So this is my first time writing on fanfiction and this isn't very good :T But it's summer and I have a lot of time on my hand! So I hope you guys enjoy it! If this gets at least one comment, I will continue it! LOL
Prologue
I've been great friends with Big Time Rush for a while now. Kendall, Carlos, James, and Logan have always stuck by me. From the day I moved to L.A to the death of my mother, they've been there for me through thick and thin. They're my best friends; my brothers. I love them very much. Lately, I've been starting to develop these feelings for Kendall and I have no ideas why. Yes, I did meet Kendall first and was later introduced to the rest of the guys. Yes, he did comfort me the most when my mother passed away, always keeping me safe in his arms. However, that is no reason for me to fall for him, especially since he is like a brother to me. Whether it possibly may be that I have fallen for his laid back personality, or his big green eyes, Kendall can never be more than a friend to me.
Chapter 1
The guys invited me to their dance studio. I love dancing, and learning new chorography is always fun for me. I've been to their dance studio several times. In the beginning, the guys honestly sucked at dancing. They had no rhythm and were stuck with two left feet. I had no hopes for them. They've come a long way since '09 and now they're killing it with their seductive hip swings. As I walked into their dance studio, I saw the guys learning a new chorography. They were doing great, but my eyes were only focused on Kendall. His hips were moving in a way I've never seen before. Nothing else existed to me, except for the most gorgeous man dancing his heart away. James was the first one to notice me standing under the doorway.
"Val! You're here!" He ran towards me to give me a hug. Carlos than quickly ran over to where we were standing.
"What took you so long? We've been waiting for an hour!"
"Well you could thank L.A traffic for that", I joked.
I gave him a hug as they both laughed. Logan than joined us.
"What are you three laughing at? Haha, Hey Val!"
"Hey Logan"!
I gave Logan a big squeeze. I love spending time with these boys. They always know how to brighten up my day. As I glanced to my left, I saw this tall figure walking towards me. His hair was wet with sweat, and all he was wearing were his work out shorts.
"Hey Val! I'm glad you're finally here".
It was Kendall. I felt his soft white skin as he embraced me. My heart nearly melted. I was nervous and hesitant. I've never been this way before, especially not towards Kendall. It was a new feeling, and I was scared.
"Hey Kendall, how are you?"
I was shaking and I started to sweat. The guys stared at me as if I were crazy. Carlos finally broke the silence.
"Val, you ok?"
I shook it off.
"Yeah, I'm fine! Just got a little cold, you know…"
"Well if you need anything, just ask, ok?" suggested Kendall.
He flashed a brilliant smile, exposing his dimples that I swear I die every time I see.
"Ok, thanks Kendall."
I gave him a quick smile in return. James was already in front of the mirror, prepared to dance.
"Well let's get dancing!"
Dancing kept my mind off of Kendall, the man I was surely falling for. After hours of dancing, I was tired. I couldn't move anymore. Carlos suggested we all take a rest and I agreed. James, being the energetic one of the group, didn't want to stop dancing.
"Come on you guys! We can't stop now! Dancing is fun!"
"Yes, yes it is James", replied Logan, "but look at that lazy bump". He pointed at me. "She doesn't want to get up!"
"Hey now, don't blame Valerie", defended Kendall as he got up from the floor, "She's not use to the 23 hour work day WE put in!"
I laughed because it was true. These boys work so hard and I was there complaining.
"I'm sorry guys, Kendall is right. I'm not use to this!"
Kendall wrapped his arm around me. I started getting butterflies in my stomach. This was different. New. I've never felt this way towards anyone before, especially not Kendall.
"Val, you are lucky we love you, or else we would've kicked you out 3 hours ago."
The rest of the boys laughed. I was a bit offended. I jokingly punched Kendall in the stomach.
"Man down!" he said jokingly. He fell on to the floor pretending to be in pain.
"Beat him up!" yelled out Carlos from the side.
I started to punch him softly across his sides and slapped his arms.
"You got this Val! He's got nothing on you" yelled Logan from across the room, continuing to sing the popular B.O.B song.
"Stop hurting me!"
I couldn't stop now. I was on a roll. I stopped slapping and punching him and decided to tickle him. No one knows his tickle spots except for me. He was very ticklish around his waist and under his feet. He started to laugh uncontrollably. I love his laugh. It's so loud and obnoxious, but it's filled with so much emotion and happiness.
"Ok, Ok, Ok! You could stop now. Please! Val Stop! I can't take it anymore!" He begged.
I stopped tickling the kid. I didn't realize how calm I was around him. I had forgotten about my nervous breakdown I had earlier. I was on top of him, my hands all over his body. He didn't mind it, and neither did I.
"That's what you get!" I yelled.
"I promise to never insult you again!" said Kendall, "Oh and by the way, thanks for the help you guys!"
"No problem man" replied James.
"Yeah, we got you" answered Carlos.
"We're here to help" Logan winked.
Kendall and I were still on the floor laughing. I was tired and I didn't feel like moving at all. He was sitting up and I decided to rest my head on his legs. I was the type of girl that was all over her guy friends, but I never meant to be flirty. This time, however, I was. Kendall petted my head, something he always did. I felt safe and loved, though I know Kendall did not feel the same way I did. He whispered in my ear.
"We should get you home now."
I was too tired to answer back. I knew I wasn't able to drive back home. He volunteered to take me home and I allowed him to carry me to his car. When Kendall pulled into my garage, I was fast asleep.
"Hey Val, Val, wake up sleepy head, we're here." Kendall said as he shook me.
I woke up and stretched my arms touching the car ceiling. I didn't want to move from where I was.
"Let me sleep here please, I'm too tired to move."
"No, you can't stay here silly."
He stood silent for a bit.
"Want me to carry you to your bed?" he suggested.
I was surprised, but I was too tired, so I nodded.
"Yes please".
"Alright, let's go."
He got off his car and opened my door. He slipped one of his hands under my legs and the other one around my waist. I wrapped my arms around him, feeling safe and secured.
"You're heavy!" He joked.
I slapped his arm. He laughed.
I rested my head on his shoulders as he carried me into my house. He had my house key in his hands and opened my door. He closed the door with his legs, not letting go of me. He took me all the way upstairs to my room. He placed me carefully on my bed.
"Thank you Kendall", I smiled at him.
"No problem", he smiled back, "but next time you want me to do you this kind of favor, make sure you don't beat me beforehand, ok?" He winked.
"No promises", I winked back.
"You are a great person" he said sarcastically.
I laughed."Thank You!"
He was hovered over me, his eyes locked to mine. I didn't want him to leave. I wanted him next to me, by my side. We stared at each other for what seemed to feel like forever. I didn't want him to leave my sight, but every good thing comes to an end. He got up and headed for the door.
"Well I think it's time for me to go now. I'll see you tomorrow. Goodnight Val."
"Goodnight Kendall."
He turned off the lights and ran back to his car. I heard his car leave my garage and I began to feel empty. I should've invited him to stay over, but I couldn't. He wouldn't have stayed. He doesn't feel the same way I do. I wrapped myself with my blanket, closed my eyes, and began to dream about the man I secretly loved.
So there you go! If you enjoyed my "story" don't be afraid to comment! If this gets at least one comment, I will continue! xD Thank You!
