I ran as quickly as possible, the teddy bear being in my arms. That guy can be insensitive sometimes!
Some time after parting ways with Satoshi, I began to feel tired from all the running. I decided to take a seat at a bench at a park.
As I sat, I began to have doubts about my words to Satoshi earlier.
'He's just trying to hel- No! He's selfish, that's what He is!' I thought to myself.
Maybe I shouldn't have said that, I don't know too... I then stood up and walked back home.
As I reached home, I walked upstaurs to my room and sat down on my my bed. I began to remember the words I said to Him earlier.
I wish You DIED in that School!
That was way too harsh! He didn't deserve those words! I then began to remember the other insults I gave him.
So you are thinking I can smile, after what had happened!? I have lost my best friend, and you don't even know my feelings! I even forgot her appearance!
That was wrong. He had lost Yuka, his only sister...
You're a Coward! Insensitive! Selfish!
Those also were all wrong! I was supposed to be the one to be called those.
Satoshi is Brave
He is sensitive
He cared for others
While for Me?
I'm a coward, I shouldn't have ran away.
I'm insensitive, I should've understood how he feels too.
I'm selfish, I should've cared for him more.
He also held that promise very dearly, and I was the very one who broke it, the promise I made myself.
After all these thoughts, I then turned my sights to my desk. There lies an old photograph of Me being with Satoshi during Junior High. I was smiling and making a peace gesture, while Satoshi just smiled.
Just seeing it made tears rolled out of my eyes. I then smiled at the memory, and that's when I remember something He said to me for the last time.
Please Smile...
After that, I began to realize, that I forgot to bring the Teddy Bear back! I left it on the bench.
I also wanted to apologize to Satoshi afterwards, but then...
A heavy rain has fell down outside, and moreover, It's already dark.
'No...'
I then tried to improvise, by calling him via phone. I began to scroll through the contacts.
'Kishinuma, Morishige, Shinozaki- Wait!'
Shinozaki Is after Satoshi's name, and I used his first name as a contact! Also, Didn't Morishige died at that School?
Maybe I deleted it and Re-add Morishige's contact to remember him? It couldn't be. I didn't remember opening my phone today, except for now.
I then decided this. I decided to apologize to him directly face to face, I don't want to break the remains of our friendship.
After all, without him, I'm Nothing.
-To be continued.
A/N this fic is actually the remake of ThespiritRiter's fic 'Tears', which is the sequel of the old 'smile'. Anyway, I hope you enjoy this and leave a review!
By YuuyaKizami21, a just passing through user, remember that XD
