Can this really happen. It is going to fast. It can not end. I am not ready. No! It WILL not end. I will not let it. I am not ready to let go. It can not abandon me. I will be lost. I will be empty. It can not end like this. With all this pain, hate, suffering, no not like this. It is already to late. It is over. There goes my life before my eyes. Think before you pull the trigger next time.
