Whisper

Author Note: This is my first story. I hope you like.. Lumi forever!

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these character.. Days of our lives and the creators.

Hold on to me love

you know i can't stay long

all i wanted to say was i love you and I'm not afraid

can you hear me?

can you feel me in your arms?

Holding my last breath

safe inside myself

are all my thoughts of you

sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

My Last Breath By Evanescence

Chapter 1 : Alone

She lay in her queen-size bed. Thinking about what went wrong in her life. Of course one thing she could think of was her son's farther and her enemy. She looked at the patterns on the ceiling. She laid a hand on her stomach and started to rub in little circles. She sighed and lay on her side. She looked towards the alarm clock on her nightstand. She watched as the digital numbers turned to 3:00 am. She had been in her bed for at least 32 hours. She closed her eyes and could picture Brandon's face when he heard what she did. She was going to get her revenge on Lucas if it was the last thing she did before she died. She was carrying Brandon's baby. She could feel tears coming in her eyes. She will always and will be alone. She sat up and ran to the bathroom. She bent over the toilet and threw up. She hated this stage in the pregnancy. She rested her head on her arm. She started to cry more and more. She could feel more coming up. She bent forward again and threw up. She stood up slowly and walked towards the sink and looked at herself in the mirror. Her eyes were red and puffy from crying. She had all full taste in her mouth. She rinsed her mouth out with some scope and headed towards her bed. She climbed into the bed and pulled her blankets over her head. She closed her eyes shut and wished everything around her would die. She fell into a sleepless dream world. She could feel herself finally not being alone.

i "Samie, You had a baby girl." Said Doctor Housemen. He handed the baby over towards the mother. Samie had tears coming down her face. She felt the doctor set her baby in her arms. She kissed the top of the head of her new baby girl. She looked up at Lucas.

"Isn't she wonderful. Look she has your nose and my eyes. She definitely has your hair." Said Samie once again kissing the baby's head. Lucas beamed down at his wife and new daughter.

" I will always be there for you Samie. You know that." Said Lucas kissing Samie on the lips softly. She looked at him with a smile.

" So what to name her?" asked Samie. " I was thinking Maya Haven Roberts. Or do you have something else in mind?" asked Lucas. He smoothed back some of Samie's blonde hair away from her face.

" I think its perfect." Stated Samie. " Maya Haven Roberts. Happy Birthday sweetie."

Lucas saw the family outside. He motioned them to come in. The whole Brady clan was there except a few. Eric couldn't make it because he had some photo shot to go to in Rome. Carrie and Mike were getting settled in their new house and Carrie had to start her new job on Monday.

Roman walked over to the right side of the hospital bed to look at his new granddaughter. He smiled down at Samie and glanced over at Lucas. " Can I hold her peanut?" asked Roman reaching out for Maya.

" Yes dad but be careful. Watch her head. Make sure you don't bounce her around." Said Samie worrying over her daughter. She looked at the rest of the Brady family. She saw that Will was holding on to Lucas hand. Will let go of his hand and jumped on his mommy's hospital bed. Samie gave Will a big hug. Lucas rubbed Wills back and then was handed his daughter to him.

" Hi honey. Your so beatuiful." Said Lucas in a soft whisper. He started to rock back and forth. Samie watched as her husband rocked her new child.

/i

Samie jolted out of bed with sweat forming on her forehead. She looked towards the digital alarm clock and sighed. 8:52 in the morning it read. She pushed back the covers and got out of bed. She walked towards the bathroom. She covered her mouth and once again she was throwing up in the toilet. She rested her head on her arm and sighed.

"Cant be doing this again." Said Samie. Samie got off of the bath floor and flushed the toilet. She turned on the water in the sink. Filled it with cold water and started to wash her face. She picked up her toothbrush and put some crest toothpaste on the brush. She started to brush her teeth and stared at herself in the mirror. Lucas was coming over today to pick up Will. She set her toothbrush back into the toothbrush holder. She started to brush her long blonde hair and reached for a hair tie. She tied her hair into a loose bun. She walked towards her closet and pulled out a pair of torn jeans and a black tank top. She pulled her teddy over her head and pulled on the tank top. She grabbed the pants and put them on. She opened her bedroom door and headed towards the kitchen. She smelled fresh coffee and eggs cooking.

" Will.. Honey." Said Sami walking in the kitchen. She stopped and saw that it was Lucas in her kitchen. Her eyes went wide and a feel of rage came into to her. All she could hear was his laughing. She bundles her hands into fists. She had them close to her side. Will looked up from the kitchen table and saw his mother.

" Hey mom. Dad came over to make me breakfast before we went out for the day." Said Will looking towards her. Sami smiled and walked over and gave her son a kiss on the forehead.

Lucas turned around and stared at her. Something looked different about her. She looked like she was glowing. Lucas went back to making breakfast. Sami walked into the kitchen and opened the cabinet door that held the coffee cups. She grabbed one and grabbed the coffeepot. She poured herself some black coffee. She glared at Lucas and went towards the living room. She sat down on the couch and grabbed her book. She turned to page 145 and started to read. She started to drink her coffee and read when she heard whispering in the kitchen. She dropped her book on her lap and turned to look what was going on in there. Will and Lucas looked at her and glared. Sami could feel the morning sickness coming again. She stood up so fast and ran towards the bathroom covering her mouth.

Lucas watched her and got up off his chair and walked towards Sami's bathroom. Sami was bent over with her head on her arm. She moaned and looked over to see Lucas standing there watching here. She glares at him and flushes the toilet. She stood up and walked towards the sink. She turned on the water and washed her face. She took her toothbrush to brush her teeth again. When she was down she dried her face off and turned to look at him.

"What?" asked Sami watching Lucas with a smirk on his face. Lucas laughed and shacked his head.

"Sami Sami what have you gotten yourself into now.. Brandon isn't coming back for this." Said Lucas brushing some falling hair that came across her face. She batted his hand away and glared.

" I can take care of myself. I don't need anyone. Except me, So why did you come here? "Asked Sami. Sami pushed her way through him. He grabbed hold of her arm and turned her around to face him.

" I came here to be with my son." Said Lucas

Sami glared at him." Or did you come here to make comments about me. Or maybe tell me how my life I just screwed up again. Lucas join the party with the rest of them."

Lucas laughed." Sami I think that you have a lot to worry about than what others think don't you." He reached over and patted her stomach. Sami batted his hand away.

Lucas let go of her arm and walked back towards the kitchen to have breakfast with his son.

Sami sat down on her bed and picked up the phone and dialed a number..

" I need your help." She said in a whisper.