Hello my beloved sickos! This is my first chapter of my first story, so it may be a little rough, but I tried reallllllly reallllllly hard so please read on! Updates will be between every other day to once a week! Please review so I can get better! I take most requests for fluff/smut so don't be afraid to just ask! Also, don't be afraid to PM! Lots of love! -StupendousShipper
*Kaoru p.o.v.*
I can't help it. When Hikaru curls around me under our silky covers, and I can feel his heart beat against my bare back, I can't stop my love for him from blooming in my chest. Unfortunately for me, that strong love that binds me to him like handcuffs isn't just brotherly. When his pale angelic face relaxes and the corners of his lips droop as he wanders into dream land, I can't help that I want to wipe that frown away forever. With my lips. Repeatedly. Yes, I know it's sick and wrong, but I can't help it. Stop judging me, this isn't my fault! At least its not entirely, this is all because that dumb blonde just had to do the worst possible dare. I wouldn't have realized that Im in love Hikaru if she hadn't... Ugh...
It was the day before Christmas break and Tamaki decided to throw a completely out of season kotatsu party for the guests. Christmas trees and wreaths were everywhere and Hikaru and I dressed in matching elf costumes. The red and green striped leggings made Hikarus legs look perfectly sculpted. The bells on our green shoes jingled as we crossed our legs in perfect sync. Our golden eyes met for a second before we invited the guests to a game of truth or dare. Business was hard that day, for there was a new guest who was very skeptical that our more-than-brotherly love was real. We needed to butter the now glaring pigtailed girl up.
The game started innocently enough, but we were getting bored, so we let the small-eyed critic dare us. Our jaws dropped as she spoke the evil words, "I dare you two to kiss. On the lips.". The rest of the guests burst into flames of moe and Hikaru looked genuinely worried, but I assured him with my eyes that we would just put our faces near each other for a few seconds and that was enough. So that's what we did. Until that evil blonde shoved our faces together. Suddenly everything else disappeared and I felt like the entire world was just me and my twin. I was wrapped up in the soft texture of his lips, when they started to move with mine, so they were basically massaging my mouth. I was in heaven and my hands began to roam around his back, and settled on wrapping my arms around his neck. His hands cradled my face and I felt something warm and slightly wet brush against my lower lip. "OH MY GOD", I thought," IS THAT HIKARUS TOUNGE?!". The enticing muscle swiped there again, begging for entrance, which I quickly granted. I felt his sweet tasting, slightly bumpy toungue begin to dance with mine. I couldn't have been happier.
All of a sudden, Hikarus magical lips stopped moving. I opened my previously blissfully closed eyes, and looked up at his. Those golden orbs were wide and the size of baseballs. I was now aware that everyone was staring at us, and more imporatantly, SCREAMING. The guests were going batshit and were crying, fainting, yelling, and mobbing us. As fast as lighting, Hikaru ran out of music room #3, leaving me alone, panting, and quite frankly, turned on. My hardening crotch was hidden by my mid-thigh length red tunic, luckily. The bells on my curly shoes rang incessantly as I got up sprinted after Hikaru. Within seconds I was out of the large aboandoned room and in the huge hallway. I specifically remember thinking, "I have to find my love.", and stopping in the middle of the clean marble hallway with the realization that I am deeply in love with my twin brother. Gosh, that realization hit me like a ton of bricks, I almost fell over. But I forced my new feelings aside and continued running.
I finally found Hikaru in a far away bathroom gagging on the liquid soap he was using to wash his mouth out. Tears were already pricking my eyes with the realization that he was trying to wash me away. He noticed my presence and whipped around to face me.
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING KAORU?!", he screamed.
"I wasn't thinking anything. That stupid girl pushed us together." I relplied, holding the tears in.
"BUT YOU KEPT KISSING ME!" He yelled with the scorching fire of fury in his beautiful eyes.
"YOU DID TOO!" I retorted. That really shut him up. I used the spare seconds to control my breathing and swallow my tears, while Hikaru just got madder.
Hikaru glared into my eyes and whispered fiercely to me,"Look. Brother. What just happened was sick and so wrong. I hated every second of it. I am so thoroughly disgusted with what you did and you in general. You are going to swear to never ever ever do that again."
A single salty tear slipped out of my eye as I furiously nodded, just begging him to not be mad at me.
After about a week he calmed down and things went back to normal, for him at least. Kyoya was pretty happy with us, because now sales were WAY up. the rest of the members brushed it off as an accident/just our act. and that blonde girl, she still didn't frickin believe us. She left the music room during the pandemonium of our first kiss and later demanded her money back. Four months later, I still carry my feelings for my beautiful twin around like a sack of concrete on my shoulders. It weighs me down every day and makes me constantly tinted with sadness. All because of that stupid horrible evil bitchy cynical blonde girl. She ruined my life.
