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Love, Rejection, Changing and Hexing
Chapter One
September 7th
I'm still not really sure why I'm listing to Lily and writing in this thing. She tells me that "getting my feelings out" will help reduce stress. With it being my last year at Hogwarts, being busy with N.E.W.T.s ,being head boy, and caption of the quidditch team I will have quite a bit on my shoulders. Besides maybe if I listen to her this time she might find out I'm a changed man. Yes, you heard me correctly, a man, not a boy, a man. AND! Yes, there is more, if she realizes I've changed...she might not think im a complete prat, and she will accept a date with yours truly. Padfoot is coming, if he actually sees me writing in this thing he will never drop it.
--Prongs
Sept. 7
I am Head Girl! That's right Lily Evans is hogwarts new head girl! The down side of that, is that James Potter is Head Boy so I have to spend a lot more time with him, I mean he is quite good looking, and nice to talk with when he isn't being a total prat. But now the infamous James, the prankster of all pranksters is saying that he's a 'new man' hm.. I wonder If its true and he actually has grown up and changed or if its just an other act to try and get me to go out with him. Seven days back from our summer break and he hasn't even hexed Snape! That shows major improvement, used to be he couldn't go half an hour without jinxing a random Slytherin, mostly Snape. On a different note I am beginning to seriously think something is wrong with Remus, he always acts really odd about once a month and looks really ill most of the time. I feel bad for him, I think I'll go and talk to him soon. Shalee just came in and she looks really upset, I should go see what's wrong with her.
Lily
September Seventh
Full moon tonight. Lily is beginning to suspect something is up with me, she actually confronted me about it just a bit ago. Asked me if I needed to talk about something. I figure she either thinks I've got some dreadful dieses (which I practically do, I suppose) or that im gay. She told me not to be ashamed of who I am. I have no idea how she got that impression. Okay, so I guess I kind of do not having a girlfriend since 4th year might make her suspect something. I don't want to put anyone in danger, that and the girl I like (understatement) is the one girl that I know I could NEVER date. I should really go and get ready for tonight I suppose.
Remus
September Something
I'm gonna regret doing this later. Listening to Lily, Shalee and Jackie that is. Writing in this stupid book thing. I feel like a prat. But I figure this could be the only way Shalee will accept a date with me. I asked her before and she said "I'm cute, but not serious." Not serious? Pffft, Sirius is my first name! Seriously...Sirius...haha, I made a funny. I bet that's what she means 'eh? Well, I may have to just give up on Shalee...though she is the first girl to EVER (yes, ever) reject me. I don't like that. Maybe I won't give up...I don't want her to be the first one to reject me. I always thought that IF that ever happened it would be a star quidditch player or something. Perhaps the lovely Kristy Bones, seeker of the Chudley Cannons. Well, this is boring me. I think I'll go and find dear Snivillous and flip him upside down a few times.
Padfoot+
A/N– You like it? Do you hate it? Think I should do something else with it? Any ideas at all, just review and tell me! Thanks! And if ANYONE likes this, even just one person, I will continue this and I PROMISE that the next chapter will be much, much longer!
P.S. This was my first FF, so if you think it's a little...lacking, that's why. :)
