I got my 3D maneuvering device ready. I was about to jump. About to jump off. "I'm sick of these titans." I whispered closing my eyes.
I had my 3D maneuvering device so that if anyone found me mid jump and tried to catch me I could get away before they got in my head and changed my mind.
I put one foot forward ready to jump and be rid of these titans forever. All it took was one step. Just as I began to fall, I felt a hand on my wrist pulling me back up.
"What are you doing Viktoria?" Mulina whispered softly. "The formation is back that way."
I didn't know Mulina very well but she knew me well enough that she would tell Jay.
Jay was my best friend, always had been, always will be, or at least as long as I live. He was also squad leader. Once he finds out what I tried to do, he'll never let me out of his sight ever again.
I saw Jay walking up and I knew what had to be done. "I'm sorry Mulina." I said, I truly was for what I was about to do.
Mulina looked puzzled but relieved as I stepped away from the edge. She caught on very quickly though, for I was very persistent and she knew I wouldn't give up that easily.
"Viktoria, NO!" She yelled. But it was too late.
I started running towards the edge pulling Mulina with me, then at the very last second I swung her back towards Jay. He would catch her of course but he wouldn't be able to catch me.
I jumped off the edge but instead of landing I kept going. I kept swinging from building to building.
Eventually I got to the wall. I took one last look back and I heard Jay yell, "VIKTORIA!" He was coming I saw him in the distance I needed to hurry before he caught up.
Just like last time I jumped but once again instead of landing I kept going. Past the fields into the forest. Jay would never come this far out. He would never choose me over his team. After all what is one life compared to ten? Nothing. My life is nothing
