Death was something she could never understand. Be it instant or slow, she couldn't decide which was worse. Being the one who died or the one who got left behind, knowing that someone you loved is going to die and just waiting for the reaper's visit or a surpising demise without warning.

"Clarkson?" She looked up into the face of lawyer who showed false concern through his features.

"Are you paying attention?" Clarkson nodded albeit she wasn't. She didn't care about the will or what riches her parents left behind she would rather have them back then anything they're pockets had to offer. Her older brother Chadwick however was completely immersed, anxiously waiting at the edge of his seat waiting to hear if he was their parents' heir to the textile empire they had built from generations of hard work.

"She doesn't need to pay attention the poor girl is obviously grieving so let her grieve and read the damn will." Clarkson flinched at the voice of her father's close friend Luther Gunnery the owner of the vast and very succeful delivery company that partnered with Blakeshire Textile Designs. Gunnery's voice when angry was harsh as he was a very fierce man. Despite the weight gain from his age he still had a thick head of yellow blonde hair and dark almost black eyes.

The lawyer contiued on clearing his throat. "Well where was I ah…. here 'It is with great pride that I pronounce my daughter Clarkson as the heir to the Blakeshire industry as she has shown me she is the most capabl-"

"THIS IS AN OUTRAGE!" Chadwick stood thunderously throwing his chair back his strong chisled face was beet red and his long black hair that went down his back was frizzed. He was absolutely perfect, strong, attractive, tall, and smart he would seem the perfect canidate to be the heir even Luther was surprised but there was only one problem..he didn't care about the hard work his family put into their industry only what the industry had to offer him.

"Please sit down Mr. Blakeshire." The lawyer requested softly.

"No! If you expect me to sit here and believe that our father left evrything to that little weak lab rat then you are not only stupid but inept!" He bellowed out.

Clarkson haunched her shoulders in fear of her main tormentor. Her only protection from him was their parents and now they were gone.

"Chadwick they left you a very well and healthy share and spot on the board as well as one of their estates." The lawyer placated.

"No this can't be right that rat must have changed it somehow this….this isn't how it's supposed to be." His voice cracked as if he was about to cry as he ran his fingers through his locks pacing.

"Shut up boy!" Luther barked and before Chadwick could open his mouth he silenced himself sending deathly glares every now and then in Clarkson's direction.

"Is there anything else?" Luther asked sitting back and stroking his large double chin.

"Yes appearently Mr. Blakeshire wanted you Mr. Gunnery to be Clarkson's soul gaurdian and guide." Luther smiled eyeing Clarkson eerily she didn't notice since her head was down.

"Well since that is all we shall take our leave thank you sir for your time." Luther stood up along with Clarkson who tried to head for the door but was butted in the side sharply by her brother's shoulder who stalked out of the small conference room.

Luther put a soft hand on Clarkson's shoulder and walked with her down the hallway. "Clarkson do not mind Chadwick he's just jealous is all but it is a great relief that the company is in your hands." Clarkson looked down at her small hands in response. She loved her father's work and the idea that her ancestors' blood pulsed through BTD, soon she would have to contribute her own sweat and blood into the company and it terrified her. She could only hope it would be good enough.

"In Chadwick's rule the company would have sunk that is why your father always brought you with him to all functions and it is up to you to bring us into a golden age that we once went through when we first got on the map." A Gulp went down Clarkson's throat as they walked into a sitting area where Chadwick was holding Katrina's hand. She looked absolutely distraught and when she looked up from under her pretty black hair nothing but hate shown in her eyes.

"Katrina has Chadwick filled you in on the slight turn of events?" Luther asked adjusting his cufflinks.

"Yes, he has." Her voice qauked as if she was about to cry. Clarkson just kept her gaze at floor feeling Katrina and Chad's piercing gazes at the top of her skull.

"Clarkson a word with you please." Luther looked to Katrina and Chad. They got the signal and stood up going to the other side of the grey lobby.

"Clarkson with this company comes many stresses that kept your father up at night, as hard of man that Andrew was it was still a daunting task which is why I am going to help you."

Clarkson finally looked up and nodded. "And with this inharitence I am going to make sure you have the best rule as any Blakeshire." Luther wrapped an arm around Clarkson's petite shoulders. "You'll have it all, fame, luxury.." He went on but Clarkson didn't really care about the wealth just the work, she had a prestigious life when her parents were alive but what the man said next made her eyes widened.

"My daughter…" He whispered in her ear.

A gasp passed her lips. "But sir I..I.. Don't understand." A dark chuckle rumble in Luther's chest.

"You will be marrying Katrina by the end of the month I have everything prepared."

