AN: So I'm back with my second story! I'm excited to get this story started and see what you guys think about this story. I've worked on this story for a very long time to get it right. This story will be very different then my other story 'How My Best Friend Became A Hot Mess' which I'm very happy about the attention it got for my first story. Hopefully this will get the same response. Well enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't Twilight obviously. I don't own Bella and Edward. I just use them as my inspirations.
Prologue
Epov
My life was simple once ago. I had lived my life and did everyday normal things. Well as normal as I could possibly be as a FBI agent.
I had followed all the rules and done my job to a tee. Never got distracted on a case and let myself get caught up in the lies that I told for my cover. It was just one case that ruined it all.
One case that I took that changed my life forever. It wasn't supposed to happen yet it did and now it's too late to take it back.
How did I end up in jail? How did my career go downhill because of one case that was supposed to be simple? The one I worked my whole career to get to.
"Cullen!" One of the guards said.
I was sitting in the cafeteria, eating what they call food.
"You got a visitor."
I nodded and got up.
I followed the guard to the visitor room and sat on the table.
I waited for the visitor to come.
I saw a small flash of dark short hair on a short girl.
As soon as she saw me, I knew something was wrong.
"Alice, what's wrong?" I asked as soon as she sat down.
"It's B-…" She couldn't finish since tears were falling down her face and she was choking back tears.
"What's wrong with her? Is she okay?"
She shook her head.
"She's dying Edward. She's not the girl I met. She might as well be dead. She even said she wanted to be dead already."
I closed my eyes tight and tighten my fist. I couldn't do this.
"I need to see her. Alice, have her see me, please."
"She doesn't want to see you Edward. I'm sorry." She whispered.
Tears fell down my face and I swear my heart felt like it was being stabbed.
"I need to see her. I need to talk to her."
"She doesn't want to see you after all of this happened. She barely even wants to see me."
"Please take care of her, Ally. Not for just my sake but for…" I couldn't finish, I was so broken over how Bella was feeling.
"I will Edward. I always will. Even if she doesn't show it, she still loves you and misses you. I just thought you should know that."
I nodded.
"Thanks Ally."
She nodded and got up.
"I should head back. Everyone misses you. We all want you back home." She said.
"I doubt they do, especially dad. I'm a disgrace. I won't be showing my face there for a long time once I get out of here, Al. I'll be long gone."
I got up and walked over to the guard, who took me back in.
I walked to my jail cell and thought about what Alice said. Bella was dying because of me and she blames me for what I did. She hates me so much that she doesn't want to see me.
I'm a terrible person. I can't say that I regret taking this case because that would mean I regret meeting the one person who has gotten through to me and loves me. I don't regret it but I do regret how everything went.
I just want to be with Bella and have her in my arms once again.
~HBOP~
Bpov
I was laying on the hospital bed, looking out the window.
How could everything change so drastically in just 48 hours? This wasn't supposed to happen. None of this should be happening. It had to be a dream.
I would wake up and be in bed and none of this had ever happened.
But it wasn't a dream. It was all real. I was actually living this nightmare and I couldn't just open my eyes to have this all disappear.
It wasn't that easy but when has my life ever been easy.
I've lived a difficult life since I was born. What would make that change now?
I had hoped he would be the one thing to change my life for the better. He had me believing in a life that could be in my reach. A life where I could have a normal family, build a family with him.
I couldn't believe what had happened that faithful night.
I shouldn't be shocked that my life was still a lie and that people were always constantly lying to me. I just trust too easily.
Because of them, I was lying in a hospital bed, dying, fighting for my life.
Not just mine but our lives were in danger
I can't believe he lied to me and used me for his personal gain.
There wasn't any use in living this life anymore when I had absolutely no one here besides me.
I just wish everything could go back to the way it was but it wouldn't change anything because I don't really regret what happened. I just hate what happened during it all.
Maybe this was where my life was always supposed to end up at, in a hospital bed fighting for my life.
The way it happened though, wasn't what I expected to put me there in the first place.
I should have ran when I had the chance but instead I stayed all because I didn't want to leave him behind in this world I was born in. I stayed for him.
I closed my eyes and his face flashed through my mind.
I smiled and felt a tear fall down my face.
"Goodbye Edward." I whispered right before I stopped fighting and let myself go into the darkness.
