Chapter 1: My Savior
I am dead. I died. I am gone forever.
The realization hit me like an angry wave. I was never going to see Noelle, Kiran, Taylor, Tiff, Constance or any of the other Billing girls again. I would never see Gage, Dash, Sawyer or Upton again. I was never going to see Josh again. Just knowing I would never see him again was the most unbearable pain imaginable. Omigod! I thought I still love Josh! How could I even look at another guy? Yes, Upton was the hottest guy to walk the earth, but he was just a fling, Josh was my future, the love of my life.
But does Josh still love me?
What if he was falling for Ivy?
What would Josh do when he heard of my death?
Cry?
Scream?
Would he lose it again?
Go all crazy on Ivy, like he did me?
Would he even care?
He should, he told me he loved me, he can't just forget about me in less then 2 months.
I bet he is on a couch in the warmth cuddling with Ivy, while I was at the bottom of the cold ocean dead.
I wish I could tell Josh how I feel. Kiss him one more time. Hold him one more time. Be with him once more. Before I die.
Just then, flashes of Josh filled my mind, then I felt his warm arms around me, then his cool lips on mine, and I longed for him.
I was almost certain I was dead, until arms wrapped around my back and pulled me up. I gulped the air as soon as I emerged from the water. I tried to open my eyes, but I didn't have enough energy in me.
"Reed, are you alright?"
Then I slipped away from the world and everything went black.
