This story was inspired by acidalteredfingerprints' lovely oneshot "China Doll" (I hope she(?) doesn't mind). If you haven't read it then read it now! Or read this first, but... Anyways. I don't own Fullmetal Alchemist. If you see any typos please inform me so I can fix them... Thank you and please review!


My Favourite Toy (Don't Break Him)

Edward lay still, staring at the man that was sitting on top of him. Ed couldn't really see him; all he saw was the green locks falling freely over his face and a malicious grin. The tearing pain all over his body was slowly starting to ease, and the boy could breathe almost normally. He felt his hands being freed from the handcuffs that were holding them and winced in pain as the man's hands touched his bruises while doing so.

- Got enough, O'Chibi-sama? Or do you still want more?

Ed whimpered weakly as a response and turned his head, not wanting to look him in the eyes. Envy chuckled cruelly and left the room after giving him the last rough kiss on his sore lips.

Edward had lost his track of time completely. He had no idea how long Envy had kept him here, maybe weeks, months, even years. He barely knew when it was day and when night because he had a small window with bars in his room. He hadn't grown at all and his whole body was languishing because of the lack of proper food and exercise. Ed didn't even have the strength to disobey Envy anymore since he knew he would just get raped and beaten up much harder. It was better to just do what he was told to do, even if it meant being humiliated and violated again and again. At least the pain was only psychical and not physical too. Not that it was much better.

The boy slowly tried to get up, but fell back down. After few tries more he gave up and just lay there gazing at the roof. He closed his eyes. It hurts… Ed hadn't cried for a long time. The first few days that he was captured here he cried almost every time Envy came to him, or after what the homunculus did to him, but slowly he started slipping more and more away. Now he just did what Envy made him do and didn't think about it much. Pain was the only feeling that really reached him, and even that varied between days. No matter how much he was hurting, he didn't cry. Otherwise his body reacted on its own and that seemed to be just enough for Envy. Or so he thought.