Yeah the chapters are really short. Oh, and i dont own any part of bleach. I can dream can't I.


As she sat on the lonely roof her thoughts began to drift. She had been told she was only asleep for a few weeks, but those weeks were dark, with the same gruesome nightmare playing over and over in her already fragile mind. At first she refused to believe it, but after her conversation with Shiro-chan she realized the truth, her memories did not lie. Everyone thought she was crazy for siding with Aizen. Whenever she went walking people would stare with pity filled eyes and shake their heads. She heard the awful murmuring and hated it. She finally realized the painful truth after her conversation with Shiro-chan. After begging him to save Aizen the head captain pulled her aside and explained everything to her. How Unohana had decided to keep the truth from her to ensure she stayed healthy, and what really happened when she was sleeping. Her thoughts drifted again, but this time to Shiro-chan. Something had changed when she was sleeping, something concerning him, but she could not pick out what it was. She wanted to talk to him again and see his face, but she was told he would not be returning for a while, and the head captain denied her request to make another video call. It had been too long since they last met. What did he think? Did he think she was crazy too? Maybe he had that same confusing feeling that…

Right in the middle of her rather depressing train of thought, she felt a hand come up over her shoulder and a strangely familiar heartbeat resounding in her ears. She turned around only to be met by a pair of sparkling jade eyes and a tuft of white spikes.

"Shi…Shi…"

"Hitsugaya Taichou!" he quickly corrected, sounding a tad annoyed. Despite his abrupt correction she knew he was happy to see her, almost as happy as she was to see him. She stared deep into his eyes, and saw every emotion she thought possible to feel at one time. He seemed ecstatic, angry, sad, and tremendously relived all at the same time. But there was another emotion as well, one she couldn't place. Suddenly his eyes went from a dark abyss of swirling emotions to a dagger like stare of concern.

"Something wrong?" he questioned, sounding more and more worried as a frown crept its way onto his face.

"NO!" she jumped, scaring away a near by pigeon.

"Nothing, nothing at all." she added nervously. She quickly realized she hadn't been talking for awhile.

"Fine," he sighed rolling his eyes. "If you really want to, you can call me Shiro-chan."

"No! That's not it, I… I…" She had no idea why she had suddenly lost all ability to form complete sentences. He laughed and smiled warmly. She looked up at him and couldn't help but smile too.