When we first met
I was nothing to you but a silhouette
You looked at me from your father's car
Unaware that you'd be my star
You treated me like I was a game
A list of missions so you could be entertained
I lost and Cook won
Then your love affair with him begun
I wanted to be with you
But you didn't share my point of view
You'd thought you'd break your heart
And I thought I'd break yours for a start
But you didn't want that, who would?
You were made of words and misunderstood
I took more chances to have you then I could take
And confessed my feelings by jumping into a lake
But then I went with Katie instead
And your heart felt misled
We had one night of you and I
Before all my thoughts for you disappeared into the night
After you almost killed my girlfriend
You left me for a world of pretend
You called for help with Cook
I came and then you won my heart back
But it was claimed by my best mate
We had a race, me, Cook and J.J
J.J won but didn't win you
He made us all battle it through
I was the one to win but you left again
Leaving me in the utmost pain
But you came back and now we were together
I thought that we would last forever
But something changed
You were different, you were strange
You were so worried about life
You let your wrists meet a knife
I'd lost you, you didn't love me
You were stuck in therapy
I thought you were safe, I thought you were fine
And now you've left me traumatized
And now I'm lying on the floor
Dying slowly heart all torn
Thought he'd get you if I were dead
And now I'm laying here, clothes turning red
As my vision starts to turn black
I think of all our memories and play them back
Effy I love you and I'm so sad I cry
Because I will never be able to say goodbye
I will always love you even after death
You are the best years I've spent
The last thing that I think of before I am gone
Maybe I really did break your heart all along
