A/N : Hello everybody.

This is the sequel of my former story 'The Mess' . (I would suggest you read that story first but it is not necessary) –it is inspired by a song called 'The right kind of wrong'

In case you have already read my other story I must say that it is James Potter POV now

Which mean this is James' story not Rose / Scorpius'

It has some Rose / Scorpius in it though

I cannot say much more just…

Enjoy

PS: Oh I forgot it is Post-Hogwarts

Something Wrong

Chapter 1 : I simply exist

I hate her. I most certainly do. Oh, don't give me the judgmental look ok? I am not cruel or heartless to say this. I might be just a bit ruthless but still it is not my fault I hate her.

She's all to blame. Because, dear people, she dated me only due to my name. She never ever felt a single thing. I didn't know then. I was all enthusiastic about her at first. But I see it now. She hates it when we speak and she hates it when we stay silent. She hates it when we go out and hates it when we stay in.

And I ? Well, I hate her.

Every time I see her something dies within me. When I speak with my friends and she comes to say 'hi' I feel like shoving her away. She is not wanted. Those days that it rains I never stay in with her. I fear I might get a depression out of it. Every morning that she leaves for work I sigh in relief.

All in all she's my worst nightmare. But still I'm with her.

You are obviously wondering why by now. It is extremely simple let me tell you. Because guys…when the lights go out she's…she's …killing me. I make up my mind to break up with her and as soon as I return home she's already there just a bit too reluctant to kiss me. And when she does that, I'm all gone.

I can't think straight. All my mind can process those moments is that I want her. I want her senseless.

Which let me tell ya sucks. Cause next morning she wakes up mad at me. And at first I wondered what did I do wrong? Now I know. I simply exist.

So I hate her. I know I am repeating myself but I cannot hold it back. Actually I never could. Being the irrational guy that I am. Because only an irrational person like me could date a girl that hates his guts and has nothing to do with him.

I party. I mean I don't just go to parties. I am the parties. Parties don't happen without me.

She reads. Not just reads. She buries herself for hours in a book and doesn't take as much as a look at me until she finishes it.

I prank. And by prank I mean pull everybody's socks around the place. In Hogwarts' dictionary next to the definition of prank they have a picture of me. No seriously they do. I used a Glue charm in fifth year.

She's serious. Never says something she doesn't mean. I believe I have never seen her make one simple joke. Except perhaps for this time hen she said she's in love with me…

I am a romantic. No, not girlish and all but I believe in love. I want to have a family one day like my parents did.

She is cynical. You know what she said when I told her I would love her forever? She said forever is a way too long time and there are lots of cute girls out there. I mean what kind of girl says such a thing?

However she was correct. Forever is a long time and I don't intend on spending it with her. One day her tricks won't work and I will be able to break up with her properly.

But till then I am being tortured by her presence. And my only consolation is, she is tortured as well by mine.

And for what? For a bloody name. I feel like Romeo in this muggle play. Only when Juliet says 'Deny your name so that I can love you.' My Juliet would be saying 'Deny your name so that I can't love you.'

And some times I wish she did. Cause I would. Only so that I can get rid of her. I never liked 'Potter' anyway. I could turn it into James McHuirter or James Dawsen.

"Mate what are you thinking again." Oh my dear son Scorpius. We've been friends since my second and his first year in Hogwarts. Now about the son part, when I first saw him in Hogwarts Express he looked lost, like a little orphan. So I and my fave cousin of them all , Freddie, decided to adopt him. Then came our second son Matt, likewise . Of course there's Al but he's my family's shame. A black sheep. So we just call him uncle-Al.

And that's the way things had been in Hogwarts. All crazy.

But we're no longer there.

Bloody Fred went to Romania with uncle-Charlie for a year . Matt works in Gringotts and is always busy. Thankfully Scorp is still available. He might be studying to be a Healer but not even that stops him from going out with me every once in a while. Contrary to my own brother who complains always about the endless assignments he gets in Wizarding Law School and never leaves his desk. However we cannot go flirting with Scorp. No! He has Rosie you see and not planning on leaving her. Ever I mean.

"James you just fazed out you know." Rosie. What did I tell you. She my cousin and I practically adore her. She's smart , cute , a real beauty, independent and so in love with my mate Scorp here. Lucky they were. At least they sorted it out.

"I know, I know." They both seem worried. I must look really awful. Crap. I don't want relationship advice from them. They are like soul mates. How could they understand my deal?

"Ok, what's the problem?" Straight to the point huh? Fine son.

"I hate her." I spit. So what if they find me mean too? I have to say what I think. And I think I hate her.

"Who Juls?" Yes, Juls cousin. Bloody Julia.

"Yup." I mutter irritated.

