Lost moment, Lost Cause
AN: A collection of writing about how Yumi feels about Ulrich and her friends and life. The poem song thing is in bold letters.
Yumi's POV
I saw Ulrich talking to Emily. They've seen more of each other lately. I'm the one who said I just wanted to be friends, but I thought Ulrich knew what that meant. I guess I was wrong. I should have known he wouldn't understand the meaning of, "I just want to be friends." Most boys don't know when a girl plays mind games, but that one was easy. Easy enough to where even Odd understood what I meant. He can't be that clueless, can he?
What hurts the most is his response. He said, "fine, okay." As if he agreed. I lost him, and this time it may be for good. I've never felt this bad before. It's getting hard just facing him now. It's as if there's this wall I've put up around me, I put it there to keep him away. And when he gets closer to the top I make it higher so he can't get to me. He must of given up. I don't blame him. I'm the kindest person, I'm all open with my friends the way that I should be. Maybe that's what's wrong with me.
Forget Me Not
Hello moonlight
Falling over the blue sky
Drowning out the day time
Shadows moving in
Drooping over my skin
I'm alone again
I stare up at the world
Hoping that it would pass me by
No more goodbyes
Some times I wake up
Wishing no one knew my name
As I'm pulled back into this twisted game
I took some time
So I could rest my eyes
But it's no surprise
That I see everything fading
As I stumble to my knees
If my heart was a force field
I would be unstoppable
That no one can get too
After all that I've through
I don't want to be broken again
Shadows linger in the corners of the moon
As darkness fills my eyes
Until I'm blind
Then there's light from the sky
As water covers my eyes
Again I'm blind
Seeing now just how visible I am to you
I wonder why I ever tried in the first place
Some of these days I think I should have left you alone
And let you have gone on your own
Seeing your face every time I close my eyes haunts me now
For knowing in the back of my mind you'll always belong to someone else
What happens now?
Will someone answer please?
My barrier has weakened
And I have no strength to move on from this
Sometimes I wonder
If I lose my way, will you let me go?
