Let me weep you this poem.......
I lay on the cold ground,
Wishing you were here with me.
When you left, you took my heart
And every bit of my sanity.
But I fear I can't just leave you,
All I feel is that I need you.
My love.
Won't you reach out and touch my heartache?
Feel it beating?
Please don't throw it away.
To late.
You did.
The gaping whole where you were in my heart
Has left me to die here.
But even as I slowly drift into darkness,
You still don't come to save me.
Do you care?
Didn't you know I needed you?
I can't believe you would leave me this way.
Heaven gates won't open up for me.
The monster within me is to evil.
The pits of Hell close shut at my presence.
The devil, to ashamed.
I am not worthy for Heaven.
I bring shame to Hell.
For where am I to go now?
I'm stuck in a dementia.
I slowly sink back to Earth.
But what am I now?
I sit beside my lifeless body,
Looking at the gun in my hand.
I had nothing to live for
When you left me for dead.
What have you done to me?
Should I have lived on,
I would have surely gone insane.
Was it for the best?
Or was I a fool?
I guess it doesn't matter now.
It's over and done with.
Are you happy?
I look up to see you walking towards me.
Now you are running.
Are you crying?
I look as I see you lay yourself ontop of me.
You look sad.
My hand strokes your face,
But, you do not feel it.
What have I done to me?
I rest my chin on your head
And hold you close.
I love you.
You whisper in my dead ear.
You stroke my face
And kiss my cold lips.
I love you.
You are crying.
Stay strong, my love.
Don't cry.
Because I will cry for you.
