Everything about her was perfect. Her long velvety locks that cascaded her shoulders, her big chocolate brown eyes that you couldn't help but get lost into, her lips that shaped into a perfect kiss, the sweetness in her voice, her somewhat amusing stories about her wackjob brother that you would always pretend to hate but inside you were hiding a chuckle and maybe even a small smile...

I shouldn't be having these feelings, they were wrong. But somehow since the very first day I met her, these thoughts never left my mind. I've tried so hard for years to conceal these feelings, but eachday just seems to become harder and harder.

I'm known for being a gank but it's hard to be horrible to someone so innocent. Every time I'd try my hardest to stay bitchy around her, she always seemed to crack me. I'd always wonder if she knew it or if anyone around her even noticed. I started going out with Beck to try and conceal these feelings but nothing felt right, I wasn't even attracted to him.

Everything became much worse when Vega entered the picture. The very first day she tried to steal Beck and she was slowly working on Cat. My Cat.

I tried so hard to hide my jealousy but it seemed like everytime I saw that talentless wazzbag something inside of me wanted to rip her head off or push her in front of a bus.

I don't know how I could possibly have feelings for someone like Cat. She's the complete opposite of me, I should hate her but she's the only one who's ever stuck by my side despite how hard I try to push her away.

After Beck and I had split, it seemed like me and Cat grew much closer. Too close.


As soon as I walked away from Vega's and drove my way home, she was there. Whenever something bad happened she was always right there. I loved knowing she was always there but I also hated it. It made me love her even more.

"Yo, Jade!" the familiar voice broke me out of my trance.

"What?" I viciously snapped, looking over at Andre.

It was lunch and instead of the usual group it was just me, Andre and Cat. Sikowitz was having Robbie, his stupid puppet and everyone stay back in the classroom, for something idiotic I assume.

"You okay there?" Andre gave me this look of concern.

"Yeah, whatever," I rolled my eyes and looked around awkwardly.

Since when did lunch become this awkward? I took a quick glance at Cat who was giggling quietly to herself. I just hoped she didn't notice me staring at her for a whole damn fifteen minutes. I shook off all the thoughts in my head.

"I'm going," I said while standing up and grabbing my bag, slinging it over my shoulder.

"Wh-where you goin'?" Andre seemed way to interested in my life right at this moment and it was annoying the hell out of me.

"Nowhere!" I shouted as I began walking quickly to the door.

I could hear Cat's giggles as I began walking towards the school. That girl was always so cheerful, I never understood what made her so damn happy all the time.

"Jadey! Wait, can I come?" Cat shouted, I could hear her tiny little footsteps coming closer towards me.

I forced a vicious growl, stopping in my tracks to turn around and face my pristine little friend. "No, Cat," I said huskily and turned to begin walking again.

"Please! I want to have fun too!" Her voice was so cheery and happy that I wanted to scream but I couldn't, it's Cat. She's the only one who can be peppy and still be adorable to me.

I forced a scowl upon my face, "I'm not going anywhere to have fun, Cat." I rolled my eyes, opening the doors to HA and walking inside. The halls seemed to be empty, considering everyone was either in class or at lunch.

"Where are you going?" she kept bugging me.

It's like she knew what she was doing to me. She knew I'd let her get away with things that I normally wouldn't allow anyone to do. I let her get away with murder.

Walking over to my locker, I could still hear her repeating her question as if I were deaf. Quickly I put in my combination and whipped the locker door open, shoving my books inside before giving Cat a quick glare which shut her up quickly.

"Don't worry where I'm going, babygirl," I closed my locker and slung my bag over my shoulder once more before I started heading for the main doors.

Cat suddenly realized what I was doing and I quickly felt her weak little arms hugging around me.

"Cat! Off!" I shouted trying to pry her off of me.

"No, Jade you can't cut." Her big brown eyes looked up at me with a little pout on her face.

She broke me.

I couldn't help but frown, "Cat...I hate it when you do that." I finally broke free from her grip and looked at her, holding her shoulders firmly. "Listen, if I get detention it doesn't matter. I just want to go home, okay?" I gave her a small smile and patted her head gently as if she were a pet.

"But.." her voice sounded so sad.

"But what?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Are you okay?"

She was always so concerned for me and that was one of the many things I loved about the little redhead.

I nodded slowly with a smile, "Yeah...I'm fine. See ya later, babygirl."