I just made my first music video!!!!!
I'm really excited about my video for Gakuen Alice! It's a Natsume and Mikan video, using the song Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade. Visit my profile for the link to my YouTube profile to watch!
Hi everyone! I suddenly had the idea for this story. Sorry, I know I'm not even finished with "Tell Her I Love Her", but I just had to start writing this. Anyways, I'll try my best to keep up with both of them.
Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice, and I am not have any rights over Linkin Park.
Rated M for sexual material.
Soul Lovers
Chapter 1: A Chance Meeting
The stage was dark. Thousands of people crowded around me in anticipation. Come on already! I want to see Chester!
In case you didn't know, Chester is the god of Linkin Park, my favorite band. And I am indeed at one of their concerts, waiting for them to come out on stage. Chester is the main singer, and he is so fucking hot! Every time I see his lip ring move when he sings I just want to nibble his bottom lip. I just want to eat him up! Okay, I may not be in love, but I'm definitely obsessed. I don't even consider dating any guys that don't compare to him.
Sure, I've had a few boyfriends, what twenty year old woman wouldn't have? But none have ever been serious. Yes, I'm still a virgin, but I would gladly give in to Chester. Heavenly sigh.
Bright lights are starting to sparkle on stage. A tall, dark haired man dressed in black stalked over to the microphone. Mikan Sakura stood along with the other fans among the crowd. Her long golden brown hair hung in a high ponytail. Her shimmering hazel eyes studied the figure that on stage that wasn't lit very well. She was dressed in a sexy jean skirt and a lacy pink v-neck blouse that revealed some cleavage. Mikan was not only dying for the concert to begin, but she had a backstage pass for after the show. She was even lucky enough to even have a spot front and center for the concert.
That is definitely not Chester. Who the fuck is that? I wish they would turn a few more lights on so I can see.
Mikan's wish was soon granted. A spotlight shone on the glistening man in front of the crowd. He roughly grabbed the mic as the rest of his band mates came out onto the stage. "Hi everyone, my name is Natsume Hyuuga, and I'm with the band Broken. We're going to open this concert for you tonight with our song "Darkness"." His deep, sexy voice crooned over the mike. The band began to play an unknown song.
I don't know who this band is, but I don't care. I just want Linkin Park out already! Who the fuck is this Natsume Hyuuga anyway? He is nothing compared to Chester. His raven black locks don't compare to Chester's ever changing hairstyle. His burning crimson eyes are nothing like Chester's deep brown ones. His sweating, pale, thin, toned, gorgeous body is nothing like... wait what! Did I just think he has a gorgeous body? I mean, his sexy crimson eyes are just not my type... wait sexy? Oh my god, what am I thinking?
Natsume rocked out on the stage, sweating, completely oblivious of the confused brunette currently staring at him in amazement. She finally realized he was singing. His voice resounded with passion and pain.
"Lock me in darkness you will never find."
"You look at me with love in your eyes."
"Obsession..."
"Depression..."
"Are emotions you will never see!"
"Obsession..."
"Confession..."
"These things will never be!"
"Just give up on me."
"Why do you look for attention?"
"Happiness, love, affection..."
"Emotions that do not concern me!"
"Just give up on me."
"Just leave me alone!"
"Go back to where you came from!"
"Don't love me..."
"I don't love you, and never will!"
"Lock me in darkness that you can't even see."
Why is my heart pounding? Why does his voice touch my soul? It's not just the lyrics like my dear Chester, it's something much deeper. Does Chester finally have a rival in my heart?
Mikan gazed up at the singer as the song ended. She was stunned and couldn't move. People around her were screaming, cheering, and clapping. But she just stood there staring at the unknown man on stage in front of her. He was slightly bent, staring at the floor. She could see drops of his sweat fall to the floor. Finally, he looked up and slammed the mic into the stand. That's when he noticed her.
