nothingness

it's the absence of everything

and anything

and it just sucks

.

it sucks because

you're not numb

you can feel so so much

but it doesn't matter

.

(nothing ever matters anymore)

.

and what right do you have to

feel this way?

what right do you have

to feel so insane?

.

(you have no right. absolutely no right)

.

he loves you

don't you get it?

despite not sharing your memories

he loves you

.

you took him away

from a family

from his friends

from a girl

.

(and he still loves you?)

.

to bad you can't

give him what he wants

to bad you can't,

don't, won't love him

.

pretty blonde superman

and the cheeroke girl

privileged and lowclass

except you're a teenager baby

.

(you got the world at your feet)

.

don't need a little boy holding you back

you love him but you must do what's right

so glad the week is over. a little jasper to make the world go round.