I DO NOT OWN INUYASHA
Warning: Lemon
yes, already. Surprise, surprise.
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-VQ
"Tonight's the night!" Inuyasha said to himself as he waited for his best friend Kagome to come over. He told her he had something different planned for the two of them.
The dynamic of Kagome and Inuyasha's relationship was rather complicated. Kagome was head over heels in love with Inuyasha. He, on the other hand didn't know how he felt. He liked having her around but as a friend—a friend with benefits.
Inuyasha only wanted Kagome to himself. He thought she was beautiful, smart, and kindhearted. She made him so happy but…it was too hard for him to allow himself to love her. He often blamed his past, or, at least his father's past. The way his father fell apart when Inuyasha's mother passed away caused his father to shut down. He lost control of himself and eventually lost his mind, putting him in an institution.
Inuyasha didn't want to fall in love. Of course, he enjoyed all the perks of having Kagome in his life: The affection, the sex, and the good times they shared but love was a major step for him.
But sometimes, it's not something you can force down. That's why this night was different for him. He was finally going to mark her and claim her as his. He wanted to be with her, even though the thought scared him nearly to death.
Kagome finally showed up that Saturday evening after work. She looked around the room in awe. Inuyasha dimmed the lights, lit candles and had slow, romantic music playing.
Inuyasha got a good look at her and the way her long black locks cupped her heart shaped face. He loved the way her purple blouse and denim jeans hugged her curves. He took one glance at her neck and the spot he wanted to sink his teeth into and make her his mate.
After admiring her for long enough, he wanted to hold her. He pulled her into his arms and swayed back and forth to the slow melody bouncing off the walls in the room.
"Inuyasha what's all this for?" She asked as she clutched the sides of his red button down shirt.
"I told you—we're doing something different." He whispered to her in the sweetest voice.
Kagome almost melted from the way he was holding her and talking to her. 'Maybe he's finally going to make things official between us.' She hoped to herself.
He slowly laid her down on the bed as the smell of fresh rose petals entered her nose. She hadn't even noticed them in the room but the atmosphere was flawless. She couldn't think of anyone else in the world that would do the things he does for her.
Inuyasha knelt over Kagome on the bed scanning her body with his eyes again. Kagome watched in fascination as his amber eyes glowed in the candlelight.
"You look nervous." Kagome said with a smirk on her face.
Inuyasha raised an eyebrow at her. "Yeah? So do you."
Kagome giggled as she began to unbutton his shirt. He smiled and pushed her hands off him as he leaned down and pressed his nose against hers.
Kagome started to giggle more as her face turned a vicious red that Inuyasha could see, even in the poorly lit room.
"I love you, Inuyasha."
"I know. You tell me all the time." He replied as he kissed her.
'I just wish you would say it back.' She thought as she returned his affections, enjoying the warm kiss he was giving her. 'But this is close enough.'
Inuyasha sat up and began to undress her. He gently pulled her shirt over her head and pulled her pants down, leaving her in her blue and white matching bra and thong.
"I never get tired of seeing you like this." He told her.
Kagome smiled as he rubbed his knuckle against her sweet spot before slowly pulling her thong down. He threw her thong to the side and began doing something he never did for her before.
Kagome gasped as his tongue slid into her. Inuyasha told her this was only a girlfriend thing when they set the ground rules for their 'friendship.' She wasn't sure what it meant for her, but it felt like heaven.
Inuyasha loved the way she tasted. He wanted to do this to her all the time because of how satisfying it was. As he sucked and licked, while she moaned and writhed, he began to tend to himself. He never heard her moan like that before or see her squirm and shake in the bed. It turned him on so much that he wouldn't mind if he never got inside her.
Until Kagome began to beg. "Please, Inuyasha, please. I need it."
Inuyasha felt satisfaction knowing that no matter how much she enjoyed what he was doing for her, she still wanted him inside her.
He crawled on top of her and looked at her. She was breathing heavily and her cheeks were still flushed red. 'So fucking beautiful.' He thought to himself.
Inuyasha slid inside her tight spot as she moaned loudly.
Kagome wrapped her legs around his back and grabbed hold of his solid arms. She loved how close they were and the fact that he was looking right into her eyes. She smiled through her gasps as he bit his lip and moaned for her.
They hadn't had sex in a month since Kagome was working extra hours to buy him something special for his birthday—he just had no idea about it.
Inuyasha loved how tight she felt. No matter how long she was gone, or how long they didn't see each other, she was always as tight as their first time.
The two couldn't keep their eyes off one another as she sucked him in and he filled her up. Their bodies were moving like clockwork as things became more passionate.
Inuyasha stopped stroking and kissed her. Kagome reached her arms around his neck as he pulled her towards him by the back of her head. Their tongues met one another's, as Kagome tasted her fluids that were still in his mouth.
He began to slowly stroke again as they separated from the long kiss. Inuyasha continued to look in Kagome's beautiful brown eyes as they displayed all the emotions in her heart.
As he breathed heavily and continually reached his peak, the words 'I love you' almost slipped out of his mouth. He tried to convince himself that meant he was ready.
"I'm cumming!" Kagome whined out.
Just as Inuyasha was about to meet her climax with his own, he leaned down towards her neck. The soft skin, so pure and ready for his marking was calling his name…and his demon. His fangs began to grow as his demon showed itself.
