Hey guys! This is my first fan fiction and I hope you like it! Criticism is welcomed. If you guys find any errors, please tell me. Thank you for reading!
Also I'm sorry guys but I don't know the name of Nyo!China. Please bare with me!
The lines in italics in Alfred's thoughts and the underlined lines are the texts exchanged between Alfred and Ivan.
Description: He wasn't supposed to fall for his jerk-friend Ivan, but when Ivan asks him to break up his relationship, Alfred keeps finding things about the Russian that keep making him fall in love with Ivan. Meanwhile Ivan keeps his little crush to himself.
Disclaimer: I don't own Hetalia
Warning : Human names used, swearing, Gender-blended. Still a boy x boy story, High school AU.
Chapter-1
I'm going to fine.. Probably...
Maybe I should punch Francis for being so creepy. There was no way that I, the Hero, liked the communist bastard. Just no way. And we were just in many classes together and had kind of become friends.. and he was kind of cute and looked hot while frowning... Ok maybe he was cute and hot but did not mean that I liked him.
What bugged me more was that damned Frenchie won't stop talking about him. AND that damn idiot was just in front of us. Even though he looked kind of troubled, he still looked really good. His girlfriend of one year, Yao, was holding his hand and happily chattering on and on about something. Couldn't she see that Ivan wasn't interested?
I mean, Ivan deserved someone so much better, someone like m-
No you idiot, you don't like Ivan! He's Just hot. You don't like him! Besides you have so many girls who like you! He's probably not even gay!
Yeah, but I'm gay.. And Ivan's hot and I can totally see why he should date someone like me! And he dated that Toris guy before way back in middle school for like a long time!
Ugh.. It was horrible to have these stupid inner voices always bullshitting inside my head. Stupid voices. Ivan and I, we were just friends. He was the closest friend I had but that didn't mean I could criticise who he dated even if I didn't like them. And it wasn't like we were breaking apart.. right?
I quickly cleared my thought as Ivan approached me with his Oh-so-annoying girlfriend. He looked sick. His skin was whiter than usual and he beautiful violet eyes had lost its gleam.
Wait.. Did I just call his eyes BEAUTIFUL?
Way to go, Alfred..
Fuck you, stupid voice.
"Alfred!", I blinked a little as I focused on Ivan who was now looking a little annoyed .
"Yeah? What's up bro?"
"I have been calling you for the past minute! Stop daydreaming and help me here.", Ivan hissed and pointed to Yao who was now glaring daggers at me.
she looked so much like a doll.. OH MY GOD what if Yao was actually an alien trying to abduct Ivan and take him to their base?!
"Alfred!", This time Ivan shouted and released an annoying breath. "Alfred, this is no time to be ignoring me and going off to your dreamland. I need your help", Ivan said angrily while he stressed on the 'your' part.
"Yeah dude sure! A hero will always help! Hahahahaha!"
Ivan sighed and whispered something into Yao's ear, which made her giggle (Ew) and she skipped to her step-brother, Kiku, who was also a good friend of mine. I feel bad for that guy.
"Alfred, can we talk? Privately?", Ivan asked while looking straight into my eyes. Those words usually mean something really really bad is going to happen right? I hope he is still not mad about last week when I dyed all of his clothes in shades of pink and purple or that time when I 'accidently' dropped two bowls of lasagna on Yao's white dress or that time when I-
"Alfred.. Uh, I just need to talk to you about this one thing. It is nothing bad. Please stop looking like I kicked your puppy..", Ivan sighed while trying to drag Alfred away to a secluded area of the school.
"S-so what was it you wanted to talk about huh? I mean I-I get it if you.. Y'know, want to spend more time with Yao and all and I-I don't mind it at all that she is completely taking you away from me an-"
Ivan blinked a few times then stared grumbling, "Alfred, Why would I want to spend more time with Yao? That girl drives me mad and I don't even have a moment alone with myself. I mean, sure, She is a very pleasant girl but", Ivan took a long breath and looked straight into my eyes. "Alfred, can you please break us up? I know this might sound like a horrible thing to do but please. She suffocates and I can't handle women.. Вот почему я гей...", Ivan trailed off with the last few words and looked quite embarrassed.
I didn't get what he said in the end. "What?"
"Uhh, I asked you to break-"
"Yeah not that, what did you say in the end?"
Now Ivan looked completely embarrassed and his face was turning into a colour of red that Toni would say his tomatoes are. "Uh, a-anyways think about it please and tell me ok? Ok Alfred I need to leave but I hope to hear from you."
With that Ivan turned with one last look at me and went to where Yao was impatiently waiting for him. I checked the time and realised that I had just been standing in the same place for the past half hour. I should probably get going. The sun was setting and I wasn't in the mood to fight any villains. Not that a hero can't take any! Hahahahaha!
Ivan: Hello Alfred! I hope you haven't forgotten what we talked about? In case you weren't listening ( not that you do anyways)(^し^)I shall type whatever it is I had asked of you.
Geez thanks Ivan, I can totally feel you being grateful..
Alfred: Hey dude! I totally remember everything you said... Yeah everything! Hahahahaha!
Ivan: Ok then Alfred, see you at your house tomorrow! Bye!
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15 minutes later
...
Alfred: Hey Ivan? You still there bro?
Ivan: So you don't remember, right?
Alfred: You're such a jerk... So what is it dude? Ivan? Dude?
Ivan: Goodnight Alfred (^-^)
Alfred: Dude? Ok Night dude.
You're such an idiot
You're a part of me, you stupid voice!
You like him but yet you can't remember a thing he says! How useless!
I don't have to listen to you!
I can handle anything that comes my way! I'm a hero after all! And Ivan is no problem! I will help him and save him from Yao! Hahahahaha!
"Alfred, bloody hell go to sleep its MIDNIGHT! Don't make me come up there, lad!"
"I'm going to sleep Artie! No worries!"
I turn off the lights to my room and just hope no ghosts come to my room. Thinking about tomorrow I roll to my side and try to sleep.
He's so cute and he's coming tomorrow... I hope I can keep my cool, after all I'm a hero and hero's can handle anything! And I'm going to be fine... Probably..
Well that's the end of the chapter! Thank you for reading and don't forget to comment! Sorry for the short chapter!
Translations:
Russian:
Вот почему я гей-That's why I'm gay
See you guys later! :)
