I'll Never Let You Go
by steviemissamazing2
A/N: I don't own this song. I have the CD, but that doesn't mean I own it. Nor do I own the band, even though I have posters. You don't either. I think we all get these disclaimers.
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone
Please don't get me wrong
She was sick of feeling this way. I feel like that exact line of this song, she thought as the song started for about the eighty billionth time tonight. Well, maybe it was only the sixth, but by now the songs lyrics had been burning in this girls ears and it showed no signs of stopping.
Don't take that the wrong way, she wasn't suicidal or anything. It's just that she found it so hard to go on with all that happened with him. And honestly, wouldn't you get sick of telling people that you're over him and you don't love him anymore? Yeah, you would.
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't wanna be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you whoa
She can't let go of him. That's the one thing she wanted but that's the only thing she hadn't been able to do the past few weeks. Every time she tried telling him how she felt, he'd just tell her "Stop! I don't want to hear these stupid emo sob stories! I'm sorry but all this depressing crap is just stupid!" Before, she could tell him anything. Anything at all, he was the one she could go to. But not anymore.
One day you'll get sick of saying
That everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
Please don't get me wrong
He always did that. He would say things were fine and that they were just friends. Liar. They barely spoke anymore. And they both acted like it. If they ever spoke it was just a simple and polite Hello. And that was just for show, so it didn't look like that bad of a split.
It wasn't even a split! He had someone, she fell in love, then he got dumped, they almost went out but didn't and they expressed extreme love for each other and it was very obvious to anyone they liked each other. But he said no. He went out with other girls like it was nothing leaving her confused, forced to fake smiles for everyone.
Let this go…
I'll never let you go…
She wasn't ready to give up on him. But he moved on as with the rest of the world and she was the only one that remembers their late night conversations through Yahoo! Instant Messenger:
ThatOneGirl53: I love you.
VengeanceGuyy: I love you too. Kisses you lightly, then holds you tight
ThatOneGirl53: Aww. Kisses back I don't want to let this go.
VengeanceGuyy: No one said we have to.
ThatOneGirl53: Well fine, I won't…I'm freezing!
VengeanceGuyy: It's warm in my house. You can stay in the attic, but I think there's a hobo up there. Or under my bed, but God knows what could be under there… Well, I guess I could move over some stuff on my bed and you can lay here with me.
ThatOneGirl53: I'd like that. Too bad you live a little far though.
VengeanceGuyy: Don't worry, just because I'm a little farther than I should be, it doesn't make me love you any less.
ThatOneGirl53: You're just amazing. I love you.
VengeanceGuyy: I love you more. Don't even try, baby you wouldn't win. Looks in your eyes and kisses you.
They would go for hours like that. Not anymore.
Not ever again.
Another Paramore SongFic. I know... Don't worry, I'll do another soon from a different artist. I hope you liked it. R&R
ily.