Typical concert. I really hate being an opener. Nobody remembers the opening act once the show starts. Tch. Stupid manager. I guess I should look at the crowd now. Give them the damn attention that they want. Man there's a lot of stupid girls here. I can't believe they don't realize that the song is all about me not wanting their attention.I hope my fan base doesn't grow too much after this. I already have too many idiotic fan girls.
There's another girl in the front row just staring at me. She's not even responding to what's going on around her. Who is that girl? Has she seriously been right in front of me this whole time? She's... beautiful... It's like she's touching my soul with her ravishing hazel eyes. My heart is pounding. What the hell? I barely get this worked up when I have sex. Just who is she, and why does she make me feel this way?
Their eyes met and neither could move or speak for what seemed like hours. Their souls cried out to each other through their gazes, not that they knew this of course. Finally, Natsume seemed to snap out of it and proceeded to exit the stage. Unknowingly, Mikan followed his every move with her eyes. Chester was utterly forgotten for the moment.
Mikan snapped back into focus as the band of the night exited the stage.
Chester! Oh my god! It's really Chester!
As the song began, Chester gave the pretty brunette in the front row a wink. Her heart seemed to melt. Mikan finally began cooing and screaming with the rest of the crowd.
"I cannot take this anymore."
"Saying everything I've said before."
"All these words they make no sense,"
"I find bliss in ignorance."
"Less I hear the less you'll say,"
"You'll find that out anyway."
"Just like before..."
"Everything you say to me..."
"Takes me one step closer to the edge,"
"And I'm about to break."
"I need a little room to breathe..."
"Cause I'm one step closer to the edge."
"I'm about to break."
Mikan eagerly watched her idol on the stage.
He's so cool! Ahhh! His lip ring is in, it's so hot! I just want to run my tongue over it. He's such a great performer. Wow, I can't believe I get to meet him after this.
After the concert, Mikan screamed just like all the other fan girls. Once the band was dismissed from the stage, Mikan ran to the bathroom to freshen up. She was hot and sticky from the long, crowded concert. In the bathroom, she heard the normal after concert cooing. Except for one girl.
This girl had short curly black hair and emerald eyes. She looked about eighteen years old, and she had a small crowd of girls around her. "Okay girls, we have to look our best for Natsume-kun! Now remember, as the president of the Natsume and Ruka fan club, I, Sumire, have first dibs on any girlfriend options. Now shoo!"
I rolled my eyes. This Sumire could not be serious. Natsume-kun? Get real! They are just some stupid fan girls.
Mikan quickly freshened up and went to the VIP door to wait for her access backstage. Unfortunately, she was met by an annoying Broken fan base. Sumire and her fan girls were there among all the other Broken and Linkin Park fans.
The guard admitted everyone one by one until it was Mikan's turn. She handed her pass to the guard. He scrutinized her before giving her approval to enter. As she tried to enter, a rude man pushed by her into the room.
"Hey! You jerk! There's a line you know!" Mikan shouted at the rude man after she stopped herself from tripping. The man with sweaty black locks simply looked at her with a bored look. "Tch. Whatever, Polkadots."
For a moment, Mikan was extremely confused. Then she remembered what she was wearing under her jean skirt... polkadotted panties. Her face blushed a deep red before she screamed after the rude man. "You pervert! Don't think that you'll get away with this!" He simply ignored her and walked off into a random hallway backstage.
Who does that guy think he is? Well, I'll be able to recognize that jerk next time by the stupid ruby earring in his left ear.
The fans were led to the party room, where a large group of people were drinking and mingling. Mikan picked up a bottle of Smirnoff and gingerly took a sip. Not bad. For a while, Mikan roamed around the room. Finally, she came upon her god, Chester.
Chester was lying on a couch with a woman whose dark curly hair rested on his chest. She boldly walked up to her idol and greeted him, ignoring the comfortable looking woman. "Hi! I'm Mikan and I love your lyrics. Where do you find your inspiration?"
