent and full of life
While from the full moon, I start to go sore

So now I'm known as the boy next door
The boy who everyone hates
the boy who lived yet was better off dead
The boy we look at with distaste

So here I am, alone in my room
With paper and a pencil
I start to sketch a life I'd have
A life I'd never fulfill

My name is Remus Lupin
And I am only three
Today something had happened
Now my parents don't love me

~RL~

Well there you have it. The first chapter. I already have the second chapter up and ready to be uploaded, but I won't unless I get a handful of reviews! So do review. I'd gladly appreciate it. And if you're interested in more of my poems, there is a link on my profile to my Poems-and-Quotes account, where I post my poems. Do check them out and leave a comment if you're willing to. Thanks for reading!

Now review or I shall remove the Earth's oxygen supply to power up my chocolate-creating machine.