FreedomFairy
Title: Thousand Miles
Summary: And I need you. And I miss you. And now I wonder.... Oneshot, songfic. Please R&R.
Story Posted: 2/8/2009
Disclaimer: I do not own PoT or 'Thousand Miles' and never will.
Rating: 'K+'
A/N: Well… I was just feeling inspired (and bored) so I decided to write this oneshot…… so here it goes!! I don't really have anything planned right now, but lets see how it goes!!
Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Sakuno missed him… ever since he went to the US, she felt a hollow inside of her… he was the first ever guy she actually cried over. And when he finally came back to Japan she had to leave for her further studies… leaving herself heart broken, and now, in the midst of the busy streets of Tokyo, she reflected upon their moments… shared…
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making my way
Through the crowd
She was just a face in the crowd… while he was 'The Prince of Tennis'. A sad smile made it to her face as silent tears fell from her glistening eyes. There were so many special people in her life… all that had left huge impacts on her… then why? Why was it so hard to forget him…? Everyone encouraged her to get over him and to move on with the life she had… then why was she still so madly… deeply… and truly in love with him.
And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
She loved him… more than you or I could ever imagine… Whenever she pictured them together… whenever she'd think about him… whenever she'd just see his pictures… mixed emotions would erupt within her and all she'd wanna do then would be cry her eyes out, with Tomoka comforting her.
They were miles apart now… she and Ryoma. He went back to America while she was still in Japan. She lived her lifetime of happiness with him…… and now… only sadness, regret and pain was left for her. Pain that consumed her from with and refused to let go……… now all she wanted was to be free… of the love she carried as a burden. She knew she'd do anything to see him, though… It was like as if he was the puppet master controlling her without even knowing it.
It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me
'Does he ever even think of me?' this was a question that would always be on her mind. She didn't even know whether she was just wasting her time thinking about him… whether these past seven years of her life were just wasted in his memories.
'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong
Living in your
Precious memories
She knew that even if he had ever even spared a moment thinking about her, it would be just a waste of time… he was, after all, a very successful and busy tennis player. She actually doubted that he even remembered her.
'Cause I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight
How many times did she have to think in such a depressed way about him? She knew that it wasn't his fault that he left…… with her heart……… And on top of that, he didn't even know what he did to her.
And I, I
Don't want to let you know
I, I
Drown in your memory
I, I
Don't want to let this go
I, I
Don't....
Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd
And I still need you
And I still miss you
And now I wonder....
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass us by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you...
If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
If I could
Just hold you
Tonight
This was it…… these were the last moments for her dwelling on her past…… it was definitely time for her to move on… even though she had realized this a long time ago… she just wasn't sure of whether to would be okay to just give up like that…… without even making any effort…
A/N: Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!! Can't believe I actually finished it in one go!! Huge accomplishment for me!! Yeeeeeyyyyzz!!! I hope you liked it!!! I'm not very sure about the sequence of events and whether or not I have portrayed the correct emotions or not, but please let me know through your reviews. This is actually my first PoT fanfic, but I just hope that it didn't show!
And I totally recommend that you listen to 'Thousand Miles' by Vanessa Carlton while reading this. Maybe it'll help you connect better?? Plus I just LOVE that song!!
Now, I will highly appreciate constructive criticism, I think that it is very important for a writer to know where s/he is going wrong in order to improve, so please pin-point my mistakes so that I can work on them… and sorry if this oneshot felt a little 'rushed'… I made it in very little time!! Please REVIEW, and tell me if you guys want a sequel for this one, 'cuz I know that this is VERY short and has an open ending, so just lemme know, 'kay? I was thinking of the song 'Love Story' by Taylor Swift for the sequel.... idk..... not sure! You guys tell me!
FreedomFairy
