A/N:If you haven't heard the song 'Falling Slowly' check it out before you read it. I think it helps to get the tune in your head as you read the words or have it on in the background. In this first part I just put together the song and the dialogue from 505. I thought the words fit perfectly together. Don't own 'Spooks' or the song.

I Don't Know

1~

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that

'I don't know what I'll do with out you Ruth.'

Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react

'What are you…You take good care, yes?'

And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

'And you, don't get shot.'

'I won't.'

'And erm, could you feed my cats?

Actually take them to your house, you adopt them.'

'Of course.'

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time

'Goodbye Harry.'

'Goodbye Ruth.'

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

'There's something I have to tell you…'

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back

'I should've told you years ago…'

Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black

'Harry please don't.'

You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

'But if I don't tell you now I never will.'

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time

'Please don't say anything.

Just leave it as something that was never said.'

Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now

' 'K, something wonderful but never said.'

Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

'Let me go Harry.'