Prologue

His long dark hair ,

his beautiful lip piercing

Everything about him made me nervous

But I wanted to touch him be near him

The tattoos that covered his arms were mesmerizing

I slowly look up to see a pair of hazel eyes staring back

Chapter 1

"Bitch get your fat ass out my house!" she says be for she drinks down another cup of alcohol

"But, I need you don't you get I don't want to go forever" I pray to god she isn't drunk this time

" No you want to leave go! But don't expect to be welcome back you ungrateful brat!" she yells and her warm breath spreads across my face with the thick smell of patron fuck, she is drunk again…

"but, …." I don't want to give in again she always got me with the fucking little guilt trip of hers

" that's right leave me after I took care of you after that whore of a mother left you to die in some apartment" She lights her cigg GOD, if she smokes anymore I'm going to die of second hand any minuet

" OH MY FUCKING WORD my mother wasn't a whore she was a great woman she didn't leave me there to die I WENT THERE TO DIE I knew I wanted to be with her ,I knew at 4 I would rather be with my mother then live this life but some how she knew that me living would be better because right after she got shot you found me lying around in some old abandoned place! Now I'm 18 I can leave I should have left a long time a go but you always guilt trip me well now I'm going back to England to learn about my father and learn more about my mother so yeah fuck you I'm leaving an alcoholic slut I'm fucking glad"

I grab my stuff and walk out the door I turn for one last look at her frizz brown locks and sickly skinny woman whom I though cared about me once then She slams the door behind me geez, I hated my aunt Clarissa yeah that awful bitch was my aunt she took me in when I was 4 right after I sat behind a chair and watched my mother get raped and beaten to death by some guy when I was little she would never drink hard or smoke around me then she started to get a lot of boyfriends who hit her she made me promise not to tell but then this cop guy asked I told the truth ever since then she hated me it sent me in to a down ward spiral to depression since I was 10 had tried to kill my self 3 times I hated living life felt worthless,…. But now I was on my way to find out about my past maybe even learn about my future who knew? J

*on the airplane*

Goodness security was a bitch 'Tanisha? Really what a bad fake ID' I hate when people do that to me my name always has been always will be Tanisha it was the name my mother and father apparently liked according to my aunt

"Ma'am would you like anything to drink ?" the lady had asked before the plane even took off I like first class it is so amazing when they make a mistake and you get first class

"Ummmm some Diet coke" I say with a smile

"No get her a regular coke" the guy next to me says in a British accent

" She doesn't need to be on any diet" he chuckles how would he even know his chair had been turned the whole time!

" okay sir what ever you say" she walks away

"Who the fuck do you think you are?" he turns his chair he is very attractive he has a stupid grin on his face and in that grin rested 2 rings one on each end of his smile he had hazel eyes with thick traces of some much needed sleep. His hair was a beautiful dark brown and had a streak of blond it was wavy and about chin length. He had tattoos, his right arm was covered in tattoos…..

"Hehehe sorry….. So mate where you headed?" he says still wearing the same stupid grin …he is Sooo cute no strike that hot no he is SEXY

" Sheffield J" he gets this surprised look on his face

" That is crazy! Me too!" *the whole ride there we talked about random things till I fell sleep in his shoulder*

"Hey, wake up! Were here" I open my eyes and look up to see his hazel eyes staring at me with a smile that could put the sun to shame oh my word how did I get here? I'm sleeping on a hot guy I'm in England this day couldn't get better "oh my word I cant believe it were here!" he smiles really big

" Here" he hands me a paper and a ticket

"what is this?" he gets up and starts to grab his stuff

' open the paper latter" I get up to grab my stuff and he waves and walks off the plane wow he is hot, nice…and my type to bad I probably wont ever see him again LI walk off the plane

" Hi are you Tanisha?" this boy who looks to be my age ask me

"Ummmm yeah why?" he hugs me

"I haven't see you since we were 5!" I give him this blank look who the hell is this kid?

"I'm your twin brother Blake" WTF?

"what? BLAKE! How did you know I was coming ! I thought you were at an orphanage!"

" Oh Ummmm Aunt Clarissa told me and who told you that for the past 14 years I have been living with our father" I start to cry

" what? But I was told he was dead like mom!"

"Who the fuck told you that?"

