Hey everyone!

I'm excited for this story. lol only my second (1st didnt turn out so well ^^;;) so please dont burn me alive with flames. XD

Ok, so i no some of you might not the fact that i messed with the edwardxbella love.

but hey, this makes it funner XD

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Twilight characters or Twilight in general. All rights reserved to Stephanie Meyer (except i reserve the rights to this fanfic ^_^)

And with that, on with the fanfiction!!!

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JPOV

Getting up early on Monday morning I sigh at all the love and happiness filling the house.

'Can't they keep their feelings to themselves?' By the time I'm dressed and hunted for lack of anything else to do, people are starting to greet the day and come downstairs.

"Good morning Jasper. How was your night?" Carlisle asks me, as he reaches for the newpaper. "Just like any other night, dad. monotonous" He sighs but before he has a chance for another to say a word, Esme my mother for all intensive purposes is behind me.

"Dear, we just want you to be happy"

As she sits down at the kitchen table beside Carlisle, Alice and Emmett on her left with Edward, Rosalie and me on her right.

Emmett holds in a laugh, "Yes, Jassy, we just want you..get..laid!" He bursts out laughing, Esme and Alice give him cold looks making Edward chuckle along with him.

I glare and turn the mood down to boring. After a few moments, Esme and Carlisle stand together, jeez.

"We just wanted to say that we're very proud of all of you, and that we wish you luck on your first day of school, again"

Esme smiles as she finishes her little announcement, as we got ready to leave. The girls took Rosalie's sports car while we jammed into Edward's Volvo.

"So, Edward how are things with Rosalie?" I ask borededl as he starts the engine.

"Wonderful, it's just hard keeping up with her..:" I must have had the confused,what-are- you- talking- about looks on my face because Edwards feelings get all awkward and tense as he most likely figured out a way to tell me what he meant. Not one car has passed us as we drive down this quiet road.

"Edward, I know what you're talking about."

"But you haven't yet!!" Emmett hollows from the back seat. "Shut up" Smiling to myself I sprinkle Emmett mood with an overload of sensitivity.

Momentarily he begins spilling his pyhsical needs, Alice's non-desire to do it as much as him, what they talk about. I swear he would have cried if he could have.

Note to self: NEVER make Emmett sensitive again.

We all new our classes ahead of time, it pays to have money (no pun intended) so as we sauntered inside, we bid adieu and made our way to the first class of the semester.

Seeing as I haven't taken Bio in..awhile, I decided to add it to my course list again.

Moving inside, I noticed no one was here, except . He smiles in my direction as he realizes hes not alone anymore 'Did he gain weight? Doesn't matter, not my buissnes' Moving to a table away from the windows I sit and wait for the bell to ring.

Slowly, after around 10 or so minutes, people begin shuffling in,

I really hate the first day of school for this reason, all the happy-excited emotions. I know they can't help it, but not only are they giddy but they also smell....so good. I stare ahead, glaring, as I shift through the mornings events to get my mind off the humans.

When she walked in, my god. Holding my breath, I waited angrily as she walked into the room and asked where she should sit..

'No!' She was walking straight towards me, I grasp my hands into fists and keep my jaw locked. 'I can do this she's just a weak, human girl'

I reassure myself. But as she sits down, and her scent whorls around me I almost finished her off.

Frustrated with myself, I glare at her.

Hard.

She caught my eye contact and dropped her gaze quickly, proceeded to hide her face from my view with her hair. Scowling, I tore a sheet of paper from my binder and began jotting down notes. (The same notes I have taken more than a hundred times)

BRING!

Smoothly I jump out of my chair in one movement and grab up my binder and notes in the other.

The next second, I'm out the door before anyone else has gotten up.

Growling to myself I jog out of the school and to my car. However, before I even make it to the shadow of the car, Edward steps in my way.

We stare each other down for a few moments, I decide to break the silence "What is it?" He does not respond right away but looks at me with a expression of fatigue. "Only the fact that your so attracted to her ..."

I hiss at him angrily, wanting to tear him to pieces. He waits calmly until I finished my mind attack, then continues speaking, "To her blood that your senses of right and wrong are being clouded"

I stare at him exasperated, "I know this, so why the hell aren't you letting me go then?"

"Will you just listen?" He responds tiredly.

"Even if you did hunt for weeks and weeks while you were away, when you came back the effect that she has on you now will only increase. I understand your thinking behind wanting to leave, however.."

"Edward, dammit. I almost killed her.. I was so freaking close.. " Shuddering to myself,I dropped to my knees and sighed I felt Edward pat my back softly.