As he and Kagome came, he opened his mouth to plant the mark on her neck. The moment his fangs made contact her skin, he backed out. His demon calmed down and he sighed disappointedly.
Inuyasha hoped Kagome didn't catch wind of what just happened so he looked at her face to make sure. She turned her head to him and smiled. That smile washed away all the angst in his heart for not marking her.
'In due time' He told himself.
Inuyasha didn't want Kagome to leave him. He didn't want her to be with someone else. He knew the way he was treating her was wrong, but Kagome knew. She knew about his fears and swore that she understood. Perhaps that's why she was so patient with him about their relationship.
He rolled off her onto the other side of the bed. Kagome began to get up when Inuyasha grabbed her and pulled her to his side.
She was confused again. Even though she was in love with him, their sex was supposed to be casual—which meant no cuddling. So why were they doing this now? Why was he holding her in bed? What did it mean?
Kagome snuggled close to him as he wrapped his blanket and arms around her.
"I-Inuyasha?"
"What?"
"What are we doing?"
"Going to sleep. I want you here."
"Okay." Kagome smiled widely as she rested her head on his shoulder. They had never slept together before and nothing could make her happier than that night.
Inuyasha had no idea what he was doing. All he knew was he wanted to be with her but he was afraid of all the inevitable things that could follow. Half of them were outlandish conspiracy theories, while the other half were possible, but still unlikely.
'When am I gonna get over my fears?'
Eventually he'll learn that he has to.
Midnight…
"Are you awake, young miss?" A muffled voice called out to her.
"Kikyo?" Another voice called out.
Kikyo slowly opened her eyes. Her vision was completely blurred and her head was throbbing. Everything felt like a dream. An awful, terrible, nasty dream. Once she was fully awake, she let out a loud scream…a scream due to her last memory.
Kikyo was running through the woods as a man with his dogs chased her. She panted heavily as the moonlight did a poor job of guiding her through the trees. The barks and snarls of the dogs echoed through the area. Kikyo was running for her life. Her chest was knotted up and her lungs were failing her. She continued to run as her feet ached and burned from running in flip flops. She felt like she was walking on the ground. Each twig, pebble, even bug sent unfriendly sensations into her feet, making it difficult to run.
"Come out, Kikyo! It's time for you to face your fate! Return your soul to the original source!" the man's voice called out.
Kikyo made a mistake of looking back and tripped over a fallen branch landing face first in the dirt.
The man and his dogs quickly caught up to her as she attempted to crawl away.
"Oh no you don't! This is meant to be!" He shouted as he grabbed her by her ankle and pulled her in.
Kikyo screamed and cried. "It's not me! You have the wrong girl! I'm telling you!"
"It is you!" He argued. The man forced Kikyo face down to the ground wit a hard punch in her back before turning her around. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a large knife. "Return your soul!" He cried out as he stabbed her in her chest.
Kikyo felt the pain, the indescribable pain as the knife pierced her and her life began to fade to the sound of panting dogs and wind.
Then it was all over.
She felt her chest for the wound, but it wasn't there. That was all she could remember. Her head was cloudy and nothing about her life came to mind.
Kikyo looked around the room she was in. It was dark, lit by candles and full of people dressed in black hoods. She was lying on a cold table, feeling sick to her stomach and emotionally hollow.
"What happened to me? What's going on?" She asked.
"Our ancestors killed you 50 years ago." One of the hooded women spoke up. "We have brought you back to this world to restore balance. You were sacrificed to return a reincarnated soul to a revived maiden, only to find out…" She sighed exasperatedly "The wrong woman was sacrificed."
"Our family has been cursed for many years. We revived you in the hopes that you would no longer be angered by our predecessor's heinous crime." A man added.
Kikyo began to understand the circumstances, but noticed the hollow feeling wouldn't go away. She wasn't angry or afraid. She actually didn't feel anything "A-are you sure I'm alive? I feel like I'm still dead…or dreaming at least."
"What? What do you mean?" Another woman asked.
Kikyo covered her bare chest with her arms. "I don't know. I don't feel anything. I don't even feel like I'm in my body."
The hooded people began to whisper amongst themselves.
"I know what happened." Another woman said. "Your soul was reincarnated into someone else. Someone who is alive and isn't far from here."
"I see. Then return me to my resting place."
"B-but Ms. Kikyo. In order to do that, we would have to physically murder you."
Kikyo sighed. "What'll happen to me if I don't get my soul back?"
"You won't age, you won't feel and you won't die." The man spoke up again.
"Your life is at a standstill." One of the women informed her.
Kikyo couldn't absorb much of what the hooded people were telling her. All she knew was she had a second chance at life that she didn't exactly have a choice but to accept. She wasn't going to kill herself and they certainly weren't going to do it. "What should I do now?"
"Adjust to being alive, Ms. Kikyo." The man said. "You're a teenager. You can enroll in high school."
"Yes, we will help you." One of the women promised.
Kikyo simply nodded. It felt strange to be alive again, especially because her soul was outside her body and inside someone else's. 'I'll manage.' She thought to herself.
"But I have one question. How am I supposed to live without a soul in my body?"
One of the hooded women walked up to her and handed her a cloudy, white and glowing object.
"I will show you."
