Author: Lt. Jaina Solo Fel aka rangerprincess
Author's email: emrulre@yahoo.com
Rating: PG
Feedback: Yes! Please! ;)
Summary: Point of View by Landon Carter.
Author's Notes: I have writer's block, so I wrote this to get it out of my hair. Please review. =)
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Jamie changed my life.
I've said that a hundred times in my head, and it's true. I've never truly been myself until she came, life was just one big game, and all that mattered was how many girls I dated and how popular I was. But Jamie was different, she was so innocent like compare to all the other girls, but the thing that attracted me to her was her personality, not her looks, usually I went for the looks. I couldn't believe how blind I'd been, we grew up in the same town, and I never gave her a time of day until my Senior Year. If I would have known, I would have been with her a long time ago. But I am glad I had the chance to discover love with Jamie Sullivan.
Jamie's father said I was her miracle, but Jamie was mine. She was my angel now, and I knew whenever I was, or whatever I am doing, my wife was right by me in spirit. I miss her terribly, not to be able to hold her, and kiss her softly like I did in our few months together. The summer of my Senior year was unforgettable, and I'll always treasure them.
My friends could never understand why I married her, knowing how it would end. Maybe they never will. I wanted to be her husband, I wanted her to my wife, simple as that. And it just felt right, like it was meant to be. Like I said, that summer was unforgettable, we tried to live in the present, and forget the future.
Seeing her on the hospital bed a week before she died, it was the worst time of my life. She was gone, I thought her leaving me would make me stronger, but it didn't, it seemed to make me weaker, and I just want her back. She told me not to cry for her, she made me promise. But I can't help it, but I do. Especially in the mornings. I dream about her, about her back in my arms, us holding each other, murmuring our commitment to each other in our ears.
But the thing I think I miss the most about her is her voice. She sang like a angel, so soft and comforting. During the play, her voice was so beautiful, and she looked so beautiful. It was the first time I discovered how perfect she was, inside and out. She was so forgiven and outgoing with me. I look at how my parent's marriage was, and how their divorce came about. And I knew that could never happen to me and Jamie, I knew that if she never had cancer, would have a family and settle down, and just be happy with our little life. And I always daydreamed that they would have their mother's voice.
The famous question people ask themselves, is if they had to do it all over again, would they take the same path?
My answer would always be, in a heartbeat.
I learned more from Jamie than anyone, or school teacher. She showed me what life could be, it was like I never had lived life. I always thought I was in love with my ex-girlfriends, but we always broke up. What me and Jamie had was true love.
Those short two months was filled with love that not even in a million years people would experience. Love is the most important thing in the world.
I'll always remember the girl who didn't care how she looked, or what other people thought of her, I'll always remember Jamie Sullivan, who was my beloved wife.
I'll always love Jamie Sullivan.
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Author's Notes: Sorry it was short, I had a bad case of writer's block. :-/ And sorry for the typos.
Author's email: emrulre@yahoo.com
Rating: PG
Feedback: Yes! Please! ;)
Summary: Point of View by Landon Carter.
Author's Notes: I have writer's block, so I wrote this to get it out of my hair. Please review. =)
**
Jamie changed my life.
I've said that a hundred times in my head, and it's true. I've never truly been myself until she came, life was just one big game, and all that mattered was how many girls I dated and how popular I was. But Jamie was different, she was so innocent like compare to all the other girls, but the thing that attracted me to her was her personality, not her looks, usually I went for the looks. I couldn't believe how blind I'd been, we grew up in the same town, and I never gave her a time of day until my Senior Year. If I would have known, I would have been with her a long time ago. But I am glad I had the chance to discover love with Jamie Sullivan.
Jamie's father said I was her miracle, but Jamie was mine. She was my angel now, and I knew whenever I was, or whatever I am doing, my wife was right by me in spirit. I miss her terribly, not to be able to hold her, and kiss her softly like I did in our few months together. The summer of my Senior year was unforgettable, and I'll always treasure them.
My friends could never understand why I married her, knowing how it would end. Maybe they never will. I wanted to be her husband, I wanted her to my wife, simple as that. And it just felt right, like it was meant to be. Like I said, that summer was unforgettable, we tried to live in the present, and forget the future.
Seeing her on the hospital bed a week before she died, it was the worst time of my life. She was gone, I thought her leaving me would make me stronger, but it didn't, it seemed to make me weaker, and I just want her back. She told me not to cry for her, she made me promise. But I can't help it, but I do. Especially in the mornings. I dream about her, about her back in my arms, us holding each other, murmuring our commitment to each other in our ears.
But the thing I think I miss the most about her is her voice. She sang like a angel, so soft and comforting. During the play, her voice was so beautiful, and she looked so beautiful. It was the first time I discovered how perfect she was, inside and out. She was so forgiven and outgoing with me. I look at how my parent's marriage was, and how their divorce came about. And I knew that could never happen to me and Jamie, I knew that if she never had cancer, would have a family and settle down, and just be happy with our little life. And I always daydreamed that they would have their mother's voice.
The famous question people ask themselves, is if they had to do it all over again, would they take the same path?
My answer would always be, in a heartbeat.
I learned more from Jamie than anyone, or school teacher. She showed me what life could be, it was like I never had lived life. I always thought I was in love with my ex-girlfriends, but we always broke up. What me and Jamie had was true love.
Those short two months was filled with love that not even in a million years people would experience. Love is the most important thing in the world.
I'll always remember the girl who didn't care how she looked, or what other people thought of her, I'll always remember Jamie Sullivan, who was my beloved wife.
I'll always love Jamie Sullivan.
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Author's Notes: Sorry it was short, I had a bad case of writer's block. :-/ And sorry for the typos.