"I understand" He told me. I noticed Edward gaze back at the school then his eyes found mine again as he spoke, "Perhaps we should take the rest of the day off" I agree internally as

he slide into his Volvo, I sat in the passenger seat.

"And it definitely doesn't help that your still new to being a vegetarian" He continues jokily as he starts the engine. Nodding softly, I slouch down and look out my window.

"Jasper...." Pity. "Edward, will you just stop? I know I'm not as strong with my willpower as the others, I understand. I don't need you to tell me to try harder or face my fears.. you have no clue. Sure, everyone's blood smells delicious to me, but she is just so much more tempting...."

Stupid secretary, if she only transferred me then I might not be planning to...A bump in the road stopped my train of thought. I glanced at Edward, he usually drives very smoothly.

He chuckled and replied after a few moments.

"Yes, I know Jasper, I know your trying your hardest. And although yes,

I have killed many in my newborn years, I haven't yet found the type of temptation

you describe so painfully, yet you have to push against your desire. And in doing that act,

you will have grown a little stronger. I can guarantee it."

I didn't feel like saying a thing so I just toned the mood of the car to that of quiet and contemplative. He didn't fight against it and just let his thoughts wrap around him as he drove us home.

I stretch and hunker down into a crouch in front of Edward as we finally made it back home. He knew what was on my mind instantly and crouched as well. Snarls and hisses escaped our fanged lips, within seconds I tackled Edward to the ground. Kicking me hard he managed to throw me to a nearby tree, breaking it in half .

It's always a bigger challenge fighting with Edward, which is why I enjoy it.

He smiles, "That all you got?"

I raise an eyebrow and shake my head, keeping my eye contact with Edward firm. "Of course not." Brushing none existent lint of his clothing, he waits. I growl angrily, he shouldn't underestimate me.

Hearing my thoughts, he looks up and raises an eyebrow, "I'm not I simply know what your planning to do as soon as the thought enters your mind"

Smiling devilishly as he finishes.. "Not to mention I'm ultimately faster than you"

I could see the playfulness in his stance and his mood was not aggressive, however my mood shifted from relaxed to anger, immediately I lunged, pinning him to the ground and opened my mouth to his jugular.

"Wow, I didn't even hear you." Swiftly I got up and replied, "It was all instinctual. No thought."

"Eddy!"Rosalie cried from the house, "Would you please stop playing with Jasper!" Sighing he called back, "Rose, you don't need to yell. A thought will suffice. Is there anything you needed?"

Within a few moments she was standing delicately on the balcony, each hand on the railing as she stared down at us.

"Yes, I need help choosing something to where!" I saw a mischievous shimmer in her eyes.. I knew what she was thinking even without reading her mind. Sex, the woman was an addict. Edward chuckled, "Yes. Yes" He answered, agreeing to both of us.

He turned back to me and I agreed internally. 'I might as well come, nothing else to do around here.' He nodded and we walked back to the house together.

As soon as we entered the house Rose ran towards Edward and kissed him lovingly. 'Fine, but if she thinks I'm upping up the lust like last time, she's dead wrong'

This time Edward laughed out loudly and Rosalie looked at him curiously "Just something Jasper thought" She looked at me boredly, "Oh, Jasper..your still here are you?" She was dropping the hint that she wanted me to leave but whatever, I'll act dumb. "Yeah, and so are you."

She glared and moved in front of Edward as I sat on the couch and opened a magazine, "Don't you have somewhere else to be? School perhaps?"

I rolled my eyes, "Why aren't you?"

"I didnt go" She didn't have a response for this, she merely humphed and sat down next to me, I glanced at Edward and noticed he was watching with amusement. "Listen here, I don't need you to be here as I...."

"Seduce Edward?

I wouldn't dream of it. I was just close to ripping a girl to pieces and drinking her...delicious.."

Edward cleared his throat. "The point is, he was helping me out and I thought you would allow the same.. "

She stopped my talking with her hand.

"Jasper we all know your not very strong, why is it such a big deal that you have to interrupt me and..Eddy"

I growled and after a few moments I composed myself, smirked and gave her heaps of remorse and regret.

"Oh jasper, I-I'm soo sorry"

I looked at her, her eyes were all shiny and lip was quivering. 'Heh, she might actually cry' Edward glared at me, I shrugged.

"Do you..forgive me?" She sounded desperate so why not humor her? I nodded and pulled off all the remorse from her mood.

"Jasper that is so pathetic.."

"Yes it is, that I have to force fake emotions down your throat so that you could feel remorse and regretful. I feel sorry for you" And with that I marched out of the house, slamming the door behind me hard. I felt the knob fall into my hands.

God. I needed to leave and clear my head. I pulled out my keys and was about to unlock my car when I heard a voice.

"Jasper?"

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