Edward!Edward! Wake up!!!. Great! It was a saterday an all I wanted to do was sleep in. Of course when Alice asked me to give her a key to my house and gave me the puppy dog eyes and started begging there was no way that I could refuse her.

WHAT!!!! I screamed. Alice looked at me and frowned. "Edward its 1:29 in the afternoon sorry to wake you up but its time to start your day AND you have vistors"

"Alice who did you invite over to my house Without my permission?" I was beyind mad at this point. How can someone so tiney be so ANNOYING!!

"oh calm down Edward its only me ,jasper, rose emment and Cynthia"

"ok FINE I'll get up but let me take a shower before I greet everyone Okay?" Im pretty sure I did not look good. I had not taken a shower in a couple of weeks ley alone left the bed. I didn't want to startle anyone and have them all worrying about me. I have already been through that and I am not about to go back.

"Alice why did you invite everyone over?" It was a little strange that the whole group was here. Alice usualy comes over once a day to check up but the others come once a weekbut she come a lone. The other come whenever they are free which is usually once a week. They try to be subtle about it but I can tell that they are worried about me. The thing is I know I need to move on but I am not ready. It has only been a month plus I have my dad and my Aunt Esme and Uncle Carslie to take care of me so I am not alone.

"Well..um..Edward Cythia really wants to hear the whole story about..well you know and you're the one who can tell it the best and everyone eles can add their side of they story when they need to".

Suddenly all the blood ruched down from my face and I felt very cold. The pain in my heart ached whenever I thought about her or when I talked about her. When I selpt I dreamt of her and the world was a whole lot simpler. We were together and living our lives to the fullest extent. Dreaming was so much easier than dealing with the live I was actually living.

"Edward" Alice put a comforting hand on my shoulder "its going to be hard but we all need to feel the pain and deal with it together. This isn't going to be easy on any of us. We all loved her. She changed all of our lives."

I sighed knowing she was right. I would be easier to open up and let everyone else feel the pain with me."Fine Alice let me just clean up and I will be out in a few minutes".

"alright Edward" and with that she left closing the door behind her.

I walked into the bathroom turmed on the shower to the hottest it could go,stripped and let the warmth take over. I though about everythin that has happened in the past year. I was about to start my senior year. I was dreading starting it without her. She promised me she would try to be there but there was only so much trying you could do. I didn't want to deal with the stars of sympathy that I would get. I had to deal with them everyday. Thoose stars made everything seem real. I knew she was never coming back. I turned off the water put on fresh cloths and walked out of my bedroom door and walked to the livingroom.

There rose Emmett and their three yeard old daughter Cnthyia were on the coach. Rose was beautifull. She had long blond hair long legs that me her a strong 6"4 height and had curves in all the right places. Rose was nolonger as she had since last . She had no more bags under her eyes. She was dressed nice and showered. Her ,ong hair was neatly commed. Somehow SHE managed to get Rose to open up to her when none of us could. Not even Emmet, her serious boyfriend.

Emmett my cousin who is a year older than me was huge. A whole 6'5 and 290 pouns or pure musclethat made him look intiminationg but he is a true teddy bear at heart. He had black hair was curly with big blue eyes that matched roses and Cynthia's.

Cnthyia was very tall for a three year old. She had long brown hair with huge baby blue eves. They were a beautiful family.

Alice and Jasper were sitting on the love seat together. Alice was Emmet's younger sister and my other cousin. She was short, pixi like with short back hair which she spiked. Jasper was Rosiles twin.

It was hard to believe these two were finally together. They both had their big share of problems but because of HER they were together. Just like why rose Cynthia and Emmett were happy. And because of her it was why all of our eyes were filled with sadness.

I sat down in the seat and sighed

"Hello everyone" I greeted.

"Hello" they all said back

"Uncle Edward will you tell me the story. I miss her" Cynthia asked her big blue eyes pleading me

"yes I will tell you" I whispered

"We are all here for you Edward" Alice said and everyone else nodded in agreement to her.

I took a deep breath closed my eyes. In my mind I could see myself walking down the hall. I had redish brown hari and an arragant smirk on my face. I was 6'2 and well built. Not as big as Emmet but still muscular. My green eyes had life in them which is what they were missing now. Back in the beging of junior year I was a completly different person from who I am today. Because of HER I have me and my friends have changed for the better.