Disclaimer: I don't own MR…….you know the drill

Based on Russian Roulette by Rihanna (luv the song)

They said it wasn't real. They said it was fake. They said it was a hallucination. They lied. My love's blood was on the gun. I screamed to them to kill me. Not my love. Not my life. I see my lover's blood on the gun. Why did I listen to them why? They killed my best friend. My partner. My lover. My life.

"Take a breath. Take it deep. Calm yourself" he says to me.

"say a prayer. Close your eyes. Sometimes it helps." Fang said to me.

They told us we had to do this test. The whitecoats.

I took the gun and pointed it at my head, I pulled the trigger and nothing came out.

It was fang's turn.

He pointed it at his head and he knew that it was his time to leave. He knew the bullet was in that round. When he pointed it at his head he mouthed the words 'I love you'. I couldn't take it. I smacked the gun out of his grip and yelled at them to kill me instead of my first and only love and crush. Fang. They shot me straight through the heart and I fell but I died with a smile on my face. The last thing I registered was a pair of lips gently kissing mine for the last time.

I picked up the gun in which Max's death was caused by, and pointed at my head. They yelled saying I won and that I was the winner. But I told them I can't live in a world where she doesn't exist.