"Sir Katrina doesn't really like me all that much." Clarkson's voice was like a soft whisper, not very strong not very intimidating. Her williowy persona made not only everyone around her question her parents' choice but also made the young girl doubt herself. She liked Katrina, hell who didn't she was beautiful and powerful, Clarkson's more adventurous side was starting to like the idea of the new arrangement but her apprehension was stronger.

"She'll grow to love you eventually. Your both so very young and have time." That still didn't reassure the new heiress.

"Now you stay here and I shall go have a chat with my daughter.." As he walked off Luther turned back and added with a chuckle. "Ah..eh hehe I mean your future wife." That brought a little smile to Clarkson's lips, at least this meant she wouldn't be so lonely.


"I don't think I can do it Chad, what if father makes me!" Katrina paced in front of Chad who was just as worried. She couldn't do it. She just couldn't marry that gross, weak, disgusting girl who had the equally disgusting anatomy that didn't belong there between her legs. Katrina bet it would be stuby and dark purple, veiny….oozing its juices all over her. Her train of thought caused a rancid bile to gurgle up her throat, Katrina ran to a nearby bush and vomited while Chad rubbed her back comforting her.

When she emptied out her stomach's contents her father came outside. She dreaded every step he took knowing he was about to bring the terrible news of her newly updated fate.

"Chadwick go inside." He ordered as soon as he reached them. Chad hesitated but obliged when he recieved a sharp glance from Luther. He feared the man who would beat him silly in his younger years.

"Father I can't marry her. Please don't make me-" Katrina began to beg to was silenced by a large raised hand.

"You will do whatever I tell you to. If I want you to kiss the bottom of my shoe you will. If I tell you to go join a circus in Brazil you will.…" His voice darkened making one who didn't know him believe that it was the devil himself talking. "If I say you will marry Clarkson and bed her every night for the rest of your sniveling life…you will." A sharp finger jabbed Katrina's chest almost pushing her back.

Her lips quivered as tears fell down from her pretty grey eyes. "Why are you doing this to me father? Why?" She sobbed quietly but Luther was not effected by the salty water works.

"Stop thinking of yourself and think about the good of my company!"

Katrina gaped at her father. "Is that what this is all about?! You prioritize the company over me?"

Luther chuckled a harty laugh. "Don't pretend you don't know what this is about and yes I do prioritize the company over you. It is our life without it you are nothing."

In one final attempt Katrina tried to rationalize. "But-but Chad still has a large share in the company I can still marry him. We agreed that I could marry him." She loved Chad ever since they were children she dreamed of them being together and now that dream was shattered all because that little abomination was the favorite brat of her parents.

"We agreed that you would marry the heir, I just thought it would be Chadwick..we all did." Luther put his finger under her chin.

"Katrina I need you now more than ever. Clarkson is a weak sapling and we can easily control her. I am going to need both you and Chad to break her mind. Create an everlasting chain on her soul that will ruin her. I don't care what you do with Chad as long as you produce an heir with Clarkson." Sighing Katrina gave in, as she followed her father back inside and saw Clarkson's stupid face giving a doofy grin she made a promise to herself to crumble the heiress up into dust so Clarkson would shutter with the very thought of her.


"COME ON BABY HURRY UP!" Hans yelled out from his orange sports car.

"Coming!" Elsa sounded back from her window. "And don't call me baby!" She added as an after thought.

The blonde hurriedly rushed to put on her white flats but Elsa noticed that she only had one shoe and began frantically searching for the other when her older brother walked in looking to cause trouble as always.

"Soooo where's Hands-on taking you tonight?" He asked leaning up against the doorframe.

"Hans is taking me out to dinner." Elsa replied breathily looking under her bed. When she glanced up she noticed that her brother had her other flat dangling on his finger.

"Jack!" She whined but before she got up from the floor he waved a finger at her.

"Ah ah ah ah." Jack teased. "You do realize as soon as you come for me I will sprint thus forcing you to chase me all over the house delaying your boy toy even more."

Sighing Elsa caved coming around and sitting on the edge of her bed. "Okay what do you want?"

Jack smiled triumphantly. "Say it."

Elsa grimaced shaking her head. "Oh god no."

A honk tore into Elsa's room. "I hate how impatient Hands-on is he's got real issues, but anyways say it."

"Jack your ego is dangerously big I don't want to pump it anymore or else it'll pop." Elsa feigned concern standing up trying to inch closer to her brother.

"Na uh say it." He took a step back.

"Fine." She scolded. "JackFrostisthegreatesthockeyplayerwhoeverwasorwillbe." Making it less painful to say she made it all into one word that was barely incomprehensible.

