A/n Arielle here I'm posting my very first fanfic hope you like it!!!!!!!!!! Disclaimer: I do not own twilight

BPOV

I woke up Thursday morning with sheets bundled around me and turned to find a note instead of my perfect god like husband to be, ugh I groaned inwardly at the thought but overall I knew that it was what I wanted to do no matter how much marriage disgusted me he just made the idea seem so perfect. Reluctantly I opened the note to find his perfect hand writing:

My dear Bella
I haven't hunted in a while so I shall be gone for the reminder of the day I will see you tomorrow
be safe

Love Edward

Be safe those very words that bring up those horrible memories of the time he left me. I shoved those thoughts aside that's the last thing I needed to think about when I'm going to have an Edward-less day. I dragged myself out of bed, grabbed my toiletries and slowly made my way to the bathroom. I turned on the shower to hot water full blast it woke me up a bit more and relaxed my tense muscles. After getting dressed in my usual jean, t-shirt attire, brushing my teeth and putting my hair in a messy ponytail I rushed down the stairs only to fall flat on my face. Great just what I needed, but I'm used to it considering I'm the most clumsy person on the face of the planet, I sighed got up and checked for bruises once I was clear I ate my daily cereal and milk without really tasting it. I washed my bowl and headed out to the car. It has been so long! I looked around then started the engine the roar of the engine made me jump I laughed inwardly at my self then backed out. Today was a rare nice day in the rainy small town of Forks I took my time driving and enjoying the scenery just thinking about how peaceful and content I was even if the love of my life wasn't next to me. It was one of those price-less drives where nothing can go wrong or you see in movies. I parked my car in the school lot and took my time walking to class I took a seat towards the back near the window where I could just day dream to pass by the time. As the teacher droned on in a lecture I thought about what being a vampire would be like only to be interrupted by Angela softly tapping me to tell me that the period was over I thanked her and walked to my next class dazed before I knew it lunch was here.

"Bella over here" I heard someone call I turned around

"Oh hey Angela what's up?" I asked

"Just wondering if you wanted to sit with me and Ben? I noticed Edward wasn't here today" my heart leapt at the sound of his name

"Oh sure where will we sit" I said looking around for possible empty spots we could sit in "we are sitting outside is that okay? She said

"Yea, sure let me just get my Lunch I will meet you there"

I went to the line and just got a sprite. I walked out and found Angela sitting at a table under a tree I walked up to her and asked where Ben was

"He had homework to finish so he went to the library" I sat down

"So how have things been going" I asked

"Great but I'm so over loaded with homework that I haven't been out much"

"Yea I understand"

We talked on random subjects for the rest of lunch. Angela was really easy to talk to she wasn't nosey and doesn't tell your secrets in truth she's probably the only real friend I have in the school. I rushed to my next class after that the rest of the day went by in a blur at the last bell as I was rushing to my car Mike Newton called

"Hey Bella wait up"

I ignored him and kept going I really wasn't in the mood for talking with him right now. I quickly slammed my door shut started the car and backed out as quickly as possible without causing an accident. On the drive home I thought about what I could do to busy myself, Edward wouldn't be back till tomorrow afternoon and I needed a distraction. When I walked through the door I busied myself with cleaning the house from top to bottom, cooked dinner for Charlie then went upstairs dropped in my bed falling into a dreamless sleep.

"Bella wake up, Bella" I heard someone say as they attempted poke me out of sleep.

"Oh Charlie what's wrong?" I said in some what of a hazy state

Charlie must have taken this as me being sick because he gave me a worried look and felt my forehead

"You should probably stay home you don't sound to good, did something happen? You went to sleep early yesterday and I didn't want to wake you"

"No I was just really tired" I said lazily

"Ok, well get better I'll be working late call the station if you need anything, bye Bells"

"Bye dad" I said as he was closing the door.

I went back into my much favored dream-less sleep.

I awoke around five grabbed my toiletries and went to the bathroom feeling very refreshed I took a long hot shower, brushed my teeth, and did my hair. I decided to wear a simple suede sweat suit Alice had bought me; it was blue Edward's favorite color on me. Wrote a note on the fridge just in case Charlie came back before me and headed out to the Cullen's. Edward should be back by now. I pulled into the Cullen drive way eager to see my family. I ran to the front door and opened it. Surprisingly no one was in the "living" room. I heard giggling and muffled talking I walked quietly up the stairs toward the sound. The sound became clearer as I neared Edwards's room.

"Oh Alice I love you so much"

That voice sounded like my Edwards but it just must be jasper I wonder what they could be doing in Edwards's room

"OH GOD YES!!!" I heard Alice moan loudly.

That's it I've heard enough I don't want to see my sister and her husband in such a position on Edwards bed, I would have to warn him later to change the bed before the honeymoon. I slowly and quietly went down the stairs so as not to disturb them. I just might come back in about an hour. As I closed the door behind me I heard my name.

"Hey Bella" I looked and saw jasper and was utterly shocked.

"NO!" I said my eyes pooled with tears I was to speechless to answer a very confused jasper.

How could he do this to me after all we've been through, the hole in my chest began to form I clutched my sides in agony. My emotions were too much for jasper to handle, right now I felt sorry for the pain I caused jasper but I just couldn't stop. He was on the floor dry sobbing right along with me; his feeble attempts to calm me did nothing.

"BELLA!! What's wrong?"

I raced up stairs hoping there's some other explanation

"BELLA! Wait" I ignored jaspers calls as he began to follow

But when I opened Edwards's door it was all to clear they were in a very compromising position. I ignored the fact that my best friend and fiancé were completely nude walked right up to the bed took off my ring and handed it to him.

"Goodbye Edward, goodbye Alice" I said no longer sobbing but very angry, I heard a growl from behind and knew that jasper understood what caused my break down

JPOV

I was driving home from my monthly weekend getaway which was thought up by the family just so I can feel no one else's emotion but my own for a change. I just called the others every ones out except Alice I don't know about Edward because I prefer not to disturb him while he's hunting, but I hope its just Alice I wanted to have some alone time before the others got back. As I pulled in to the drive way I saw Bella coming out of the house.

"Hey Bella" I said she was shocked at first, a little distraught then realization struck her face as the tears fell but I wasn't prepared for what I felt next A great amount of confusion, anger, agony, and pain.

"NO!" she said her emotions going haywire as she clutched her sides as if to keep from falling apart. I was on the floor rolling in pain. What was going on, what did I do?

I tried calming her but the emotions were far too great to handle.

"BELLA! What's wrong?

She ignored me and ran up stairs as I was following be hind her I felt a tinge of hope

"BELLA" I kept calling I would've ran but these emotions were holding me down

I got upstairs in time to hear;

"Goodbye Edward, goodbye Alice"

When I saw what was going on I growled menacingly. How dare they, did they even think about whom they were hurting? Why didn't I see this coming?

I had a lot of questions and they were going to be answered today!!!

How's that for my first time. PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!