Me again! The song is MIA by Avenged Sevenfold and I feel this song fit's the Gundam Wing AC universe fantastically. Written in all the pilot's p.o.v as I wanted to explore the true feelings they have during the war.
Quatre
Staring at the carnage
Praying that the sun will never rise
Living another day in disguise
These feelings cant be right
Lend me your courage to stand up and fight on tonight
Stand up and fight.
As I continue to look at the death and destruction around me, I find it hard to think that there may actually be an end to this war. I see people all the time while trying to hold my tears back; people trying to find hope where there is none, hoping that the war will end soon, when in reality, we all know this war has a long way to go before it will end. It tears me apart to feel the despair in everyone's hearts and the constant grief embedded forever, but every time I feel hope within a person, I can't help but hope myself that some day, this war will just be a piece of history, and we can all move on with our lives.
Every morning when the sun rises, it gets harder and harder to get out of bed, to pretend that everything will be ok. I know that each day grows more and more hopeless, as more and more people lose their lives. I hate feeling like this. I'm usually so optimistic, but recently, all I can do is pray that I will live through each day. It's easy to forget that I'm still only fifteen at times. I'm still a child, yet I fight like a veteran. Everything is twisted, but there's nothing that can be done about it. Nothing. Even if this war does end, I will never be a child, never regain the innocence that has been lost, just to fight for what is right. I've lost so much, and I know that I will never get it back.
I just have to keep fighting, find the strength through my friends, the maguanacs and Sandrock to keep going. Too many people's lives are at risk, there's too much to lose, but I just can't help finding myself thinking, 'Are we really going to win? Or are we fighting for a lost cause?' Allah, help us win this war. Help us protect those we love, and help us protect ourselves so we can defeat OZ and bring peace back to the colonies and Earth. I'm not giving up; I will stand up and fight.