"Okay alright but for a month you have to say good moring Jack Frost the greatest hockey player who ever was or will be." Hans began honking over and over again.

"Okay fine! Now give me my shoe!" Snatching it away Elsa put it on and grabbed her clutch. She checked herself in the mirror one more time straightening out her white frilled skirt and blue jean vest.

Running downstairs she bumped into a large mass almost sending her to the ground but she was caught by the arm. "We can't have a pretty little lady like you falling to her demise now can we?"

Elsa smiled up at her father's handsom face. "Thanks Papa." Between his light brown hair and mustache and her mother's dark brown hair it was evident that she and her brother got their lighter hair colors from their grandparents. Regaining balance she tried to dash for the door but was stopped by her mother. "Okay let me get a picture!" She rushed in from the kitchen.

Elsa rolled her eyes playfully. "Idunna is this really necessary I mean it is her sixth date with the boy."

"Oh shut up Agnarr and move out of the shot. Speaking of which why doesn't he come in and say hi whenever he comes over?" Idunna asked adjusting the camera.

Elsa shrugged. "He's usually in a hurry." Her mother managed to capture a beautiful shot of her daughter in the perfect lighting.

"You know ma there is a camera in your phone." Informed Jack as he stood half way down the stairs.

"I don't know how to use it you would have to show me Jackson." His mother chimed.

"Nevermind." He immediately answered rushing back up stairs.

"Okay be safe and remember you have to be home by ten." Her father reminded as he watched his daughter leave out the front door. Both children were their parents' pride and joy. Jack was marvelous in school, had a scholarship and would definitely become a famous athlete in hockey. Elsa was just a smart wanting to become a pediatrician. The two siblings future was brighter than the sun.

As Elsa made it to the car she hesitated expecting Hans to open her door like in their first two dates but he never left his seat. Sighing Elsa got in and put on her seat belt while Hans lit a cigarette.

Waving her hand in front of her Elsa frowned. "Hans please don't smoke in front of me you know how much I hate it." she pleaded.

Sucking his teeth he scowled. "For Christ sakes I'll roll down the window." Once on the road Elsa spoke but kept her head closest to the window. "So what are we doing tonight?"

"We're meeting a couple of my buddies at this restaurant downtown." That was odd.

"Are they bringing their girlfriends?" Hans shook his head no. Elsa's spirit sunk alittle as this sounded like more of a hangout sesh and she was just a tag along.

Resting her head on a closed fist she nearly dozed off when they finally arrived. Elsa looked out the window and took note that they were at least two hours away from home. Why had he brought her out so far?

Before she could ask Hans was already out the car lighting another cigarette. Elsa got out as well and went to his side.

He gave her a charming smile then fixed his red dress button up shirt that matched his jeans and designer sneakers.

"Oh yeah!" Hans chimed in recollection snapping his fingers, he reached into the trunk of his car and brought out his letter jacket, his most prized possession besides Elsa. He smirked at the thought. It was only natural that the captain of the football team dated the prettiest girl in school. His eyes raked over his girlfriend's form. Damn he loved her body. Elsa feeling his stare however had a completely different gaze, one that held affection. She truly did care for him.

He wrapped the jacket around her shoulders. Elsa was about to refuse due to her loving the brisk air but to her it was a sweet gesture and she would take what she could get.

Walking into the restaurant that turned out to be a steakhouse Hans hollard out to a table causing Elsa to jump.

She looked to see a table of two rowdy members of the team waving them over.

When the couple made their way over they gave a rough housing bro hug to Hans who shoved at them playfully.

"Hey Hans what are you doing with this lovely sack of skins hanging on your arm eh?!" An obnoxious brunette jutted. Elsa's mouth gaped open until she shook her shock away from the crudeness and was about to rebuttal but recieved a sharp grip from Hans on her elbow leading her to her seat next to him.

"Super glad you brought your lady friend Hans we need a pretty face in our group or else we'll look like losers." The more quieted boy replied lightly. Elsa didn't mind his comment so much.

"Hans told you guys I was coming?" Elsa questioned. Hans let out a cough which made Elsa put a soft hand on his back instinctively without turning away from the raven haired boy.

"A yeah he did he thought it would be nice for his best buds to get to know his girl." The brunette tapped the other. "Oh while we were waiting on you guys Lyle was making it real sweet on the cute waitress over there." Lyle blushed.

Hans laughed finally chiming in. "Oh I guess she doesn't go for your particular charm huh Terrence?"

"Nah she just can't handle the D." The three boys erupted into hysterical laughter. From then on the only time Elsa's voice was heard was when she ordered her French onion soup and Iced Tea.

