Firstly this isn't a full story its a three shot. This idea has been in my head all week and ive finally had time to write it. Danielle is very much alive in this fic,Archie and Peggy are married and Ronnie still believes her Amy is dead. Having no idea about Danielle. Please enjoy and comment if you can!

The Christening & Intro.

She watched her niece be christened,such a little angel throughout the whole procedure. No crying or screaming,Amy hadn't even opened her eyes to see what was going on around her. Ronnie stood next to her sister Roxy watching her beam at the the quiet baby with nothing but pride washing over her. Jack smiled as the vicar handed Amy over to him,they looked like the perfect family if you had no idea what had gone on. Jack was meant to be Ronnie's future,she believed he was made for her,something good in her life to ease all the bad. No. Nothing had gone right for Ronnie not even the right man had come along and swept her off her feet,he ruined it. The shock and hurt still surfaced every now and again reminded her that she still truly loved Jack Branning. Roxy had done some awful things and gotten herself into some horrid situations but never did Ronnie ever think she would betray her the way she did. Jack was not to be looked at,not by her sister anyway,how could they? Both giving into temptation and sleeping together. Sighing loudly Ronnie had already had enough of people cooing over Amy and she wanted to get back to Walford. Running a hand through her hair she forced a grin at Roxy and turned around as people were beginning to make their way towards the doors.

"Im going to get some air" Ronnie announced sighing quietly and walking towards the church doors. Running away was all she knew,she couldn't bare that she had nothing,nothing at all she could call her own. She felt the cool air gently sweep her hair in front of her face,she turned and watched as her father took Peggy's hand and helped her into the taxi. Archie was another person that ripped Ronnie's life into tatters. Being a little girl she believed her daddy was the greatest man in the world,he gave the two sisters love and affection. Anything they wanted they got. Of course that all changed when Ronnie hit high school and found herself a boyfriend,Archie had turned on her. Favouriting Roxy and rubbing it in Ronnie's face at any opportunity. Often Ronnie asked herself was she stupid to get herself knocked up at fourteen? Maybe if she hadn't things would have been a lot different. Being pregnant ended Ronnie's relationship with her father,he became cold and distant. He told her she was getting rid of it as soon as he found out,the only thing he cared about was teaching his selfish stupid daughter a lesson. In his eyes she couldn't bring up a child,she was a child herself. Adoption was the only thing left and Archie made sure Ronnie gave the baby away.

Throughout her life Ronnie had plodded along someday wishing and believing she would be reunited with the babygirl she gave away. It gave her hope,something to wake up for every day. The only thing she had left was her locket and the two hours and twenty three minutes she held her for. Sitting on the steps at a distance from all the guests Ronnie sighed heavily clasping her hand to her chest. Just the feel of the chain gave her a warm comforting feeling that her child was watching over her. Weymouth was a day out Ronnie could never forget,the day her hopes and dreams crashed and burned in front of her. Trying to rescue Roxy from another drama she came face to face with her father for the first time in years. He hadn't changed,not even a little bit. Arguing about the past Archie decided to spin his daughter the biggest lie he had ever thought of. Her child died. His lies so smoothly trailed from his mouth making himself sound so confident he almost believed it himself. Ronnie's perfect little daughter died in the bath according to Archie,he had gotten the upper hand completely and Ronnie believed him.

Buying a flat,buying half a night club was all very well but Ronnie was never truly happy. Grieving for a child she never really knew,just a memory. Finding out her sister was pregnant only made her jealous,bringing back the most painful reminders that she lost her child and would never ever get to know her. Roxy had everything to look forward to,watching her beautiful daughter grow up into a woman. Ronnie often sat and wondered what her Amy was like,what she looked like,what her favorite food was,what her bedroom was like. Thinking about her Amy only depressed her so she busied herself with everyday life,pouring all her energy into running R&R's. Never having any friends or anyone to really confide in she felt very uncomfortable when one particular person had gotten right under her skin.

Danielle Jones,the new girl from Telford. Polite,shy and friendly,but also very odd. The teenager was somewhat troubled and extremely fragile. Ronnie thought Danielle was a sweet girl,she had hardly any friends or family and London was a big place for such a childlike nineteen year old. Once making friends with Stacey Slater,Danielle become somewhat obsessed with the Mitchell clan. Ronnie often found the girl staring at her or trying to make conversation. Ronnie shrugged her off,Danielle was the exact same age her baby would have been by now,it was too painful. At every turn Ronnie would find Danielle right behind her,it had gotten to the point where Ronnie had to be cruel to be kind. The only way to get Danielle to leave her alone was to shout and be aggressive,Ronnie didnt have friends and she hadn't planned to make any.

How could Ronnie turn Danielle down when she found out she was pregnant? She couldn't. So she went with her to get an abortion,watching someone else get rid of their child felt like torture. The small teen looked certain that aborting it was what she wanted,turning to Ronnie for a supporting smile she took the pill and killed her baby. Promising to go to the next appointment with her Ronnie could feel her stomach churn at the thought of even facing Danielle. Why couldn't Stacey go with her? Why had she gotten herself mixed up with this girl? Did she care? Yes,deep down she did care for Danielle but she had no idea why. Was she watching a younger version of herself or did she feel motherly towards the girl? Ronnie couldn't take it anymore and canceled on Danielle,the pain was unbearable. After the abortion Danielle had changed and had become angry and bitter towards Ronnie,of course Ronnie knew why but there was nothing she could do. Danielle's obsession over the Mitchell's had become strange and the shy kid from Telford wanted to take all her anger and hurt out on Ronnie.

Rubbing her forehead she stood up feeling the gravel crunch under her shoes. Ronnie just wanted today to be over so she could get back to her normal everyday routine. Inhaling a deep breath she noticed most of the guests had left and followed Archie and Peggy back to the Vic for a buffet. She pulled her coat tighter around herself as the air felt colder than before,the clouds were turning a horrid shade of black and Ronnie just wanted to go home. She opened the church doors to hurry Roxy and Amy up,the sound of the doors opening echoed around the church and Ronnie felt her stomach drop to her knees. Jack pulled himself away from Roxy's lips,the panic in his eyes said it all and he opened his mouth to speak,to explain. Ronnie could feel her knees shake,her lip trembled and her eyes watered with pain. Turning back towards the doors she heard Jack call her name but she never looked back,she needed to get away from the embarrassment and not let anyone see she was hurting. Running towards a black cab she could hear Jack in hot pursuit behind her but she was too quick for him. Climbing into the taxi she begged the driver to pull away immediately as she slammed the door shut. Once she got back to the Vic that was it,she was leaving for good.