If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I can't make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
I looked over at my angle. My angel. In all of my existence I thought I was whole, not realizing that my heart was searching. Even though I can't dream, I do. I dream about her. My angel. Waking dreams, I think there called. When I watch her sleep she dreams, and so do I. I lay with her in my arms, my nose buried in her hair, enjoying the bouquet but resisting the wine. As I do that I dream. I dream about her, her life, our life. She was soon to become one of us, the eternally damned. I dreamed about what our life would be like. I wouldn't have to watch how I was holding her. I wouldn't have to worry about taking her life from her if she got cut. We could finally be together, as one.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's all right,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
At night when she would roll over in my arms and mumble "I love you." I swear I could feel my dead heart beat, every time. On our drives, oh how she hates my speeding, when she would turn to me and whisper those three words. In our meadow in the sun, she loved my sparkle; she would look up at me with her warm brown eyes and say those three words. When ever we are in her room, I stay every night, she would look my in the eyes and kiss me, mumbling against my lips, "I love you." I would look down at her and see my heaven, my paradise.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
Days, hours, minutes, seconds. Every one of those spent away from my angel I wait. I wait to be with her again, to be with my sun. My sun. She was my sun in the dark that was my life. The stars in the night sky. I couldn't live without her, I couldn't live without telling her "I love you."
Every day, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
I use to watch the sun rise with hatred because a new day had started. One more in the millions I would live. But now my angel makes me want to reach for tomorrow so I can be with her. I am nothing without her. My head is held high because she loves me for the monster that I am. When she is by my side and I have a newfound strength. Strength that her love gives me.
When you look me in the eyes.
When she looks me in the eyes and says, "I love you." I look at my life, my universe, my heart, my love, my angel.
