Disclaimer: (sobbing) why why why oh why don't I own Twilight

Disclaimer: (sobbing) why why why oh why don't I own Twilight?!

One Last Breath

As I contemplate my decision, I remember why I brought all of this on. Edward is my heroine, I cant live without him. And that is the only reason for the selfish act I will soon commit. What I do is not for anyone but me. As I stare at my weapon of choice I figure that the scent of my blood will bring my love back to me. He will have enough time to change me or leave me to die.

That will be his decision. If he does let me die, it will be a subtle ending to me excuse for a life that I live.

There is a small part of me that says to leave it to fait. There is also a larger part that says to get it over with, what do I have to loose. Only sorrow and pain. As the blood begins to fall I realize what I have and it becomes clear to me that I don't need to stress any more. I am finally done waiting. And lying there, drenched In my blood I don't feel dead, I feel alive. That is the most I have felt in five months.