Hey guys so I do not own Yuri on Ice. And I originally got the idea to write a double suicide from someone else's story. Who only had 1 suicide. But me being me I love a good tragic ending. So bare with me on this. DONT NOT READ IF YOU ARE ANY WAY MENTALLY UNSTABLE. RATED M for suicidal thoughts and actions. Enjoy!

I can't live without you

I'm standing, numb. I just go off the phone with Yuuri. I feel my tears running down my face. But I can't move to do anything about them. I should of been there I should've known. But you seemed to of hide it so well. Why didn't you just tell me! We told each other everything. Why Yura? Didn't you trust me enough. I turn around to go sit down before my legs give out from under me. As I sit down and look around the room I see you everywhere. Your face in every picture. You're coats hanging up with mine. Your cat asleep next to me. I wanna punch something. I feel empty. I don't know what to do next. But I wanna be with you! I will be with you. I get up and walk over to the kitchen I pull out a notebook and pen. I take a piece of paper out of the notebook and I start to write.

Victor,

We both know you'll soon show up at my house to find me. I want you to know I'm not doing this to hurt anyone, and I know I'm probably being selfish... but I can't live without him. I need to be with him again. I'm sorry, forgive me.

I signed the paper and you put it on the kitchen counter. I go into the bedroom over to the gun safe I put in combination and pull out the gun. I load it and put it to my head. I'll be with you soon my love I promise and with that thought in my head I pull the trigger.

Hey guys it's me again comment below what you thought. And DM me with any suggestions thx.