The football goers ordered large streaks that looked like each was a whole cow thrown on the grill. Elsa tuned them out not caring for the talk of football outrages and all the quote "Pussy" Terrence and Lyle have been getting. It wasn't until she heard Hans speak up that doubt filled her mind.

"Yeah I remember those days and miss em." Hans chuckled.

"Ah Yeah you know what you need? A Man Party." Lyle said around a full mouth. Elsa's eyebrows creased that didn't sound like something a guy who had a girlfriend should be interested in.

"Oh yeah and what will be happening at this particular party?" Hans asked scratching his sideburns. Elsa huffed crossing her arms.

"Well Hansoff we are in the presence of a lady." Lyle gestured his hand to Elsa while speaking in a posh voice.

Rolling her eyes Elsa got up from the table a very clear sign that dinner was over.

Hans followed after her leaving his card for his friends to pay with.

He found her outside. "Hey baby." He cooed hugging her from behind. "What's wrong?" He kissed her neck.

"I..it's just your friends still act and talk around you like you're single and you're not…and then you encouraging them isn't helping."

Hans sighed nodding. "You're right I'm sorry. I just…sometime it's tough for me because I really care about those idiots. They've been with me since grade school and I'm afraid that if I don't appeal to them then…I'll lose them." Elsa turned around in his arms. She had never heard him sound so vulnerable. Her face softens in understanding.

"Hansoff..why didn't you tell me?" Cupping his cheek Hans leaned in.

"I guess I kinda suck at expressing my feelings." He admitted then brought her lips to his. "I care about you more than anything."

Elsa chuckled. "More than football?"

"More than football." He confirmed.

"More than money?"

"More than money."

"More than your mom's cooking?"

"Hey now.." Jesting he draws out a laugh from the blonde who hugged him tightly.

"Hey lovebirds!" Terrence barked ruining the moment.

"I'm giving them a ride home so come on let's hurry so we can beat your curfew." Walking hand in hand they start for the car before Hans stopped in his tracks.

"Oh wait Elsa I have to talk to you about something important for a sec comeon." Hans glanced over his shoulder at his two friends and nodded which went unnoticed by Elsa who allowed him to tug her around the building to only be attacked by his lips which roughly devoured hers.

She rubbed her hands through his damp hair. "Is this the important thing you had to tell me?" Elsa asked breathlessly breaking away only to have him kiss along her jaw.

"Mmhmm." He hummed not breaking contact from her soft skin.

She used his hair to pull him away to look into her eyes. "Tell me more." She husked in a raspy voice making the boy groan at how sexy his girlfriend was.

After about a ten minutes of tongue punching he brought her back to car both very flustered. Elsa's cheeks remained red against the cold air of the night breeze.

"Alright let's go my mom is texting." Complained Lyle.

"Awe is she asking me for a round two from last night?" Terrence sassed earning a punch in the arm from his friend.

Once everyone was seated Hans started the car the only problem being that it wouldn't start. He tried again but to no avail. Elsa looked to him worriedly.

"Does it need a jump?" she asked.

"Don't know let me check." Hans got out and opened the hood then returned.

"Well I can't fix it. So for right now we are stuck." He ran his hands over his sideburns a habit he always succumbed to when nervous. "No shop is opened this late." He mumbled.

Elsa stayed quiet thinking. "Oh I can ask my parents to come pick us up." Fishing for her phone she was stopped by Hans' hand.

"Elsa what about Terrence and Lyle I don't think your parents would be to happy about this inconvenience."

"There's a hotel across in the other parking lot." Lyle said.

"A hotel but I don't have any money, and what will I tell them?" Elsa stressed but Hans rubbed his arm.

"We will tell them the truth baby but in the morning for now let's head to the hotel okay?" He ran his thumb along her arm until she nodded.

The group crossed parking lots to the hotel. "I'll check in you can get some tea from that station over there." Hans instructed Elsa once they were in the lobby.

Sitting down she waited about nine minutes when the three boys came back over.

"So got some good news and some bad news." Hans said kneeling down.

"Good news is I booked two rooms for the night and got a hold of a mechanic bad news he doesn't open till morning and I could only afford two rooms and there's four of u-" before he could finish Lyle butted in nervously.

"Me and Terrence could share a room and you could bunk with Elsa." Terrence nodded.

Elsa opened her mouth thinking the arrangement to be inappropriate but Terrence spoke up hurriedly. "Yeah and hotel policy only two person per room." Elsa frowned they were acting weird.

"Okay I guess that works." Hans nodded and the group went into the elevator taking it to the second floor.

