I do not own Bleach, if I do there would be more in depth character analysis.
Anyway this is what I think of Orihime's friendship with Ichigo and how I wish it was something else that could have more significance.
I can't understand why I feel this way for you when I don't even know you well enough to say that I'd love you for five lifetimes. All I know is that I do and I would love you for five lifetimes.
My earliest memory of you is when I carried my brother's dead body on top of my back and you opening the door and me telling you to "fix him". There was dried blood all over me and I sat in a chair next to you.
I don't know why but I really do care for you and the worst part is that I'll love you forever and it's a problem. Oh, how I would love to say "is it better to have loved and lost, than to never have loved at all?" But I can't because I have loved you but I've never had to you begin with in the first place.
I don't know why I would say good bye to you when we weren't that well acquainted. I could've said good bye to my best friend but I didn't. There is something about you that just attracts me to you like a magnet to a fridge or moths to lights. When I see you at school I don't know if it's my heart beating in my chest that I'm hearing or if it's my books hitting my bag. When I'm around you I'm all flustered and I can't even speak a coherent word around you. We have gone through a lot together yet you still call me by my last name. I tell myself that you say my last name because you respect and because we're not as close as I would like to be.
I want to know how you really feel, about anything, everything. But you'll never tell me because that's not our deal. We don't have a deal. I want to get stronger and fight by your side but I can't because it sincerely is against my nature, I can't hurt people I can only reject the injuries that have been brought to them. You will always protect me but you can't because you can never protect me from a broken heart that you have caused without knowing of it.
I hope that one day I will be able to look at you without idolizing you and putting you on a pedestal because you're not as special as I think you are. You are just a boy with too many problems that wants to save the world without worrying about the consequences or after shocks of your actions. I hope that the day when I stop loving you, I hope that we will be friends and that I won't have resentment towards you because you never did anything wrong, I can't make you love me and you don't have to.
Sometimes I wish we could start over and I wouldn't have these feelings for you. I don't want to stand in your way, I don't want to be your burden, I don't want to feel this way. I sometimes think that's its not fair that I come off as some delicate fragile china that you have to be careful with, but I guess I do.
Sometimes there are things that we can not change. I wish I could change the relationship we have. I wouldn't make you love me and I certainly wouldn't make myself love you.
It would be as if we never knew one another and then out of nowhere you bump into me and mumble your half-hearted apologies and I smile kindly and say "No problem." And then you look at me and your heart softens a bit and you ask for my name and I say "Inoue Orihi-"and Tatsuki-chan says "Hey Orihime there you are.. oh hey Ichigo what's up?" and you look a bit mad because I giggled at the fact that your name is Ichigo and that it means strawberries but then I say " I like strawberries." And you look at me and I look at you and we just know that something good will come out of this whether we be friends or more than that.
I know it was super short but what more can you say when there isn't much to say?
Seriously, Tite Kubo needs to stop making her some damsel in distress because Orihime has so much potential as a character.
Anyway Reviews would be nice :)
