I won't do the whole back and forth but I will tell you I don't own twilight.

Perfection. Who would have thought a monster, could hold an angel and not break its delicate halo, but make that angel smile, and to maybe even make that halo shine brighter? The very thought of this angel brought pure bliss to my soulless body and could make my long dormant heart flutter, with this angel I didn't deserve I would love for all eternity in never ending bliss and joy. Whatever unknown force that brought me such a lovely creature, how could I ask for more, but with God's pure kindness he brought this angel to love the monster that I am and to think, she thought she was unworthy of my love was absolutely absurd.

As I thought of my undeserving luck I brought my angel closer to me and she sighed with undeniable contentment. But with every great treasure comes a price. I lost my soul and I was punished with her blood scent though it brought me no pain now, was well deserved. To think I would ever want to die if she was in the world. She was right. I had to change her. Even a few seconds of her being dead would be more torturous than changing her. She knew what she wanted, and she knew that what I thought about our souls. She was also right. I had assumed I was in heaven instead of knowing she was alive, I was was just too stubborn to admit that I was wrong. I have to have a soul to love, and I love my angel more than anything or anyone else in the world could. It made me burst with passion and joy so how could I not have a soul and still love and feel. This isn't Buffy the vampire slayer. I sparkle not burn, wooden stakes don't kill me. I am anything but ordinary so, even if every other vampire didn't have a soul, I am sure I have mine. How could I ever think that Carlisle or Esme or even Emmett didn't have souls? My family had beautiful souls so why was I so pig headed?

"Edward, what are you thinking?" My Bella asked. That had been my line from the very beginning. I chuckled.

"About how lucky I am…, and how I was wrong. You were right. I must have a soul if I can love, and Carlisle and the rest of my family must have souls. If you died I could never live with myself knowing I could have prevented it. Bella, I will change you, but on one condition. You must marry me first. I want to be tied to you as much as humans can before I tie to you forever." I looked at her to see my angel crying. No. Angels shouldn't cry.

"Did you just propose?" She sounded shocked. I nodded. She lunged at me wrapping her arms around my neck. I snaked my hands around her waist, holding her to me like a steal vice. "Yes." Was all my love said. The most beautiful word she could say right now. Her voice was muffled but I heard her perfectly. I think I felt my heartbeat. Just a single rhythm. A single pulse of happiness.

I pulled her head from under my chin and kissed her. It was full of passion. Full of undeniable love and grace. I have waited for her a hundred years but I wouldn't trade those years for anything if it brought me to her. My miracle.