Oh my gosh I can't believe I'm here! I love Glee with my enitre soul! This is my first Glee fic and Dave/Kurt. Can't express how happy I am to be writing this story. This little plot bunny has been going around my head for the past few weeks ever since I saw Heart the Valentines episode. This is how I see it happening in my head.

Summary: Dave is trying to show Kurt there's more to him than meets the eye. He wants to be more than friends, but he might have to show how good of a friend he can be before anything can happen between them. Can Dave show Kurt who he really is and win his heart in the process?

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee (I really wish I did)

This will be boyxboy if you don't like don't read.

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Kurt walked into Breadsticks looking breath taking in a pair of black tight skinny jeans, a pair of black boots, and a sweater that looked so soft even from the booth I sat in. This was it. I was going to tell Kurt how I felt about him. I've sent him many Valentine's cards over the past week and now he's finally here. My heart raced as Kurt scanned the whole vicinity looking for his secret admirer. A big smile on his face until his gaze landed on me. I tried not to feel hurt when a frown tugged his wide smile down. I stood up and swept my hands indicating him to sit down.

Kurt slowly walked toward me, all enthusiasm sapped from him. The normal swing of hips gone replaced with rigid movements. Sweat popped on my forehead. I rubbed my forehead with the back of my hand. This was a whole lot more stressful than I thought it would be.

"Karofsky you're my secret admirer?" Kurt asked voice breathy and disbelieving. His brow furrowed as he sat down.

"Yes I am." I sat down a lump finding its way into my throat. It's hot in here. I fanned myself, trying to calm my racing heart. A flush crept up on me. I was on fire. Man, I didn't think it'd be this hard to tell him my feelings. But with those baby blue eyes staring at me it was hard to breathe and think.

I leaned against the table, placing my forearms on the table hoping to gain to leverage with all my swirling emotions. I closed my eyes and inhaled deeply.

"I'm in love with you," I said. Kurt stared at me like I was speaking a different language. I rubbed the back of my neck while he absorbed my words. It seemed to take a while for the words to sink in. Kurt blushed a nice shade of pink. Never thought I'd like the color pink, but if it was on Kurt it wasn't so bad.

I swiped my sweaty palms over my jeans. The silence was killing me. He should have some sort of reaction by now, right? Kurt eyed me. Maybe he thought I was playing some kind of trick on him or something. Under his scrutiny it was hard not to want to run away. I kept myself rooted to my seat prepared to see this thing through the end no matter what happened. Even in the face of rejection I knew I had to stay.

"Are you serious?" Kurt looked me in the eye. I knew he really meant was he saying. He wasn't making fun of me. It still stung a little to know he didn't believe my words. Kurt sat up straighter, laying his arms on the table. He kept his face void of all emotion except his eyes. They gave away everything. But there were so many emotions in them it was hard to pin point one.

"Yes, I'm serious."

Kurt winced a little at my answer. That was answer enough for me. He didn't have to say anything. I know I thought I could hear him say the words, but the burn in my eyes and the closing of my throat was too much to take. Anger boiled in my blood. I wanted to punch something for thinking that someone like Kurt would ever accept me. It's too much to ask.

I got out of the booth before my temper could get the better of me. Kurt's seen enough of it in the past. I walked to the door as fast as my feet would carry without breaking into a run.

"Dave." Kurt caught me before I could leave Breadsticks or the Sugar Shack as it was being called that night. He laid his hand on my shoulder a wonderful warmth spread from his hand to my body. I tried to savor it while I could, it'd probably be the only time he willingly touched me.

It was so hard to turn around, but Kurt pulling on my shoulder finally made me turn. His hand fell away. It was a tremendous loss. The chill from the door could be felt from where we stood. I schooled my features into a mask of indifference. He can't know how much it hurts. The hurt was overwhelming. It was starting to sink in.

He's going to reject me.

I almost fell to me knees in agony. I didn't think it'd hurt this bad. There's no way I can describe the pain of being rejected especially by the one person who I know can understand me if they just gave me a chance.

Big blue eyes stared up at me with concern. "Let me see your phone." I automatically handed my phone over. "Here's my number." Kurt punched in the numbers to his phone and handed me back my phone. "You can call me anytime for anything. But—," Kurt bit his lip, stared at the ground before sweeping his eyes back to me. He held his hands behind his back as he continued to worry his bottom lip. "I can't return your feelings. I have a boyfriend and our past is just too much. I'd really like to be your friend though." Kurt reached out to touch my arm, but I jerked away from his touch. If I couldn't feel his touch on a regular basis I didn't want to get used to it. Although I already knew that I was.

He lowered his eyes when I moved away from his hand. I didn't want to hurt his feelings. Only my feelings should be hurt, not his. I had the urge to reach out to him. I kept my hands glued to my sides. Kurt's so open and proud. I wanted to be able to be that for him. I should've known better though. He's with that Blaine guy and the forefront reason is our past. How do we get beyond that? Maybe by being his friend I could at least show him that I'm more than I seem and I'm really trying to be who I really am.

It hurts so much being right next to him. I have to get away for a little while. "I understand," I grunted as I put my phone in my back pocket and ran out the front door, ignoring Kurt's voice as he called out to me. His calls were swallowed up by chilly night. I have to get away!


Yay! Chapter 1 is finished

Chapter 2 will be posted soon