Disclaimer: SM owns Twilight!

Original story idea from Ookami21Kage in 'Not a curse for some'

Thank you BTW

I was kindly granted artistic licensing from this wonderful author to use her story and let me write about it. A lot has changed from the original. I just liked the idea. Poor Jacob pregnant and roaming, it's original and well you can do anything to it if you wanted.

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Jacob POV

While I waited to meet Sam, I though about when I first became a werewolf.

I had dropped Bella and her friend off at her house, and rushed home. I'd been dreaming of wolves the last few nights. My skin itched, and everything hurt. I was 20 minutes away from the res. when I felt my muscles start to twitch and the pain making me cry out. I don't remember getting the rabbit to the side of the road, before I was outside of the car on my hands and knees. I watched in horror as my fingers started to shorten and extra hair started sprouting from my hands and arms. I felt my shoulders dislocate and my nose and jaw extend. I was panting and sweating. The pain was unbearable, and I was terrified. My back arched and I felt my hips shift as my knees buckled, and I fell to my side. I must have blacked out because the next thing I knew my body was sore, and the sun was up. I tried to flex my fingers but couldn't and whimpered. That's when I noticed the long muzzle and nose attached to my face. I looked down at my arms and I saw paws and fur. Startled and scared I jumped up onto all fours and howled. I was disoriented and just started running. I could hear voices in my head, but I couldn't register them in my fear. I ran until I was exhausted and collapsed. A week later Sam and Paul found me wandering. I still was terrified and still couldn't understand what the voices were in my head. Sam nudged me to my feet and pushed me to follow Paul. We ran back to the res., but I stopped at the border. I couldn't go see my dad like this. I was a monster. Terrified I turned and tried to run again, but Sam pinned me to the ground. I didn't know at the time, who these two wolves were, but somehow he calmed me. As Paul shook out his coat, Sam stood over me and nuzzled my neck. Eventually I calmed and I could hear the voices.

'I do not understand how he's not hearing us' Paul

'I'm not sure either; I think it's his fear. I can smell nothing but it off him' Sam

'Sam, we need to get him to Billy' Paul. Sam turned his head to Paul then, and I whimpered.

'Sam?' His head shot back to mine, and I heard 'Jacob?'

I whimpered again, this time to the agonized, confused sounds.

'Shhhh' Paul and Sam whispered in my head, Sam was nuzzling my neck again. They eventually got me calmed, and talked me through the transformation. I passed out again from the pain because the next thing I knew, I was in my bed.

The crack of a stick snapped me out of my past, and I watched Sam's figure step out from behind a tree.

"Jake" He whispered and walked up to me.

"You wanted to see me?" I said. I felt like I was in shit, but I knew I hadn't done anything wrong.

He walked up to me, now standing face to face; Sam reached up and swiped his knuckles over my cheek. I stepped back and looked at him confused.

"Shhhh, Jakey. It's okay. I promise not to hurt you" He leaned forward and his lips barely touched mine before I shoved him back. I whimpered and took multiple steps back, but in my confusion and weirded-out-ness, I tripped and landed in the dirt. Sam stepped up to me and loomed over me. That's when I noticed he was hard. I whimpered and tried to get away from him.

Sam grabbed my arms and pinned them above my head.

"JAKE!" He bellowed. I filched at his tone. "Stop, I'm going to take you, but I'll be gentle."

His gripped tightened around my wrists. I remember seeing something in Seth's mind about Sam and him. I shivered, but stopped moving.

He seemed to enjoy my sub service, and leaned down to kiss me. I whimpered in fear but kissed him back. I saw what happened to Seth when he refused Sam.

His hands slid down my arms slowly, then over my shoulders, down my chest and then he pulled my shirt up over my head. I still didn't move, arms still above my head, and I fought hard not to cry. Sam's movements and caresses became more and more animalistic as he caressed my chest. He had locked his eyes with mine, and I watched slowly as all of his humanity slipped from them, and his beast became prominent. His eyes had changed to the bright yellow of his wolf and reflected the moon light. He was no longer Sam, but the Alfa wolf taking his mate. I whimpered and tried to move but Sam grabbed my neck hard and snarled, "On you hands and knees" His hand tightened and I forced myself not to cry out.

He jerked me up by my belt and flipped me over before I knew what was happening. He pulled my belt from its loops and yanked my pants down. He stoked my shoulders roughly, and I whimpered. My sounds seemed to just spur him on and he growled. His growl sent shivers of fear down my spine, it was inhuman, and I'd never heard something like this from my leader's lips before. He wrapped an arm around my hips, and using his other forearm, pushed my shoulders down to the ground. Keeping his arm on my shoulders, he yanked down his pants, and I felt the tip of him. Whimpering and almost screaming, I started to fight to get away. He gripped my shoulders hard enough to make my arms go numb and slammed into me. I let out a shrieking painful scream, and realized it hurt more when I fought. His thrusts were hard, and I felt a stab of pain with each one. He gripped the top of my arms and pulled me to his chest. I didn't expect this, but what he did next shocked me. He trailed his lips across my shoulders and was thrusting gently now. He kissed up the side of my neck, and licked a spot that made everything in me tingle. Running his hands across my stomach then walked his fingers up to my nipples. He ran his thumbs over my nipples and I whimpered, this time in pleasure. He worked for a little while at turning me on, and then gripped my cock. I was horrified that I was even turned on. He started pumping me roughly and matched his thrusts to his fast moving hand. I was a little taken aback from the pain and pleasure almost shooting me right to my release. Sam kissed up from my shoulder to my pulse point. He thrust the hardest he had yet and sank his canines into my neck. I screamed out and released while Sam has his release. His teeth extracted from my neck and Sam let me go. He doubled over gasping while my head spun.

A blood bond! Fuck! I changed quickly all of my pain making me black out. When my muzzle hit the dirt I woke and took off at a run. I could hear Sam running behind me, yelling. He didn't have enough time to change.

I just kept running, fear and disgust and horror driving me.

I was pregnant!

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Hi!

So I hope you liked this chapter!

It's a bit gruesome, I know. But Sam's actions will be explained later.

Ookami21KageHas agreed to be the wonderful beta on this story! Thanks!