"Goodnight guys." Hans shook their arms. Terrence pulled him close and whispered in his ear. "Make it happin Cap'n." Elsa could barely hear but shook it off.

The room was nice. Normal and comfortable.

"I could sleep on the couch." Elsa offered but Hans shook his head.

"No this bed is big enough for the both of us. Here." He took off his dress top and pulled off his under shirt handing it to Elsa.

"It should fit you like a dress." Taking the under shirt she entered the bathroom and looked into the mirror. For some reason her insides churned angrily. Why did she feel so nervous? It was only Hans and he would never hurt her.

Exiting the bathroom Elsa squeaked noticing Hans stripped down to his boxer shorts. Sitting on the edge of the bed. Elsa folded her clothes placing them on the chair and moving to the opposite side of the bed getting under the blanket.

"Wanna watch a movie?" Hans said grabbing the remote sitting up against the head board.

"Okay." Elsa said but jumped when she felt an arm wrap around her and pull her to his side.

Her heart pounded with anxiety her parents would definitely not approve. She tried to distance herself but Hans held her tighter and kissed her head while flipping through the channels.

"Oh my gosh rememeber this movie!" He excitedly shook her lightly.

Elsa giggled. "I thought you hated this movie. Too much singing if I remember correctly. "

"That was when I was younger. You know a kid….last week." Elsa laughed behind her hand finally relaxing her nerves taking a backseat.

The musical lasted for two hours, during that time Hans turned out the light and managed to get his hand on her thigh without her squirming away.

He turned his head to her planting a light kiss on her bow lips. He loved kissing her.

Soon the soft kisses got deeper more needy and demanding. Elsa felt weight pushing her down her back.

"Hans what are you doing?" She whispered putting two halting hands on his chest.

"Shh baby just let me love you." He whispered. Elsa slowly moved her hands and Hans took the invitation to move atop her. Kissing and suckling on her skin. She returned his affections with soft kisses of her own that unbeknownst drove him insane with want. He was glad the comforter hid his raging erection.

Elsa closed her eyes enjoying the soft attention. It wasn't until he moved the blanket down and used his hand move her inner thigh apart from its twin that Elsa bolted up panic stricken. "Hans no!"

He pulled away sighing. "Elsa I…I want to so badly and only because it's your first time. This is the perfect opportunity." It sounded terribly rehearsed.

Elsa shook her head. "I…I'm not ready I don't think we're ready for this. There will be other times."

"Elsa. Please let's just get it out the way, the pain, blood everything then I can show you how much I love you all time." He inched closer to her. Every time those words passed his lips a little bit of resistance broke away. He took notice of this.

"Please it won't hurt so bad." He started to move her onto her back again but she shook her head a second time.

"We don't have protection."

"It's okay I'll pull out and besides you're less likely to get pregnant your first time anyways." He said trying to sound confident. .

She looked to him with fearful eyes. She really did care about him deeply it overflowed her heart, maybe this was a way to let the waterfalls of love inside of her overflow.

She gave a slight nod not trusting her voice. Hans all to eagerly positioned them.

Elsa waited for him to ease himself inside of her with extreme perturbation but ease wasn't the right way to describe the way Hans entered her, more like shove.

Elsa let out a cry and tried to get away but was held down and kissed to muffle her sobs. It burned and her lower stomach cramped and turned.

Before she adjusted he began moving while her breaths hurried with a lip tremble. "Hans.. St-stop." she whimpered out.

"Shh hush Baby." He said through gritted teeth.

It seemed to last forever while Elsa waited for that hopeful moment for him to remove himself from her body but the moment never came. As everything became a blur he let out a strangled grunt. A few seconds later Elsa felt a warm sensation spreading through her as though he had just urintated inside her.

"Ah!" Elsa groaned out at the odd feeling. Her crotch burned as though someone poured hot sauce all over it.

Finally after a heavy breath Hans pulled out and rolled over. Elsa hands instantly flew between her legs as she curled into a ball. A hand rubbed her back.

"I love you baby." She heard him whisper then kiss her head turning over.

When Elsa recovered she found it painful to walk to bathroom but she felt as if she really needed to pee.

After relieving herself she turned on the shower. Keeping the water cold she jumped in not even removing her shirt and found herself unable to stand. Sliding to floor the teen's tears mixed in with the shower water as she watched trickles of blood go down the drain.

Not knowing how long the water had been on Elsa turned the water off but stayed put.

She felt terrible. She may have been young but she knew that when you were with the right person you were not supposed to feel this way. To feel pain both between your legs and in the chest, to want to hurry up and get away from your partner and to fear returning to them.

Elsa couldn't go back so she stayed in the shower curled up.

It wasn't even morning yet and she already regretted it.