I got home from clubbing with charlotte and olivia and went to have a shower and the next thing I knew I was waking up in a hospital bed with doctors everywhere! As I woke up I found charlotte sitting in the chair next to me looking extremely worried I knew something bad had happened.

She told me that after I got home I passed out in the shower, the doctors think its alcohol poisoning but I have to wait for the scans to come back before I can do anything else.

I love having charlotte as a friend she's always there for me and hasn't left my bedside since I arrived in hospital.

The scans came today and I'm about to find out the reason why I passed out in the shower.

OMG! Its bad its worse than I thought and its nothing like alcohol poisoning i have cancer! I've been diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumour! Omg, omg, omg!

And I passed out again...

I've now started to come to terms with the big C but its still a shock

Charlotte has promised she'll stick with me through everything, the treatment and hospitals and just everything