Over and Over

Song Fic

Disclaimer: I own plot and story characters NOT lyrics

**NOTE: this is how I feel right now**

Lyrics:

I feel it everyday, it's all the sameIt brings me down but I'm no one to blameI've tried everything to get away

Story:

I walked along the small beach. Where I live there isn't anyone in this world I could relate to. Except for him. Yep that's right. Him. Tom (real name not to be revealed). He was the one I confided to until that day he started to treat me like crap.

Lyrics:

So here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do this?Story:

He told me to fuck off and get an HIV. (though his English sucks that would be just to get HIV. Hun) Now there isn't anyone to talk to except myself. Why do you hate me life.

Lyrics:

Over and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not to

Story:

Now I feel dead and I can't do anything. He hates me and I know it. And I guess that's why I'm ignoring him. He won't do anything but hate me when he understands why.

Lyrics:

It feels like everyday stays the sameIt's dragging me downAnd I can't pull away

Story:

So now as I write this I can't come to understand why. Why he hates me and why I can't just be a normal girl. Why can't I pull away from my life. To do suicide

Lyrics:

So here I go againChasing you down againWhy do I do this?

Story:

So now here I go. I'm going to this. No I'm not. I won't do suicide and I know that. So why do I feel dead inside?

Lyrics:

Over and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not to

Story:

Now I feel bad because I don't want to crush him. If I told him then he would hate me forever. Would he? I don't know.

Lyrics:

Over and over, over and overYou make me fall for youOver and over, over and overYou don't even try

Story:

I fell that second day of school. I fell for HIM. How would I do that to myself. We were like Best friends now he can't stand me. Life is complicated. Too complicated.

Lyrics:

So many thoughts that I can't get out of my headI try to live without you, every time I do I feel deadI know what's best for me but I want you insteadI'll keep on wasting all my time

Story:

So now its time to leave my scene of sadness and solemnest and start living to find something creative to do.

Lyrics:

Over and over, over and overI fall for youOver and over, over and overI try not toStory:

I try not to think about him. But he stays permanent. Why do I have to feel this way? Now I listen to Over and Over By: Three Days Grace. Drowning my pain in the lyrics of the singers voice.

Lyrics:

Over and over, over and overYou make me fall for youOver and over, over and overYou don't even try toStory:

Now I'm walking on this small beach wondering what to next. Sleep or Sing. I think I'll drown out life today and him tomorrow.