Blackhearteddistruction: I decided to post this for no particular reason. In English class a partner and I had to make a love letter to each other. One person had to pretend to be Julia and another Winston; I obviously got stuck with Julia. I wanted to be Winston but in the end I decided to be nice and be Julia (Unwillingly).

Rating: T (because I use the word 'sex' (Laugh)).

Summary: A love letter to Winston from Julia, revealing how she feels about them being together. I had to do this letter for English, so feel free to critique it. P.S. I do know that they can't actually write letters to each other.

1984: Love Letter

My Love,

The reason I am writing this letter, even though it may fall into the wrong hands, is to let you know that I will love you forever. I know if this letter should happen to fall into the hands of the Thought Police we would be finished. But even if that happens I would not betray you. No matter what anyone did, or anyone said I will never regret the time we spent together. I want to live in the now; I want to live in this blanket of love that we have created.

Ever since I had my first love affair with one of the inner society when I was but a child of 15, I have always wanted to love someone sincerely and truthfully. When I saw you my first thought was "another person under Big Brothers lies," but as I watched you with an interest, that I had no idea I could produce, I noticed that your face every so often would change. It was almost like love at first sight, only this time it was love at first difference; as soon as I realized that you were different I wanted you to hold me. I wanted you to tell me you wanted, needed, and loved me.

These feelings have grown greatly since I first met you. Even though I found out you were different from how I first imagined you, my love has not changed. I found out that you were much more intelligent than I first believed, also that you believe in the past, while I do not. These differences do not matter, what matters is my love for you; that's it.

I have hated the party ever since I was a small child; it just seemed natural to me that I should go against what they stood for. I believe that it is against pure human nature to go and ban anyone from having sex. I believe the junior anti-sex league is a joke; all we do is march around town yelling how sex is bad and hand out flyers. If I could, I would make every women see how pointless it is to go against their wants. I know how you want to create a revolution, but I'm happy with how we are now. I don't want things to change, although if you were to go against the party, I would follow. As long as I got to see you happy, I would be content. Although I will never be truly happy if we must go separate ways to create this dream you want to accomplish. Please don't ever leave me behind, I hate the party too, I just won't go to the lengths that I hope you won't go to, to create your new world.

I sincerely hope we can always be together, even though I feel a kind of strange horror that we will be caught. As you might have already known I don't care for anyone but us, I am selfish that way. I want us to be together forever, that is all I will ever hope for.

Love, Julia