A/N: yet another Jacob/Bella fic that I wrote. It's bittersweet, and kind of sad, but review it please!
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters or the song. I just played with them a little bit.
I
know you're sad and lonely
I know you're feeling blue
You miss
him so much
Won't let me get to close to you
She wrapped her arms around her midsection more often than I thought was healthy for her. I really wanted to kill him for doing this to her.
And then he came in, and stole her back without even a thank you. How fair is that?
I really had to hold myself in check when I saw her with him. Then she whispered my name with his as I held her for warmth that night before the battle with the vampires.
But the next morning, I heard them talking about me. I had no other choice but to run away. And she had asked me to kiss her and come back!
Oh
he ain't worth missin'
Oh we should be kissin'
Stop all this
foolish wishin'
He ain't worth missin'
I watched as they danced together after she got married to him and felt the burning sensation wander up my spine, but I pushed it back. Let her have this one dance with him, I told myself, and then you can kill him. But I didn't because I wouldn't have been able to look at the sadness in her eyes again. Maybe I had gotten soft on him.
Maybe I should have killed him.
If
you need someone to hold you
Someone to ease your pain
Well
I'll be holding steady
Maybe I should have spirited her away when Alice Cullen came back⦠at least then, I would have had a chance.
Maybe I should have made him a memory.
I
know your head is turnin'
I know your heart is burnin'
Girl you
gotta listen
Don't you know he ain't worth missin'
