Disclaimer: I do not own Samurai Champloo or any of its various characters.

Author's Note: The italics represents what she is thinking, normal font is what she has written in the letter, enjoy!

August 23 It's been a long time since we found that sunflower samurai.

Dear Whomever It May Concern, Mugen

I feel like if I drop off the planet right now… You wish I didn't exist…

Or bleed on this crucifix… My own pain…

No one will care…You won't care…

No one loves me… If they did….why am I looking for them…?

Can you tell me that? Why won't you tell me?

Tell me why you left me? That I can't understand…

Why you left me searching? Alone…

For someone to care for…? I thought I had you…

That would also care for me when I need them most… I need you right now…

Or maybe I'm meant to be this way… -laughs- maybe my life is just that weird…

Traveling with complete strangers… You who I thought I knew

Who can snap in a second…and turn on me… Like you've done before…

Isn't that what just happened? You left me….

I watched them turn, I let them go… I let you go…

That's why I'm waiting here for death… No I'm waiting for you…

So will you come back now? Or kill me at least…

If you don't I'll do it myself I'm not afraid… Yes I am…

There is no one to keep me back… Only you…

My revenge? Don't have any… I'm not going to waste my tears on you…

I don't blame myself at all… And surprisingly I don't blame you…

So as I wait here… Anticipating my death

Waiting patiently for my savior… YOU

If it's not meant for this life to be… Oh well I tried…

Just remember me as I am…As I WAS

You know before the blood spatter… I hope it eats at your conscience…

With love…, Come back to me…Mugen,

Fuu