"Why?" Why, he says. I don't know maybe because all she cares is to be able to say to her girlfriends she dates a Potter. Or because she doesn't even fancy me. And she ignores me except for those times she knows I want to break up. Chose the one you like.

"Because she doesn't like me. And I don't like her either. For Merlin's sake I can't stand her. I feel sick when she starts talking about work and she never cares to go out with me." I have no idea what I just said. Words just came out in a blur and I had no control of my tongue. But whatever.

"I think you are overreacting, but fine. If that's the case why don't you break up with her?" You think I haven't thought of it Rosie? Merlin help me I think of it every single day.

"I want to. I really do. However every time I try to talk to her she starts kissing me and snogging me and doing…erm…stuff. So I can neither resist her, nor say what I want." I say defeated. Life sucks . That's all. And I can't see why. What did I do wrong?

"Mate, you're so hopeless when it comes to those matters…" I know, thank you very much Scorp.

"Well, it's not my fault. If you just saw what she does…" Seriously. All she need to do is touch me and I'm off.

"James!" Oh! I forgot what a sensible, contained little girl Rosie is. Her boyfriend gives her a little wink and she seems even more annoyed. Bad move man.

"Scorpius!" Yeah, yeah. We heard you cousin. My mate looks regretful. Oh he is so pathetic. No! No. Don't apologize.

Crap. He will.

"Oi, Rosie. I'm sorry ok? Want some help in there." Of course. I had forgotten how ethical he is. How could I? I mean the guy wanted to wait with her till school was over cause he said it was wrong to hurry it up especially inside Hogwarts where it was forbidden and all.

Merlin, has he learnt nothing from me?

Guess no. Now whether that's a good or bad thing I don't know. Seeing as I'm so screwed up.

"No. I don't need help. I intend to keep my kitchen clean." Hahaha. Yes, she has a point there. Whenever Scorp cooks there are bound to be some accidents. He says it's just like Potions to him.

"It was just once. And just so you know I never mess up my own kitchen." Oh right. They still live separately. I had forgotten. I mean they practically spent all their time together so I don't really see why they have two apartments.

"That's because you never cook there." I interfere. "Now can we please concentrate on my problem?" Not that I want to ruin your food conversation but I'm in a crisis here.

"Well, you just have to get over the whole snogging thing James. I see no other way." Why do I even bother to ask them? They think everything is so simple. Do that, do this…

"I can't." I say and I feel even grumpier than when I came.

"Nonsense." Says Rosie. "I didn't know you were so addicted to those things." She chops some potatoes as she speaks.

"Me neither." I always liked girls and snoggings but it's not like I couldn't live without them. Till she came along. Now I need her to kiss me once a day otherwise I'm dead and gone. And let's not forget that , well, I hate her.

"Actually I was just wondering how can you hate her." Are ya kidding me Scorp?

"I mean, I see nothing bad in her. Ok, she might not be as playful as you are but mate, noone is anyway." Not as playful! Her situation is not what I call 'not as playful'. It's more like a miserable, cynical, dry of all emotions situation. Yeah!

And Rosie nods. Are they both mental?

"You're defending her?" I shout at them annoyed. I came to ask for help. Not to speak with her lawyers.

"You know we're on your side in this don't you James? But I still can't see what's so wrong with her." Nice try Rosie. I knew I shouldn't talk to them. I knew it. I'd better owl Fred. He will understand.

"You know what guys? I'd better go. I need some rest we're terribly busy in the shop these days." I tried to find a better excuse , I did. But nothing came.

"But James! I'm cooking dinner." No thanks. I've lost my appetite.

"Some other time." I growl.

"Ok. We'll see you on Friday at 'Crux' mate." Oh, I had forgotten of this. Going out with them. Merlin! I had forgotten about a party in the 'Crux'. What the hell has she done to me?

"Oh, right. See you then." I grab my traveling cloak and take out my wand. And just before I Apparate I hear my cousin whispering.

"I cannot believe how James has changed. He was never before so miserable no matter what the problem." I sigh and the scenery changes around me.

I am back home. I take a look around the place and narrow my eyes as I see her sleeping on the brown sofa of my living-room. Every once in a while she shivers and a pathetic thought comes to my mind. I should go and grab her a blanket.

No. I hate her. We don't bring blankets to people we hate. But hey! I'm with her. So supposedly I love her.

We both know it's a lie though. As a result, I don't have to put on an act to prove it.

Good. Cause I'm not going to tuck her in if my life depends on it.

I change my direction and head to my bedroom.

I hate her. She's my girlfriend and I bloody hate her.

Merlin!

A/N: I know it is a very strange chapter but the story won't be so grim all the time.

I simply wanted something different than the usual, I love her , I can't have her story…

But it all ends well I promise so keep reading and…

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I love you all

Sarah