"Taking Over Me"

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You don't remember me, but I remmeber you.

I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you.

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Jack stared blankly at the wall in front of him.

It had been three years today. Three long, cold years without

Rose. Every day had been a struggle.

He had vowed he would make peace with it.

He wouldn't think of her, but his vow had been in vain.

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. But who can decide what they dream?

And dream I do................

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Her face came unbidden to his mind. God, he missed her.

Why couldn't she have stayed on the boat? He had asked

himself that a million times since that night. You know why,

she loved you. He swallowed slowly, willing the tears away.

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I believe in you. I'll give up everything just to find you.

I have to be with you to live to breathe You're

taking over me

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She was with him always. There had never been a time since

Titanic when he couldn't feel her presence. She was like a guardian angel,

hovering protectively near him. Jack allowed himself to smile st the thought of Rose as an angel. It wasn't hatd to imagine

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. Have you forgotten all I know? And

all we had? You saw me mourning my love for you

And touched my hand, I knew you

loved me then

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He wondered briefly if she could hear his thoughts.

Possibly, she could. He wondered what she would say about the thoughts he had been having recently. More and more his mind had focused on her death.

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I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you

I have to be with you to live to breathe

you're taking over me

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The tears he had stopped moments before slowly made their

way back into his eyes. The fell in a slow rain down his cheeks. Jack didn't

bother to stop them. All he had eys for was Rose. She was here again, her

presence filling the room, her face filled with a heavenly light

. A new thought had entered Jack's mind.

Rose, couldn't be completely gone.

If she was, then why did he feel her?

Why could he see her clearly? It was jsut that she always

managed to elude his grasp. He knew then that it didn't matter what he had to do, he would find her. He had to.

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I look in the mirror and see your face If I look deep enough

So many things inside that are just like you are taking over.

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AN: The disclaimer is at the bottom. Here it is: I don't own Titanic,

jack or Rose, they belong to James Cameron(lucky sod!) Nor do I own Evanescence,

(wish I did, their AWESOME) or "Taking over me" It is just one of the many

really great tracks on Fallen. Please review! this is me first songfic and my

first angsty fic, so don't be too harsh. there will be another chapter based on

another Evanescence song.