Chapter 1

LUCYS POV

I had a bad feeling about today. I don't know why but I just do. I shook my head to clear my thoughts and walked towards the usual place I meet my friends. I have a few friends not many but I would change them for the world they have been there for me through thick and thin and I would do anything for them. I get out my phone and text Cassidy, Caroline and Rachel.

Lucy: Hey guys where are you? I'm at the usual spot.

Cassidy: Why would we want to be seen with you?

Caroline: Ikr like talk about desperate

Rachel: Guys that's a bit mean I mean she's just an attention seeking manipulative loner who can't stand the idea of being alone...

As they each replied I felt my heart getting torn in two again and again. They were my best friends and only they knew about my home situation. My mum was dead as my dad blamed and beat me for it and they were sending those things to me... It just doesn't add up.

I decided that they were probably just joking and that I would meet them in school instead.

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I got to school and went to my form room once I got in people gave me dirty looks started calling me names and throwing things at me even those I called friends. I asked why and they all said because you deserve it. I'm so confused I've done nothing to them I've haven't done anything to anyone!

This went on for a number of weeks and I started getting razors in my locker telling me to put everyone out of their misery and kill myself.

So tonight I will.

I will put everyone out of this sadness and if that means I have to die then so be it.

It's not like I had anything to live for anyway.

I started climbing to the top of the school tower I would do it at home but I wanted my peers to now that I had killed myself because knowing him if I died he wouldn't care until people came calling asking where I was and all he would say would be out or she ran away.

It's Sunday so I shouldn't be to rotten tomorrow...

As I stood at the top and looked down towards the ground I kept on replaying what had brought me to this moment. That one single person that caused this...Edward.

The one person who would of died for.

The one person that I loved.

The one person who broke me.

If I jump I would look like the attention seeker they all thought I was.

But if I didn't...

What would happen if I didn't?

Maybe I should just run away?

Yeah I'll do that I don't want to die...

At least not yet.