Chester looked at her blankly before giving her a big grin. "From my lovely wife here of course. She inspires every part of me." He squeezed the woman in his arms and kissed her lovingly on the forehead. The woman gave Mikan a death glare before smiling at Chester.
Mikan felt her heart shatter. No. He wasn't supposed to have a wife. I feel so stupid. She excused herself and wandered a bit around the party. Loud music began playing. Depressed, Mikan downed her Smirnoff and got another. She began dancing to the music by herself. Desperately trying to lose herself in the music. I must move on. I can't love someone who's taken.
Mikan downed another few bottles of Smirnoff and continued to dance to the music. Sometimes someone would come and dance with her. She didn't care. She didn't bother to look at any guy or girl that danced with her. She was utterly lost in the music, and her head became a little dizzy.
Not caring, Mikan took another bottle of Smirnoff. She became really hot so she slowed her dancing a bit. A group of good looking guys in their late teens or early twenties came up to Mikan.
"Hi! I'm Ruka. May I ask your name?" The smoldering blonde man asked the tipsy Mikan. She smiled brightly at him. "I'm Mikan! Mikan Sakura. Nice to meet you Ruka...pyon." She burst into giggles. She didn't know why she added the 'pyon', but it was funny as hell.
The guys gave each other knowing glances. The friendly looking dark blonde man gave Mikan a reassuring smile. "Hi, Mikan. My name's Koko. Would you like to sit with us? I think you've been dancing a little too much." He said knowing too well that it was drinking and not dancing that was too much.
Mikan nodded her head innocently and took the third man's hand. The brunette nervously pushed his glasses up his nose with his other hand as he led her to their table. "Mikan, you can sit here." The gentlemen said as he pulled out a chair for her. She smiled up at him, "Thank you... what's your name?" He smiled, "It's Yuu. Nice to meet you Mikan."
The young men sat down and began conversing quietly with the tipsy girl. They hoped to sober her a bit before she could do anything rash. However, when someone came by with an unopened bottle of Smirnoff, she eagerly took it and downed it. The men looked at her with astonishment thinking one thing... Maybe she wants to get drunk.
Talking nicely, Mikan made friends with the handsome guys. Suddenly, out of the corner of her eye she spotted Chester, making out with his wife. She burst into tears. Yuu stood up to comfort her by patting her gently on the back. "Mikan, are you okay?" The guys looked at each other with the same look... What the fuck?
"I can't believe he's taken!" Mikan suddenly wailed. Not many people noticed her since the music was still loud, so she didn't cause much of a commotion. Ruka looked at her nervously, "What are you talking about?" He asked her kindly. Mikan granted him a reply, "My beloved Chester! He's married! And I wanted to give him my virginity!" She wailed. Unknowingly, someone walked up behind her as she said that.
"Virginity? Who would want yours, you ugly hag?" Mikan's eyes narrowed as she looked to the newcomer. She couldn't see him clearly because her eyesight had become blurry. However, she did recognize his ruby earring. "Pervert! You bastard!" She whipped out of her chair and immediately started punching his chest in frustration. Luckily, she was drunk and didn't do much harm. She continued shouting insults at the amused man. "You bastard! It's all your fault that I'll never get married..." Mikan said, exaggerating on purpose. She meant to continue, but her limbs became weak and her eyesight dimmed. "What is happening?" Mikan barely whispered as she collapsed.
If it wasn't for strong arms catching her fall, Mikan would have fallen to the floor and injured herself. However, the man who she had so kindly been insulting caught her. He easily picked her up in his arms. One arm below her thighs, and one arm around her back. He looked to his band mates and manager. "Who is this girl, and why is she passed out in my arms?" Natsume questioned them with a smirk.
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So the lyrics that Natsume sang I wrote. It's called "Darkness". The one that Linkin Park did is "One Step Closer". Chester and Linkin Park are just what I came up with to use. I don't know if he still wears his lip ring, and I know he's divorced, so just imagine that those things are still true.