" Aunt Clarissa" he gets this really pissed look on his face

" she told me and dad not to call ever because you hated us and you never wanted to see us"

"wow I knew she was an evil bitch but I never expected her to be so low" he look almost sad

" well dad really wants to see you do you want to see him?" I hug him

"yes ,yes, yes!" I shove the papers in my purse we get in the car and drive off it is about a 30 min drive from the air port and I am giddy the whole way which makes Blaze happy. We pull up to a nice house a large brick building looked cozy though "well were here :D" I get out the car go to the front door blaze walks up

" you going in?"

"what if he changed his mind what if he doesn't want to see me?" I start to kinda get sad

" hahahahha fuck no trust me" we walk in

"DAD!" blaze yells I stand a the door nervously when a tall bulky man turns the corner to the entry way he looks at me

"Tanisha?"

"dad!" he runs up and hugs me

"oh my god I thought I would never see you again you had been gone for so long hadn't even called "

" I wasn't allowed to ever trust me I would have if I had a way but I never left the house'

"what?"

" Clarissa treaded me like her slave"

"that bitch she said you didn't ant to see us I knew it was a lie!"

*we sit and talk and do a lot of catching up*

"well Tanisha do you have a place to stay?' I look away sheepishly

no I figured I could have stayed at a hotel and then I cou-" he smiled at me

" Or you could just live with me and your brother?" I look away

" I wouldn't want to just intrude in to your life I mean I was gone for 14 years" he hugs me

" it wont be intruding trust me you're my daughter I haven't dreamed abut anything but having you and your brother in my life ' I look over at a smiling blaze with tear in his eyes

"Blake are you crying?"

" no dad I'm not I have allergies" I smile

" Blake is it okay with you?"

" hell yes it is !" he hugs me

" I missed you sister" I smile today was the best day of my life

*the next day I awake In my new bed room*

Wow what a dream that seemed to be but it was real I meet my twin and dad I'm living with them in England now not to mention the cute boy I saw on the plane yester day …wait the papers! I get up and grab my purse in find the paper from yesterday I open it up : hey I had a really great time with you yesterday I hope to see you again…soon come to this concert look for me there I hope you come

Love

Oliver

With his cell phone number and a concert ticket attached for some band called Bring Me The Horizon I was so excited :D I was going to a concert with a hot guy got dressed and ran down stairs

" hey, hey Tanisha"

"Hey brother" I smile to be able to say that was really nice

"hey you wanna hang out with me and some friend today ?"

" Yes! Are you sure they wont mind?"

"I don't fucking care if they do"

"okay, then for sure"

" well you ready to go then?"

"Now?"

"Yeah sorry so late for the invite but I didn't want to wake you" he smiles

" XD yeah I am…. Hold on I got to go to use the bathroom but ill be down in a second"

" okay well I'm going to get the guys and be back"

"okay "I run up stairs and change in to my skinnies and a blue shirt and some blue vans mess up my hair some and run down stairs so I didn't look to bad I run down stairs to see 5 people sitting on the couch I keep walking when I trip and fall down the last three stairs and do a summer Sault to the middle of the room

"hey Tea you okay?" blaze says to me as he is trying not to laugh

"hehehe yes XD"

" whoa dude BlaKe she Is like your clone in girl form!" one of he guys says

"she really dose dude!" they all stare at me

I get up and sit in a chair near them all " we are twins lol"

" okay so this is Matt Nickolls, Matt Kean , Lee Malia , Curtis ward and Tom Sykes"

" Hi I'm Tanisha but you can call me Tea"

"Hey" Matt Kean says seeming not to interested

" Sooo you like it here" Lee ask

" I don't know I got here yesterday"

"oh that's right he says"

"So are you singe?" Curtis ask with a big smile on his face

"dude stop flirting with my sister'

"She just got here and your already over protective, man?'

"she has been gone for 14 years fuck yeah I have to do it now"

"dude, you just wouldn't understand its like a natural brother thing , hi by the way" matt N. says

"Hi"

"hey hey I'm tom sorry for the wait my brother, Oliver is taking forever to get the fuck over here"

"hehehe its okay I'm not in any rush"

"Good I hate bitches who are in a hurry all the damn time" Curtis says with a grin

"Good thing I'm not a bitch or in a rush then ayy?"

"yeah" he says as he smiles a little

The door then burst open and a guy walks in

" Gee thanks Oli for knocking"

"yeah no problem blaze"

"Hey, this is my twin sister Tea"

He turns to look at me and I realize he was the guy from the airplane

"Hey, oh my god you're the girl from the plane!"